my dream adventure

Chapter 429 The Butterfly Effect (195)

"You said, you were sent by the police? After 15 years, have I been in a coma for 15 years? I was clearly attending the engagement banquet, why am I in the hospital? What's going on here?" Shuiyue became a little irritable , she doesn't seem to have adapted to her current state.

"Ms. Shuiyue, please don't worry. You just woke up and your body hasn't recovered yet. Don't act rashly. Let me tell you simply that you had an accident at the engagement banquet that year, and your brain nerves were injured. Irreversible damage, your fiance, that is, Hu Yifeng, let you take good care of you in the hospital in order to save your life. He spent more than ten years looking for medicines that can treat your physical damage, but in the end unfortunately Falling into the trap of bad guys, helping them develop illegal drugs, and later, after it was revealed, he committed suicide, the body has been moved back to the city for burial, if you want to see him, we can take you there .” Lin Yuan slowly told the past.

Shuiyue listened, from being unbelievable at the beginning, to looking at her emaciated self in the mirror, and the various news reported on the high-tech mobile phone that Lin Yuan handed her, she finally believed what Lin Yuan said, It's not a lie.

Tears flowed down slowly, and she felt unspeakable distress in her heart, but she was not surprised by the things her fiancé did. On the contrary, she thought that they were things he could do.

"Did he really commit suicide in the end? Then did he leave me anything?" Shuiyue unexpectedly accepted the fact that Hu was dead.

There was no crying or fussing, which surprised Lin Yuan and the two of them, but she was not as delicate and unkind as Ren Yuan said.

"Of course, we found a stack of letters in the botanical garden base that she and Ren Yuan established. These are the letters he wrote to you one after another over the years." Lin Yuan handed her the letter in his hand, the thick A stack of letters was held in her arms by Shuiyue, she flipped through a few, tears welled up again.

"I thought that after I died, he would soon forget me. Unexpectedly, until the last moment, he kept expecting to cure my illness. I really didn't expect that he would still remember me. "Shuiyue's crying echoed in the room, and Lin Yuan and the others fell into silence, but they seemed to hear some clues between the lines of her words.

"Ms. Shuiyue, I dare to ask, are you really committing suicide? But why, you are with your fiancé, and you just got engaged, but you choose to commit suicide?" Lin Yuan went straight to the point, but he did not expect that, it turned out that, Ren Yuan said that Shuiyue committed suicide, which turned out to be true.

Then they tried their best to find evidence of Ren Yuan's crime, but the loss outweighed the gain.

"Yes, I did commit suicide at that time, but I only told Ren Yuan about the idea of ​​suicide. It seems that only he can understand my inner distress. Sometimes, it is precisely because too good things appear in the Right now, I always think about a question, when the beauty disappears one day, when my face grows old, when he no longer loves me, what should I do?" Shuiyue wrote those letters Hold it against your chest, like embracing your lover.

Lin Yuan couldn't help but sigh, but he had to continue to ask, "Were you and Ren Yuan good friends at that time, then he treated you, right?"

Shuiyue was stunned for a moment, then laughed out loud, "Think about it, Ren Yuan is not someone who can poach someone, and the relationship between me and him is also very simple, he is just a literary youth, he always likes to treat people around him He thinks things too well, and he always likes to think too well of me. However, he is a very good confidant.”

Lin Yuan was silent for a moment, met Gu Fei's eyes, and then said, "Did you tell Ren Yuan about your suicide attempt, and how did he answer it?"

"He knew what I wanted and persuaded me many times, but in the end he didn't persuade me. Later, he simply stopped persuading me and even promised me not to tell Yifeng about it. I really appreciate him " Shuiyue lowered her head, as if feeling guilty towards the people around her, "By the way, how is he doing now?"

Lin Yuan was speechless again, at this moment, she was still caring about others, but that's right, Ren Yuan was her old friend after all.

"He is very good. After graduation, he returned to his hometown and opened a bookstore with the inheritance left by his family. He has been there for more than ten years. He doesn't seem to plan to do other businesses. He usually reads books and drinks tea. What?" Lin Yuan said a few words, then thought of something and handed her the notebook in the file bag.

"He kept this diary in his hands. When the police passed by, he voluntarily handed it over to the police. I heard that you gave this diary to him?" Lin Yuan asked tentatively.

Shuiyue took the diary slowly with trembling hands. She still remembered the scene when she wrote this diary, "Yes, I gave it to him. It's a graduation gift."

She flipped through the diary, slowly going to the back, and found that several pages of paper after the diary were missing, and she didn't show a surprised expression.

"Actually, when I finished writing my diary, I was already planning to commit suicide. I longed for death not because anyone in this world treated me badly, but because only death is the most real existence in this world. The moon in the water is like It is a phantom, and I am living at this moment, and the form I have obtained with this body is just a short-lived thing that will gradually disappear, and the real me is hidden in a place unknown to the world." Shuiyue said her innermost thoughts idea.

Obviously, these thoughts are not easy for others to understand. She is very clear, clearer than anyone else, and no one can really understand her.

So she never told Ren Yuan what she said, and she kept it buried in her heart, maybe because today's young policeman has a pair of eyes that can see people's hearts, Shuiyue unknowingly, put these private words, Also said it.

"It seems that you know what you want, but since you chose to take the initiative to end your own life from the beginning, why did you give your fiancé an expectation at the last moment? Why didn't you take the initiative to tell him, lest he There are so many regrets left in life." Lin Yuan was very helpless, he did not expect to get such a result in the end.

But since Shuiyue is such a person, there is nothing to say.

The root of all evils, a woman wants to commit suicide, wants to return to her true self, but makes these living people experience so much pain, and even hurts the lives of countless people for her.

(End of this chapter)