my dream adventure

Chapter 584 Pain
Lin Yuan fell into painful hesitation, he didn't know how to face his own fate, especially when fate brought him to this place in this way, and tried hard to persuade Lin Yuan to change his mind.

He felt in a trance that he didn't seem to have any power in this world. What did he do, what did he do to him?
"For fate, maybe I'm just one of their infinite lives, but I don't want to submit to others and be controlled by others. This is actually very unfair to me."

Lin Yuan didn't know who he should defend his predicament with?
Because he found that, in fact, even if he is qualified to have a face-to-face conversation with fate, the right to choose is still in his own hands. He has no power at all to control his own destiny. How can he say that he is In this world, standing here, he can change the holy mountain. In fact, he can't even change his own destiny, let alone change the destiny of other people. Of course, this is just a joke.

He was forced to come into this dream, and was forced to exist in this capacity. In fact, he had no idea why he was standing here. This time, if he could say that the so-called child of miracles was his His identity does not bring profound value to himself. His identity as the child of miracles is relative to the world. He is going to help other people in the world, but he cannot help himself, not even There is a way to change one's own destiny, why can help support others, of course it is just a joke.

Miaoyin and the others couldn't think about the problem from Lin Yuan's point of view anyway. Give him an identity and let him assume his own identity. Could it all be over?

Of course, this is just a matter of lies, at least for Lin Yuan, his own destiny should not be controlled by others. If he is in control, it is so unfair to him. Why can't he live his life according to his own wishes, but he must help other people to realize themselves in this world? value?

Deep down in Lin Yuan's mind, the fate he bears on him is contrary to his own will. How can he coordinate the outside world's expectations of himself and his recognition of himself? These things are handed over together. , even if he feels very painful, especially when he is involuntarily and forced to come to the dream, he can feel himself. There seems to be not many things in this world that can be controlled by himself.

It is true that he is called the Son of Miracle, but his identity does not bring him any benefit at all. On the contrary, this identity and the secrets hidden behind him make him deeply involved. In the vicious circle of a huge conspiracy.

In this vicious circle, he has nothing to accuse. He is actually very painful. The pain is that he doesn't know which way he can lead to freedom. He wants to help others, to help this matter, to re- What about so-called freedom, which is of course a false claim.

Lin Yuan felt that he had been deceived by this damn deception all the time, which was the greatest pain for him. He didn't want to be immersed in this deception, and he didn't want to be bound by these things. He said that he was going to help others get freedom, which is an extremely hypocritical statement.

This is very unfair to Lin Yuan, at least he himself thinks it is unfair to him.

Lin Yuan walked aimlessly in the college. He looked at these unfamiliar and familiar figures in front of him, and looked at the scene in front of him in the first dream. He was so familiar, but he found that he It's hard to admit their existence, that's because he doesn't want to stay in the process at all.

He was forced to come here, forced to accept all of this, why should he accept it?It's certainly not fair to him.

Especially when his good friend left him again, he felt that there was no need for him to stay here no matter how much security there was elsewhere.

Lin Yuan is a very realistic person. His reality is that he will think about problems from his own standpoint, and will not put too much demands on him from the outside world on himself, because he knows that doing so is meaningless Yes, what he did, and what he did, is it good or bad for him and many people?
Lin Yuan fell into this kind of vicious circle of thinking, he is not a smart person, he is just a person who tries hard and doesn't know me, and his stubborn desire to maintain himself, is it a mistake?

If a person can only truly realize himself if he loses himself, then for him, it is actually a kind of pain, a kind of unreasonable pain, a kind of pain that shouldn't have, in this kind of In the pain, he found no one.

Always standing in a position opposite to himself, he tries to find a choice in this complex world, a choice that can remove himself from the outside world, from which you can realize yourself, and you can also, In the process.Helping other people, achieving them, and what those people expect next year, to achieve, not all, is sometimes a luxury for him.

People can really chat, how can it be possible to have both?Because he is still full of doubts, he knows that there is no such thing as the so-called best of both worlds in this world.

If he could really do this, as early as a long time ago, as early as the beginning, when he knew that the person Alice was looking for was him, he would have completed this matter, but now Well, this matter is still causing him pain. He is like a person who feels lost in the process of panic. During this process, he cannot find a point of balance.I'm afraid to find a balance point that makes myself feel right for everyone around me. This is his mistake, but this kind of mistake is not his choice. The mistake is something he tried his best to avoid, but he couldn't avoid it. It's unfair to you too.

(End of this chapter)