My baby girl is not a goddess

Chapter 439 The Two Greatest Gifts in the World
Xiaoyou...do you really like Xiaoshan?

Nana has been unable to sleep tonight, and she, who has been heartless all day long, finally has her own worries.

She tightly hugged the big bear pillow in her arms, which was one of Xiaoyou's birthday presents to her.

Xiaoyou would send gifts to Nana every year, and this was the only source of gifts from friends that Nana received.

However, this year I will receive many more birthday presents. After all, Nana has met many new friends this year.

But on the other hand, Nana often forgets Xiaoyou's birthday... Last year was the first time, but that incident happened again.

"Xiaoyou, idiot..." Nana pulled the cheek of the bear pillow and ravaged it repeatedly, "Even if Xiaoyou really likes Xiaoshan... At least wait until I leave... I will definitely wish you happiness... "

When Nana takes a bath, she always pays attention to the lines on her back. The frequency of them showing lines is getting higher and higher. Nana, who often reads online novels, will never admit it wrong. It must be Manjushahua, which symbolizes the gate to hell. — that is, the other shore flower.

And... It's not that Nana doesn't remember anything.

As time went by, she also gradually remembered what happened that day.

Because he was worried that the cake pick-up shop would be closed, he hurriedly crossed the road and ran a red light.The place where she was hit first was also her own back,
Now the pattern is extending towards the shoulder blades and down the flanks.

It's not so much the Bana flower, it's better to say that it has gradually developed varicose veins like capillaries.

I... probably end up becoming a ghost like in the movie, or a zombie or something... After all, this is my body and life I picked up inexplicably.

Nana has already made a plan. If she really can't control her runaway, she will leave Xiaoyou, her parents, and everyone far away, and go to a quiet place to end herself, so that Xiaoyou and everyone can't be hurt. OK.

Now Nana is also very entangled, she is wondering whether it is better to die in a place worthy of her and Xiaoyou's memory, or in a place that no one knows.

The best situation should actually be [die with a smile in Xiaoyou's arms], but Nana doesn't want to make Xiaoyou too sad.

Thinking about it this way, maybe it would be a good thing if he was with Xiaoshan?

Maybe then it won't be so sad.

Nana stretched out her hands under the warm quilt, shrank back into the quilt because of the cold, and touched her lips.

Although most of the memories at that time have been blurred, only the scene where Xiaoyou took the initiative to kiss was Nana's unforgettable memory and one of the most precious memories.

If we insist on discussing, every day with Xiaoyou should be a precious memory, but that kiss is very memorable.

At the very least, Nana knew that Xiaoyou liked her.

It's not...it's not Xiao Shuran's liking, but... it's Xiao Shuran's liking?

Nana really wanted to find a word to integrate the "love" about love into the love of Xiao Xunran, but she couldn't find it.

Because most of the childhood sweethearts will not be together, no matter in reality or in the novel, this is the case.

It is because they are too familiar with each other, and there is no freshness of love.

However, Nana does not need this kind of fresh or stimulating experience.

She was originally a very nostalgic and nostalgic girl.

She will only patronize the same canteen, even if the supermarket next door has new and novel products, she will not go to see them.

All she wanted to see was the greeting from the old lady at the commissary who said "You're here again, Nana" when she saw her.

And - "You brought your little boyfriend here again, Nana."

The next memory is being flattened by Xiaoyou Hai.

It is also because of nostalgia, so after the mother-in-law of the canteen passed away and the canteen was demolished, Nana was sad for many days.

But Xiaoyou was still with him.

Things change and people change, and the stars move.Although it is not a change like the vicissitudes of life, every small difference and the strangeness created by the difference will bring a little uneasiness to Nana.

"What's the matter? Hurry up! Didn't you just say you were going back to watch cartoons in a hurry?"

Under the setting sun, that little shadow...suddenly appeared in my line of sight, and when I realized it again, I found that I had appeared in the backflow of memories, and turned into my young appearance.

"Xiao...Xiaoyou?!"

"...What are you doing, you?" The little boy was frightened by his sudden yell, "Brain burnt out?"

"Woo...will you suddenly leave me one day? Like...the old lady in the commissary?"

"...Why are you so sentimental? It's not like you anymore."

The little boy spoke words that did not match his age, and gently stroked his forehead gently.

"No... no, it's just..."

Nana lowered her head, not knowing how to answer for a moment.

"...It's really troublesome." The little boy let the little Nana grab the hem of his clothes.

"If you're afraid that I'll run away, why don't you grab me?"

"If you run too fast, then I'm not..."

"Are you out of your mind?" Xiaoyou turned her head and gave Nana a blank look, "Didn't you always run faster than me since you were a child, so why couldn't you catch up with me?"

"Boys will become stronger when they grow up, unless you, Xiaoyou, have no dick like me—"

boom.

After punching Nana, Xiaoyou loosened her fist. Xiaoyou, who thought she would continue to get angry, showed a calm and warm smile, "If you are afraid, then try your best to chase me... With your ability, you can catch up with me with a little effort... I am your childhood sweetheart, and I say that because I know you very, very well."

childhood sweethearts...

childhood sweethearts...

Ome...

Touching the bear pillow soaked in tears, Nana woke up suddenly.

What happened in the dream seemed like it just happened yesterday.

But now Nana, after experiencing that dream like a memory, finally strengthened her determination.

No matter... no matter how much time I have left with Xiaoyou,

You can't... You can't give Xiaoyou to others... Even Xiaoshan who seems to be the best match for Xiaoyou, and Xiaoyou who likes Xiaoyou the most...

Now, before the arrival of the new year, Nana has another chance to hug Xiaoyou tightly.

Valentine's Day.

To this Valentine's Day...

You have to show your heart... your fiery feelings... to Xiaoyou without reservation—then, wait for Xiaoyou's response.

Even if I have to leave this colorful world that I love so much, where Xiaoyou exists, I absolutely can't just end the fetters with Xiaoyou like this.

Xiaoyou's sincerity... No matter what -- no matter what -- Nana wants to really confirm it in front of Xiaoyou.

Valentine's Day this year... falls on the same day as New Year's Eve.

And New Year's Eve...has another important meaning to Xiaoyou.

This day is also... Nana's birthday.

Nana used to feel sad because every year her birthday was celebrated together as a New Year's Eve. In order to appease Nana, Xiaoyou would give her birthday presents on New Year's Eve.

Xiaoyou, who woke up at the same time as Nana, also had a dream last night.

But that was the nightmare of Nana lying in a pool of blood, whimpering and calling her name.

Even if the bond between herself and Nana had to be destroyed in the end, she must not let Nana...leave the world she loves so much.

All along——Xiaoyou was just the pacifier who licked Nana's wounds after she was injured; but this time...he will be Nana's guardian and save Nana from the curse of countdown to death.

According to the past practice, no matter what Nana Xiaoyou sends, she will like it very much, because it is from Xiaoyou;

But according to the situation this year——

So, Nana wanted to give Xiaoyou [the best Valentine's Day gift in the world].

Xiaoyou wants to give Nana [the best birthday present in the world].

It is also a gift, but somehow it goes to two opposite extremes.

(End of this chapter)