I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 112 etc.

There is a coffee shop that serves simple meals near the place where Ye Zhi encountered Pengci. I chose this one because I was rushing back to Dali.After entering the store, I ordered a chicken chop rice, Ye Zhi ordered a pasta, we sat by the window...

Although it was sunny outside, it is not as spring-like as Dali's four seasons here, so I was unprepared and only wore a very thin coat, but there were passers-by in down jackets and cotton jackets outside.

I leaned against a sunny place, and then played with the lighter.

Ye Zhi asked me, "Are you cold?"

"It's okay, it's time for a meal, the car has an air conditioner, and it won't be cold when you get in the car!"

Ye Zhi called the waiter and ordered a cup of hot milk for me.She asked me, "Are you going back to Dali?"

I forced a smile and replied, "If you can't get things done, you have to go back...why are you wasting time here?"

Ye Zhi didn't say a word, and after a while, the waiter brought me a cup of hot milk. After I held it, there was a burst of warmth, but I didn't know if it was Ye Zhi's affection for me.

I have always wondered whether a woman with a cold personality like her will warm a man's heart, and will she fall in love with a man?But I couldn't ask, because in my intuition, she is a woman who pays attention to privacy protection. We have known each other for a long time, but she has never told me any of her own past.

She finally opened her mouth and said to me: "I sent you a message just now, thinking you would ignore me...I didn't expect you to come here at the first time!"

In order to save myself some face, I replied stiffly: "I don't want to talk to you... But, one size fits the other: In business, we are enemies; in private, we are still friends. It's clear."

"You have a good personality."

"is it?"

Ye Zhi smiled...

There was always music playing in the coffee shop, but I didn't pay much attention to the first few songs.At this time, it changed to the theme song of a very popular Korean drama a few years ago. I remember the melody, but I forgot the name of this Korean drama.

Ye Zhi listened intently.

I felt that she had seen it, so I asked, "Which Korean drama is this theme song?"

"You who came from the stars."

I smiled and said, "You don't look like someone who can watch Korean dramas!"

Ye Zhi explained: "I saw it by chance and thought it was quite interesting, so I finished reading it all."

"Yes...following American dramas doesn't mean you're classy, ​​and watching Korean dramas doesn't mean you're vulgar. Anyway, the purpose is the same, it's all for entertainment."

Ye Zhi glanced at me, and replied: "It has nothing to do with entertainment, it's just a little touching." After a short pause, she said again: "Do you know why women like to watch froth dramas?"

"I don't quite understand your thoughts."

"This is the same as you men like to watch movies about fighting and killing, because you men have a hero complex in your bones and want to conquer others; women are the opposite, we desire to be protected, especially when our mental age is not yet mature. Even more intense... For some women, having a male protagonist who protects them like in a bubble drama is a particularly beautiful fantasy, but there are also very few women who really have such a man in their lives... So women like to watch bubble dramas, maybe it is to satisfy their psychological needs, or it may be because of memories.”

"I understand when you say that... So, you are the latter?"

"A long time ago."

"But you still seem to be brooding."

"Maybe."

Ye Zhi picked up the cup and took a sip of coffee, but my curiosity was aroused by her, so she said to her again: "Tell me about it, otherwise I always think that you are otherworldly, as if you fell from the sky Yes, the mortal world has nothing to do with you!"

Ye Zhi smiled, and finally said: "We are classmates in high school, and he treats me very well... In the third year of high school, his father was dealt with for corruption and bribery, and his mother took him away from Shanghai because she couldn't bear the pressure of public opinion; Later, I also went abroad to study, and we completely lost contact... There is no news of him these years, and I don't know how he is doing now."

"You are too perfunctory, what kind of good method is it?"

"There's nothing to elaborate on, it's probably just like the one in the TV drama."

"Have you fallen in love early?"

Ye Zhi looked at me with a strange look, and replied, "He left me a note when he left, asking me to wait for him...does that count?"

Suddenly hearing the word "waiting", my heart became heavy, and I seemed to see two extreme forms of love. The one between Ye Zhi and that boy was so dreamy as a film and television drama; while the one between Lu Jia and I was so realistic that it almost Blood, there is no promise between us to wait and be waited for.Or, she has been waiting for me all these years, but I didn't take it to heart because of the heavy life.

Probably because of this huge contrast, I had the desire to continue to explore. After I lit a cigarette, I asked her: "Before he left the note, was it a romantic relationship?"

"At that time, I didn't know what love was."

"And after he left the note?"

"I still don't know much about love...but I want to wait."

At this moment, I seem to see Ye Zhi locked up by the word "waiting". She is a persistent and calm woman, so the word "waiting" can lock her firmly, and people like me will not be locked up Yes, the only thing that can lock me up is life...Because after experiencing these things, I have already taken love lightly. In my eyes, only living for life is the most practical, so I reject everything related to dreams .

I finally asked her: "Then have you ever thought about why he hasn't come to you after so many years?"

"The result is the same, what difference does it make if you want it or not?"

"You are willing to wait for him for so many years, you must love him."

"why?"

"Because only love can make people obedient."

Ye Zhi's eye circles were a little red, but she didn't shed tears after all. Maybe it's because this incident has passed for too long, and she herself has faded; or, now that she is mature, she is more willing to adopt a mature attitude Let's deal with this somewhat dreamy past...

There is also a possibility, if she is holding back, then she has suffered enough these years, because the word "waiting" can kill everything about a woman, making them lose their youth and passion for life.

No matter which one it is, I believe that, at least once, she loved that boy.

I finally knew that in this world, there was a man who could be loved by her. Although it was many years ago, it was precisely at that age that he was the most innocent.

"What's his name...can you tell me?"

Ye Zhi didn't seem to want to say that, she just shook her head at me, and then fell into a state of absence.And I just found out that after we talked so much, the song hadn't been played yet.

……

At the door of the coffee shop, Ye Zhi and I stood side by side, and I asked her, "Are you planning to spend a few days in this place?"

"Change another city."

I smiled and asked, "Afraid of being touched?"

"Some moods are destroyed, and this place can't be perfect."

"I have experience...then I wish you the best of luck."

"You too……"

In the cold wind, I tucked my clothes tighter, but I didn't want to finish smoking the cigarette in my hand immediately, so I said to Ye Zhi: "You go first, I will finish smoking the cigarette."

"Ah."

Ye Zhi turned around to leave, but I stopped her again.

"what happened?"

"Remember to install a driving recorder in the car. There are quite a lot of people touching porcelain these days. It's not a big deal, but it will be troublesome if you are unlucky."

"Listen to you."

After Ye Zhi finished speaking, she smiled, then turned around and got into her car... Seeing her and the car gradually disappearing from sight, I was suddenly in a daze; then I felt that my memory and cognition had been overwhelmed by the cold wind. split...

In Dali, where the seasons are like spring, I saw Ye Zhi, who was as cold as frost; in Luxi, where the cold wind was howling, I got to know Ye Zhi again, who also had a warm heart.

what about me?Is there also another side to the transition between spring and winter?
Hehe, there is no one in this world who is willing to understand me, so why should I try so hard to stay awake?
In the blink of an eye, another gust of cold wind came, and I was extremely sober... Only then did I think of Dali, which is like spring all the year round, and an inn that is in crisis because of survival.

I looked back at the coffee shop we sat in just now, and it suddenly seemed like a dream...

I hate her, and I hate capital...

I am not a hypocritical person, so as a friend, I also sympathize with her... If possible, I hope she can find him, and then live as an example in the hearts of us unsatisfactory people. As for the little favor I had for her ... It doesn't matter if you don't mention it!
I thought of Yang Sisi again, she tried her best to introduce his cousin Yang Yuanhang to Ye Zhi, but now it seems that it doesn't make much sense.

So people, it's still too complicated!And who can really see through whom?

Just like Ye Zhi, she questioned why I stayed in Dali so persistently, but she didn't know that there was a woman named Wang Lei in my life... Although it is impossible for us to have a relationship of waiting and being waited for, but I can't forget everything about her.

(End of this chapter)