I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 142 People need to turn around

The melancholy before parting had been pervasive in this small bar, so when Director Ma went back to the room to pack his luggage, no one spoke much.After a while, Twilight also came slowly in this melancholy...

I saw the golden sunlight falling on the white curtains, and my heart suddenly became more sad.

I lit a cigarette, and halfway through it, I asked Bai Lu, "Have you decided which city to go to?"

"Driving along the Yunnan-Tibet line, stop wherever you feel comfortable."

I forced a smile and said, "This idea is really chic!"

With tears in Bai Lu's eyes, she glanced across our faces, and then replied with sobs: "You should live a little more chicly in Dali, and don't let us two who have left worry about you instead."

Tao Zi put her hand on Bai Lu's lap, and said softly, "We're fine, we'll be fine once we get through this period."

Bai Lu nodded, her gaze shifted to Tie Nan again, and after a moment of silence, she said, "Be nice to Tao Zi, it's not easy for me as a sister, you can't let her down no matter what, you know?"

Tie Nan glanced at Tao Zi, and replied forcefully: "I can't, she is everything to me, I am only because of her."

Bai Lu smiled, and then fell into a brief silence.Not long after, Director Ma came out of his room with his luggage...

Tie Nan took the box from him, and sighed: "You have been in Dali for so many years, when you finally left, you only had a guitar and a box?"

"Ah."

"Should I say that you are miserable, or that you are picky? After all these days, I haven't bought anything decent for myself!"

Director Ma looked down at the suitcase, but said with a smile: "I think it's pretty good, the less things you have, the easier it is to walk, isn't it?"

Tie Nan curled his lips first, and then patted Director Ma on the shoulder, probably feeling very uncomfortable; after a while, he said to Director Ma: "After you go out, take care of Bai Lu in everything, and treat yourself better..."

"Ah."

Tie Nan touched his nose, but there was no sign, so he burst into tears. He patted his heart hard, choked up and said: "When my buddy gets out in Dali one day... I will pick you two up." Come back... Let's buy a big villa by the Erhai Lake, enjoy the feasts every day, sing and dance... Others can only envy, no one can live as freely as us."

Director Ma forced a smile and said: "Don't brag with your buddies... You may be okay with a small business, but you really can't do a big business that can earn a villa!"

"Can you save some face for my buddy?...Can...can..."

As Tie Nan spoke, he punched Director Ma with his fist... Director Ma stopped after he dodged two punches. He hugged Tie Nan heavily, and then the two big men burst into tears under the watchful eyes of everyone. Come... Maybe others can't understand, but I understand the feelings between them. These two people are poor and desperate together. When they leave the other, it's like the left hand left the right hand. It really hurts and I don't feel comfortable !And amidst their cries, Tao Zi and Bai Lu also wiped away their tears, obviously neither could bear the sadness before parting.

……

Tie Nan and I loaded Director Ma’s luggage into Bai Lu’s car, and just when I wanted to wish them a smooth journey, Director Ma said to me in front of everyone: “Mi Gao, buddy is here. Before I leave, I want you to say a word... When Bai Lu and I come back, can you let these people... all of them be here?!"

I froze for a moment, then smiled and said to him: "No problem...you go boldly...we'll wait for you here."

Director Ma nodded vigorously, and then got into the car before Bai Lu.

Before Bai Lu got into the car, she seemed to think of something again. She called me aside alone, and said to me: "I wanted to call Sisi to tell Sisi, but she is more emotional than you. It must be more uncomfortable... so when we leave, you can help us talk to her."

"Ok, I know."

"Actually, I have a lot of things in my heart that I want to say to you... but love is something that no one else can say. The key depends on your own process and attitude of getting along with each other... As far as I am concerned, I am especially moved by this girl Sisi ...Think about it, when men and women get together nowadays, they are either tempting each other, or they are distracted. There are really not many people who can choose to be desperate... But, Sisi is such a girl... Meeting you is a big deal. luck."

I sighed softly, but didn't know what to say...

"What are you truly afraid of?"

"I'm afraid of girls with much better conditions than me... I can't express this feeling accurately, and I have a lot of worries about this and that in my heart."

"I'm afraid you wouldn't be happy if you were asked to find an ordinary girl in every respect?"

"It's hard to say!"

Bai Lu shook her head and smiled, just when she was about to say something to me, a white Buick Envision galloped from a distance, and then stopped beside Bai Lu's Volvo, Bai Lu's expression It suddenly became ugly.

I realized something was wrong, and asked Bai Lu with concern: "What's wrong?"

"That's my cousin's car...my parents are in the car."

I looked at the parking area again, and sure enough, three people came out of it. The young woman should be Bai Lu's cousin, and she was holding a three or four-year-old child in her arms. At that time, there were tears in my eyes again...

I know that this child should be born to her and Guo Yang.

……

Bai Lu and I came to them together. Bai Lu's cousin handed the child to Bai Lu, and then said to Bai Lu angrily: "Sister, I can understand that you draw a line with uncles and aunts...but you don't even have jelly beans." Don't want it, isn't it too cruel?"

Bai Lu hugged the child while crying, her eyes were full of reluctance, and the corners of her mouth were trembling all the time.

Finally, she put down the child, and said to her parents: "Dad, Mom, I'm sorry... Guo Yang and I are no longer on the same road. We really can't go on. If you still have my daughter in your heart, you can't get along with me." Give me a way out!"

There was a crisp slap in the face, and Bai Lu's father pointed at Bai Lu, and said angrily: "Aren't you going to give me and your mother a way to live... You divorced the marriage like this, and you don't want the children anymore, and now you are still with someone who doesn't know where you came from. Where do wild men come from, have you ever thought about how others are pointing at us behind our backs?"

Bai Lu protected the place where she was beaten, and then looked at her father helplessly... At this moment, I felt that she was really pitiful. If her father was someone who was willing to listen to her explanation, she would not be alone Bearing so much grievance, but unable to speak out.

Bai Lu's mother still felt sorry for Bai Lu, she said to Bai Lu with tears in her eyes: "Listen to what mother said, even if it's for the child Tangdou, you have to remarry with Guo Yang... Everyone has their own difficulties. After all, isn't this day just a struggle... When the kid Tangdou grows up and understands in his heart, he will also thank you, mother, for giving him a complete family today... Could it be that you are really not Do you know how unloving children from this single-parent family are?"

Bai Lu cried bitterly, and then replied heartbreakingly: "Mom, I've waited as long as I could... But this time, I really can't wait for Tangdou to grow up... Please and my dad give me A way out!"

"If you follow this savage man, you can really fall... Your dad and I also love you, why don't you understand us!?"

At this time, Director Ma came out of the car. Although he was not good at words, he stood firmly beside Bai Lu...

Bai Lu held Director Ma's hand tightly, held back her tears, and then said word by word: "Mom...maybe, I made a huge mistake today, but I have no hesitation...because life needs to turn around... ...Blindly waiting for this, waiting for that, will only kill me in the end..."

Speaking of this, she looked at her child, choked up and said, "Yes, I'm sorry for Tangdou'er, but if there is any possibility, I don't want to miss his childhood, but I really can't do it now..."

"You are so confused!"

"It would be nice if I could live my whole life in a daze... Mom and Dad, I have to leave today, so just pretend you never gave birth to my daughter..."

As Bai Lu said, she pushed the horse guide into the car, and she sat in the driver's seat, and she started the car...

The child suddenly realized something, so he cried desperately...

Bai Lu gritted her teeth and didn't take another look...

At this time, her father, who was extremely difficult to speak, stood in front of her car again, trying to stop her...

Bai Lu backed the car and bypassed her father, but the Ankewei blocked her way forward. She only hesitated for a moment, and then chose to increase the accelerator, and then abruptly walked away from the Envision and Huatan. Squeeze through the gap...

In the ear-piercing sound of friction between cars, the souls of us bystanders were also shaken...

Gradually, Bai Lu's car disappeared from everyone's sight... But the child did not calm down, he was still crying for his mother...

I don't want to judge who is right and who is wrong, but I seriously asked myself, which is more difficult, the so-called "waiting" or "turning around and leaving"?

(End of this chapter)