I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 204 Are You Lonely
In the end, I didn't get to the bottom of why Cao Xiaobei did this, because there were too many things to do at hand... I first found a broom to clean up all the debris and garbage in the house, and then turned to the computer Made a room check-in form during the Chinese New Year.

At this time, I have 20 rooms that can be sold. If I do not plan systematically in advance, there will be a large number of customers, and mistakes will easily occur.

By the time I finished all this, it was already three o'clock in the middle of the night, and I was so tired that I just fell asleep on the bed.

I dreamed again, dreaming that Lu Jia returned all the things I gave her to me, and asked me to return the things she gave me... In the dream, I was very panic, because the most valuable thing A SLR camera has been sold cheaply by me...

I started looking for the buddy who bought the camera, but he seemed to have evaporated, the phone couldn't be reached, and no one knew about him.

In the dream, Lu Jia looked at me resentfully.

I woke up in her eyes... At this time, it was already early morning, and I sat on the bed in a trance for a while, only to be thankful that it was a dream.It was indeed a dream. In reality, I was already mentally prepared that I would never see Lu Jia again in this life.

The reason why I had this dream was probably because I sold that camera in the morning.

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I closed the curtains, took a nap again, got up at 09:30, ate something, and started the busy day... It was really busy, because the carpet I ordered before arrived in the morning , I've spent half a day just laying these carpets in 20 rooms.

In the afternoon, I took orders online, and I deeply felt how hot the tourist market is during the Chinese New Year in Dali. In just half a day, I had already sold half of the rooms and received nearly 10 yuan. A deposit of RMB.

My vision is not wrong, I am indeed going to dig the first pot of gold in my life... If there are no more mistakes, and I can earn another 20 while getting back the principal, then my There is nearly 40 yuan, which is enough for me to start a serious business in Dali.

Thinking of these beauties, I suddenly feel that the sky outside is bluer and the wind is blowing softly... And this kind of good mood is not because of how much money I have made, but because of a kind of inner self-identity... I It is possible to live out the value in one's own life.

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In the evening, Cao Xue and I met at the bar in the ancient city. I immediately gave him the 1 yuan I promised earlier, and he said to me while taking it: "My uncle said you This man is quite a chicken thief... He didn't expect you to find me here, he said you were using me."

I smiled and asked, "Have you told him all?"

"One of us has no friendship, and the other has no affection. I will tell you about the key here, can he not understand?"

I smiled again: "That's right, but we're not taking advantage of the relationship. I think it's mutual benefit and everyone gets what they need."

Cao Xue held the money in his right hand, patted it on his left hand, and said with a smile: "I think you are a good person, I thought Cao Xiaobei sent the key to you, and you would refuse to give me the money. I didn't think of you." It’s kind of done!”

"To my friends, I have always been very sincere."

"Are we friends?"

I was stunned for a moment, and then quickly felt that I had to say something against my will, so I replied: "Forget it, I think we are quite speculative."

Cao Xue nodded and threw a cigarette to me.

I clicked on it, took a few sips, and said to Cao Xue: "How should I put it... In fact, before looking for you, I asked someone to find out about you. Others think that you, Cao Xue, do all kinds of evil, but I don't think so... ...you just lack people who understand you."

Cao Xue looked at me and asked, "How do you say that?"

"Let's talk about it first, can we have a heart-to-heart talk?"

"Just say what you want, don't go around with me."

I nodded, and then said: "I heard that when you were in high school, you had a girlfriend who played at nightclubs; after that, you dropped out of school and fled to XSBN with her... No matter what happened to you later, in fact, for those of us It doesn't matter to outsiders... But I saw a person's friendship in this process... I think it is some of your experiences that made you what you are now... It's not that you are willing to live like this in your bones life."

Cao Xue's eyes flickered again, and after he lit a cigarette, he replied to me: "You speak in a very polite way, I can't understand you."

I smiled, shrugged my shoulders, and stopped talking, but I have seen through his heart, and it seems to be a human instinct to pretend, and Cao Xue can do it.

When a cigarette was about to be finished, Cao Xue made a subconscious movement. He opened his cuff, glanced at the tattoo on his arm, and then asked me in a low voice: "Do you think that women who play nightclub All whores? All impersonal?"

"I don't know what other people think...but I really don't...because I also have friends who work in the night market...especially good friends, the kind who are so good that they don't care about money."

When I was talking about this, my mood changed inexplicably... It turns out that Cao Xue and I have something in common. We both have a woman who makes money in night shows in our lives. Everything; but I have some reservations... So, I never fell in love with Wang Lei from the beginning to the end, and then I have been living with a worldly vision until now.

I'm guilty, but it's over.

The atmosphere was a bit depressing, Cao Xue finally said: "Everyone's life is too fucking fake... It's really fucking fake, ha ha!"

I was speechless, Cao Xue reached out to the waiter and asked for a bottle of the high-grade foreign wine we drank that day... But I have no time and state to drink with him anymore, because another guest asked me about room reservation , I must be awake.

I went to a bathroom and wanted to settle the bill by the way, but when I came out of the bathroom, the cashier told me that Cao Xue had already bought the bill; maybe, because of some empathy, he had already regarded me as a friend.

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When I returned to Jiulongju, I was busy again, and I didn’t really relax until 12 o’clock... While I was washing up, I received a WeChat message from Yang Sisi, and she asked: "The matter over there has been resolved." No? It’s almost New Year’s Eve, you can’t just sit and wait to die!”

I thought of some possibilities in my heart, but I kept calm and replied: "Last night, Cao Xiaobei sent me the key for changing the lock."

"what's the situation?"

"I don't know what's going on, do you know?"

After a while, Yang Sisi replied: "Maybe his conscience found out... His father is so unkind in this matter!... I think that although Cao Xiaobei is very stupid, he still has a sense of justice in his heart." .”

Before I replied, Yang Sisi sent another message: "I have been abroad for a while, why don't you ask how I am doing there?"

"With the company of Little Leopard on the saddle, it won't be too bad."

"But I'm more lonely than when I was in Dali... There are foreigners with big noses and big eyes everywhere. I still think Chinese people with flat faces are good-looking and friendly."

"Do you know what loneliness is? This word can't be used casually."

"Fuck you, stop pretending to be deep with me."

I replied: "Study hard, make progress every day, remember what you are doing, and don't have so many crooked thoughts every day."

"Are you lonely?"

After Yang Sisi jumped up and asked this question, I looked around subconsciously. Jiulongju was still as usual, deserted, and not very popular... If you want to talk about loneliness, there are probably not many people who have a deeper feeling than me. Feeling... I took out a cigarette and lit it, and felt the loneliness more closely than the night, it was self-abuse, and it was so sour!
I feel that I have become very good friends with loneliness. While we are hostile, we possess each other destructively.

I finally replied: "If I say that loneliness is my friend, will you think it is hypocritical?"

"Aren't single dogs so hypocritical? I'm used to it."

"Can we still have a good chat?"

"No, I don't want to chat with you either...I'm going to play with Xiaobao at the beach later, he borrowed a yacht from a friend...Haha, red wine, sea breeze, and seafood...it's all beautiful to think about!"

I smiled helplessly, she switched between comfort and loneliness too casually... Unlike me, once I feel lonely, let alone a yacht, even if I am given a luxury cruise ship, I can't get excited... And this is Yang Sisi, as heartless as ever, and easily satisfied!
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I was too busy, and I didn't have time to think about the trivial things that I couldn't figure out, and the time passed by so quickly in my busy life... Five days later, I finally welcomed the first couple after the temporary inn opened The guests... Coincidentally, they are a couple from Shanghai who booked a room with me for a week. I gave them a suitable discount, but they also charged a room fee of 9000 yuan.

This is a good sign, apart from them, there will be two waves of guests coming in the afternoon, that is to say, from now on, for me and the inn, it has entered the mode of the Chinese New Year peak season... This is faster than I expected Coming five days earlier means that I will earn five more days of money, which is already a considerable sum.

I have mixed feelings, and after going through so many twists and turns, I finally succeeded in stages!
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This night, I was busy until 12 o'clock before I was free, and the atmosphere of the Chinese New Year was also in the circle of WeChat friends at this time. Some people recorded the process of buying new year's goods today, and some people accompanied their children to buy new clothes. Friends, I am already slaughtering pigs and sheep, writing couplets...

Inexplicably, I thought of Ye Zhi, I guess she is quite busy recently, so I haven't contacted her all this time; this time, I took the initiative to send her a message to ask her about her plans for Chinese New Year.

Actually, I'm quite curious, Ye Zhi seems to have always been in a state of being alone, so I don't know if she has family members by her side during the Chinese New Year, the day of family reunion.

(End of this chapter)