I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 221 I Can Go to the Small Town
I gave Yang Sisi the pair of shoes in the hope that after changing her living environment, she could walk every step of the way well, so now she tells me that the shoes are lost, and I am actually quite concerned.

I immediately sent her a message and asked, "What's going on, I can lose my shoes!"

"I was playing at the beach, and I took off my shoes to step on the beach... When I came back, I found that my shoes were gone."

"You look for it carefully, who is okay to miss your pair of shoes."

"I've searched inside and out...I think it must have been stolen, or swept into the sea by the tide."

I was quite speechless, but I still replied: "You really don't cherish the things I gave you!"

"I cherish it. It will be very clean after a few days. Who knows that it will be lost by the sea."

"Then it's useless for you to tell me, and I can't fly to you to help you find it."

"I just wanted to tell you that I am in a very bad mood right now... I have to go home barefoot!"

"Or, you go and steal a pair from others..."

"It's annoying, can you not come up with such a bad idea?"

"Then I'm really out of luck...but the taste of foreigners is really strong enough, even stealing shoes!"

Yang Sisi didn't reply to the message, and I fell into a brief silence. I was concerned about Yang Sisi's loss of shoes, but I didn't really take it to heart, because in my consciousness, I didn't think that Yang Sisi would care about it so much. A pair of shoes, after all, is just a pair of shoes, not emerald gold.

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After drinking a cup of milk tea, it was almost 11:[-]; at this time, Yang Sisi sent another message: "Haha, I found the shoes..."

"How did you find it?"

"A naughty little foreigner buried my shoes in the sand... It feels really good to find them again!"

I smiled, and then replied: "It's good to find it, but for such a small thing, can you not look like the sky is falling, I thought you lost it."

"I just like to be surprised. What can you do to me?"

"You don't like to be surprised, but you like to find a sense of existence."

This time, it took a while for Yang Sisi to reply: "I'm afraid you've forgotten me..."

There was an inexplicable feeling in my heart. For me, sometimes I feel that she is far away from me; sometimes, I feel that she is by my side.I don't know how I look at her, but I will never forget her like she said, because half of my memories when I first came to Dali are given by her. A lot of trouble, but also brought me a lot of happiness.

I jokingly replied: "Maybe someday I will really forget about you."

"Wait until the day you die, okay?"

"Ha ha……"

"What are you laughing at, don't laugh!"

I didn't reply again, and after putting the phone aside, I focused on the e-sports magazine that I hadn't finished reading. I was either very interested in the content in it, or just wanted to kill time.Tonight, I had to stay up until one o'clock, because a pair of guests from Chongqing arrived at one o'clock, and I had to settle them down before I could sleep.

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"It's closed, hurry out."

Cao Xiaobei knocked on the table until it made a "crackling" sound. I looked up at him and asked, "It's not even 12 o'clock yet. Did you close the door a little early?"

"Is this my shop or yours? Can you control when I close?"

"There are no shops in the ancient city that close before 12 o'clock. Since you are doing business, you have to be a little professional, okay?"

"Who the hell are you? I need you to educate me."

"It's late at night, it's easy to get angry when you get angry, or sit and chat for a while, I don't think you like someone who likes to go to bed early, I will enlighten you."

"Ball!"

While scolding, Cao Xiaobei took back the milk tea that I had only drank half; in the end, he even took the e-sports magazine away.

I sighed and said, "Okay, I'll sit somewhere else first, and come back tomorrow night when I'm free."

Cao Xiaobei pushed me out of the door. Before I could stand still, he had already closed the door from the inside, and then went back to the computer to play games; it seemed that he didn't really want to close the door, but just felt I'm an eyesore... Come to think of it, my relationship with the opposite sex is good, but the relationship with the same sex is really not good.

For example, I had a bad fight with Tie Nan recently, which gave me a headache.

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A person wandered from one side of the ancient city to the other, and from there back to this side, and finally stopped under a street lamp with a bench underneath, lit a cigarette habitually, and watched the mighty The tourist team felt like a reptile ignored by the world, a little slight, a little bit lost.

In fact, I am quite envious of those couples who can cuddle together, not to mention whether they are really in love, at least at this moment, they have comfort in their hearts.

I took my phone out of my pocket, selected the blurred background, and took a picture of a very hazy street scene. I looked left and right, but in the end I didn’t post it in Moments, although I really wanted to express myself at this time The mood at the moment, but I chose to give up because I seemed hypocritical. After all, there are many people who are lonely than me in this world, and at my age, I should have adapted to loneliness long ago, instead of treating loneliness as an opponent and then showing it to others result of hostilities.

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Suddenly the phone vibrated. I thought it was a guest asking about accommodation, but it was Ye Zhi who sent it. She asked, "Have you rested?"

"Not yet, there are late guests tonight, I have to wait until one o'clock...how about you, why haven't you slept yet?"

"I asked my assistant to plan the recent work schedule. There is nothing particularly urgent. I can probably rest for 15 to 20 days."

"This is great!"

This time, it took a long time for Ye Zhi to reply to the message: "You invited me to your small town. I thought about it seriously. I should be able to go... But to be honest, I was very nervous because I was afraid of myself. Didn't perform well enough."

I stared at this message and read it twice. After confirming that it was correct, the flowers in my heart were in full bloom. Ye Zhi unexpectedly gave me such a big surprise in the dead of night. It was too embarrassing and concealed in front of the family members.

I hurriedly replied: "People are resistant to unfamiliar environments because they are instinctive... But don't worry, my family members are very nice and recognize you very much. You should be able to adapt quickly... Besides, you It’s time to change to a new environment to relax, our side is small, but the scenery is really good; especially, when you look at those mountains and waterfalls, you will feel your mind has opened up.”

"I want to go and see."

"Well, if it's summer, it will be more interesting. When I was in college, I often took beer and watermelon with my friends to the ditch for picnics. The beer and watermelon were placed in the stream, and the effect was better than that of the refrigerator. …The feeling of lying on the grass, seeing the green mountains, green waters, blue sky and white clouds is really very free, very good!!”

Ye Zhi was very good at focusing on the key points, she asked, "Is it only in such an environment that a character like yours can be bred?"

I smiled at the phone, and then replied: "How can I answer this question... But I really like the feeling of being unrestricted, but then I went to Shanghai for my future, and everything changed. I will think a lot inexplicably, and being trapped in a house as big as a matchbox can easily make people anxious... It seems that not only have to be wary of life, but also have to guard against friends, and even my lover, which is also full of trade-offs... ...I feel like this is torture for me, I'm having a really uncomfortable life, and what makes me even more uncomfortable is that I know what the problem is, but I still have to compromise in order to live, and all I can think about is Buying a house in Shanghai, isn’t it just an obsession... Now it’s fine, everything is back to zero, and I have to start again, but in general, it’s better than before. Although it’s not too smooth, but at least I can See hope!"

"There are not many people who are truly happy in this world... You and I are not happy people, so after meeting Sisi, I envy her... She is very smart, but also very simple!"

Ye Zhi took the initiative to talk about Yang Sisi at this time, which puzzled me, but she was right. Even I think Yang Sisi is a very happy woman. Although she sometimes has a sad side, her self-healing ability is very special. Strong, and also very good at finding fun, so she lives happier and more easily than me and Ye Zhi.

I couldn't help laughing, probably only she would come and tell me because she lost a pair of shoes!
(End of this chapter)