I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 228 The Woman Who Made Me Passive

Under the strong sunlight, I looked at Lu Jia like a piece of wood. I thought it was a dream, but everything seemed so real. I could even see what color socks a woman passing by me wore, and she was very different from her. What brand of cigarettes are the men walking together smoking?

There are no such clear details in the dream, so this is not a dream. After more than half a year, I actually met Lu Jia again, but in the past six months, whenever I think of her, I have already prepared Mentally prepare not to meet again.

I let out a sigh of relief, and finally said to her: "Long time no see... It's like a dream!"

Lu Jia smiled and replied, "I also hope it's a dream, but it's not a dream."

"I didn't expect that the friend she mentioned would be you!"

Lu Jia wanted to say something, but was pushed by the crowd in the next moment, and I realized that this is not a good place to talk, I need to take Lu Jia to a clean coffee shop, and then make a drink. Knowing the ins and outs of the matter, I want to know what is the relationship between the woman who took up her mobile phone number and her, and whether she came to Dali by accident or necessity?

So, I said to her, "Let's find a quiet place to talk."

"Well, this is my first time in Dali, and I'm not familiar with the place, so please lead the way."

I nodded, and then took the suitcase from her hand, we kept a very subtle distance, one after the other, walked into the ancient city with the crowd; the last time we met was in my rental house , we made love like crazy, but it was more like a dream than it is now!I can no longer tell which one is true and which one is false; or both are true and both are false, it just depends on what I think in my heart and how I look at the relationship between myself and Lu Jia.

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In a deserted coffee shop near Jiulongju, Lu Jia and I sat by the window. I habitually ordered a cup of plain water, while Lu Jia ordered a cup of Americano. There was a fruit plate between the plain water and the coffee. In the fruit plate are her favorite yellow peaches and dried mangoes.

Holding the coffee cup in both hands, she turned around and said to me with some emotion: "I didn't expect that you still remember what fruit I like to eat."

"You're very picky. You don't like to eat many things. Of course I can remember."

Lu Jia smiled and replied, "I seem to hear the meaning of complaint in your words."

"I'm telling the truth. You are also very picky about your clothes. You only like a few first-tier brands."

Lu Jia didn't seem to have any emotional changes. She seemed to be so comfortable when facing me, whether it was in the past or now, she replied: "So after breaking up, you will divide me into a comparison group. Reality, the more material kind, isn't it?"

I squinted my eyes and looked at her, and replied after a while: "Is it necessary to make a summary for the other party after breaking up?"

"I don't believe you haven't summed it up."

"It's meaningless to talk about it now?... I just want to know what is your relationship with the woman who took your number, and why do you have contact?"

Lu Jia glanced at me, then took a sip of the coffee cup in a calm manner, and then said to me: "She is the director of the design department of my former work unit, and I am her assistant; I left in a hurry , The work was not handed over, and she did not find a suitable replacement for the time being, so she took over my work in person, and in order to facilitate her communication, I left my number for her to use. "

Speaking of this, Lu Jia smiled, and said: "Anyway, after going abroad, I won't need this number anymore, so I put it on her side as a work number, and it can be regarded as a souvenir."

"No, I remember that your number has been cancelled."

Lu Jia shook his head and replied, "I put you in the blacklist, and the reminder I set was to cancel the number... Actually, this number has been in use..."

I thought about it, and it seemed that it could be done in this way, and I asked again: "Since it was put on the blacklist, how did she see the messages I sent?"

"The message can still be received, but it's not in the normal message menu. She accidentally saw it and unbanned you from the blacklist, so you can chat for so long."

I lay back on the seat, and then I was in a daze... I always felt that I had too many things to ask Lu Jia, but I didn't know what the meaning of the question was. After all, half a year was enough for us to be strangers, and then we became two. people on the road...

If I am rational, at the moment, I can at most treat her as an ordinary friend and treat her normally. The so-called truth, instead of bringing the distance between us closer, will make people feel more embarrassing and painful.

Lu Jia said to me again: "Don't ask me how the past six months have been."

I looked up at her, and then asked mechanically, "How are you doing?"

"Everything is going according to my plan... I have successfully enrolled in France, and I will come back for a walk while I have a vacation."

"I knew you could do it..."

"You're not bad either, you're doing very well in Dali..." After a short pause, she smiled and asked me again: "Have you noticed that after we broke up, we have all improved a lot compared to before?... put A year ago, I couldn't have imagined that you would choose such a place and do such a career...it feels so cool!"

I came to Dali to do the inn business entirely because of Wang Lei, so when Lu Jia told me this, my heart felt like being pricked by a sharp needle, and I replied with hostility: "Can you not?" Mentioning this... This fucking has nothing to do with being cool!"

"Your temper has not changed."

I looked at her with mixed feelings in my heart... If you say that this world is really too teasing!Perhaps, without her breaking up, there would be no death of Wang Lei. Although I know it is unreasonable to blame Wang Lei's death on her, it is indeed an indirect reason.

I finally whispered to her: "I'm sorry, you came all the way to Dali to be my hotel guest, I have no right and should not lose my temper with you like this."

Lu Jia's expression finally changed. She first looked out of the window, and then said to me: "I know what you are resenting... I never thought that Wang Lei would leave in this way; originally, I thought I would leave Now, you will be together... I know she likes you very much!"

I was silent, but I didn't deliberately think about the possibilities that Lu Jia said... I just thought of some pictures when I was with Wang Lei, and then I was very heartbroken.

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This silence lasted until Lu Jia drank all the coffee in the cup. Unlike before, this time she called the waiter before me, and then bought the order... Maybe she is more accepting than me at this moment, The fact that we are no longer a couple.If it was in the past, I should have invited her for such a consumption.

So, I advised myself not to think too much. This time she came to Dali, just like tens of thousands of tourists, and she had no special purpose except to visit the mountains and rivers.

In my wild thoughts, she suddenly asked again: "Migao... have you found a girlfriend here?"

"found."

"Where are you from?"

"I'm also from Shanghai."

"She followed you to Dali?"

"No, she still lives in Shanghai, but she often comes here."

"Then is she here now?"

Then I set my sights on Lu Jia, and she looked at me...

I feel oppression, and this oppression stems from my relationship with Ye Zhi, which is more than friends and dissatisfied lovers; however, in order to make things easier between myself and Lu Jia, this is indeed a good reason.

But at this moment, I ignored what Ye Zhi was thinking; I even forgot that I asked Ye Zhi to have dinner with her.

Yes, the moment I met Lu Jia, I became not calm enough, and I failed to think about some issues from the overall position... And Lu Jia is still Lu Jia, always when we get along, It puts me in a passive position, and the more I try to get rid of it, the less I can perform at my normal level.

(End of this chapter)