I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 231 Shanghai Dali
When I was worried that Ye Zhi would not cooperate, she stood beside me, and our shoulders were already close together. At this moment, she said to Lu Jia: "When two people are together, this will definitely happen. , such troubles, I don't know how other women deal with these troubles, but I prefer to regard these troubles as a touchstone between two people, if they are all real gold, they will definitely be together in the end..."

Lu Jia's complexion was a bit uncomfortable. She first looked at Ye Zhi, then at me, and finally forced a smile, and said, "Then I'll just wait and see, I hope you can go all the way with this mentality. to the end."

Ye Zhi nodded, and at this moment, I really wanted to hold her hand, because she firmly chose to give when I needed confidence most; I feel very lucky, just like in the desert, When I was dying, I got a glass of water, which not only quenched my thirst, but also washed me.

I let out a breath, and then lightly hooked Ye Zhi's fingers. She looked at me, and my heart beat faster in an instant, and I subconsciously wanted to retract, but she also held me; Being in close contact with her, I can already feel that her hands are sweating... Presumably, at this moment, she is also in a very complicated mood.

Lu Jia looked at us, and then walked outside Jiulongju ahead of us. I watched her familiar back, and I was filled with emotion... I still remember what she said to me, the night we broke up, she said : She and I are not the kind of couple who can still be friends after breaking up, but now, what purpose did she come to Dali with?

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This restaurant in the ancient city, which specializes in Yunnan cuisine, has been overwhelmed by tourists flocking to it. The three of us waited for a long time, but we couldn't wait for a seat... Lu Jia is a person who doesn't like to wait, so he suggested another one. place to eat.

Ye Zhi and I didn't think Yunnan cuisine was the only choice, so we agreed to her proposal. We found another alley that was relatively secluded, and then chose a hot pot restaurant with Chongqing's signature in it.

Ye Zhi and Lu Jia are from Shanghai, they are not very good at spicy food, so they ordered a mandarin duck pot, so the picture became very strange, I was eating the spicy pot alone, while the two women who were still at odds with each other just now were eating together clear soup pot, and neither showed discomfort.

It should be said that women are really strange creatures, and it is exhausting to face one alone, let alone two smart women meeting together... So, I am not exaggerating when I say that I am exhausted, but In my heart, I am really grateful to Ye Zhi, it was she who rescued me from a dark abyss and felt the beauty of love.

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It took about an hour for the three of us to finish the dinner. When I went to pay the bill, I was told by the waiter that Ye Zhi had already paid the bill in advance; this made me a little ashamed, although she said: We will pay for this meal. Let's invite together, but as a man, you should still have the awareness to invite dinner.

Standing at the door of the restaurant, Ye Zhi raised her hand to look at her watch, and then said to me: "The contractor of the hotel invited me over to talk about something...you can chat with Lu Jia for a while."

"This……"

Ye Zhi smiled: "If you're curious, give yourself a chance to communicate. I don't think it's a bad thing for you or her."

"I understand your idea."

"Then I'll go first... I'll contact you later."

I nodded, and Ye Zhi turned to Lu Jia who was standing on the other side and explained that she had something to leave first, and then left this relatively deserted alley...Under the dim light, only Me and Lu Jia, and a waiter at the restaurant waiting for customers.

"Uh... looking for a place to drink?"

Lu Jia's expression was a little dignified, and she replied, "Well, you lead the way."

"Coffee shop, or bar?"

"bar."

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In a bar on Renmin Road, Lu Jia and I sat face to face. When I handed her the drink list, she said that she only wanted to drink Dali's "Feng Hua Xue Yue" beer. I asked the waiter for a dozen, but she said Two dozen, but she's not a very drinkable woman.

"Mi Gao, I know you must be wondering why I came to Dali."

"Yes, since I left Shanghai, I don't think we will have any chance to meet each other in this lifetime!"

"I thought so too...but..."

"Forget it, it's meaningless to say these things again. I should be happy for you... Your current girlfriend looks very good. She should be a very successful woman, right?"

I am not willing to answer such a question. In my opinion, the so-called success cannot be used as a measure of the quality of love... From the bottom of my heart, what I long for is a pure love; although reality has repeatedly forced me to do it Although there is no compromise, but when there is such a relationship in front of me, I still feel that I am a very lucky man.

After a while of silence, I finally said to Lu Jia: "Is success really important?"

"You shouldn't ask me, you should have the best experience of this... You can't forget that Shanghai needs its citizens and the sense of responsibility to live with because you came to Dali."

"Citizenship?...I have been working in Shanghai for nearly four years, but in the end I couldn't even get my registered permanent residence. What kind of citizen are I talking about?...People like me are at most just marginalized people in this city. What I can see is forever It is the most realistic and unfair side, in this state, how do you want me to afford the three words sense of responsibility?"

"Then I can understand that you fled from Shanghai to Dali?"

"It's not about escaping, it's about leaving...Because in Shanghai, I already have nothing..."

Speaking of this, a sense of humiliation surged in my heart again. In the city of Shanghai, I lived too humble and without dignity, so I whispered to Lu Jia again: "You have the right to laugh at me... because One month before leaving Shanghai, I still dreamed of buying a one-bedroom house."

Lu Jia looked at me with a complicated expression. I picked up the beer bottle and drank half of it in one go.

"Then in Dali, what kind of feeling does the city of Dali give you?"

I let out a sigh of relief, then lit a cigarette for myself, and said to Lu Jia: "Did you see this cigarette in my hand? If the first half is Shanghai, then the second half is Dali... They see There is no difference in appearance, but the second half is closer to the filter tip and closer to my heart... Although the tar on them is a kind of damage, when I see the second half of the cigarette, I feel more confident, because I can Seeing when this kind of injury will end, and the first half, I can only bear it."

"You seem to hate Shanghai very much!"

"You are wrong. What I hate is not Shanghai, but the feeling of powerlessness and loss of control... Dali is different. Although I have encountered many setbacks, there is such a force in my heart that supports me not to give up. …So, when faced with difficulties, I am willing to actively think about countermeasures, and then open my eyes. Once people’s eyes are opened, they will not close again. This has given me a lot of confidence invisibly, and also Believe that you will get better and better."

"Hehe, is Dali really as magical as you say?"

"You are wrong again. The magic is not Dali...it is my own state. Here, I have nothing to lose, so I dare to give it a go...In Shanghai, I had too many worries. At that time, I was not I never thought about leaving the company and working hard on my own... But when I thought about the consequences of failure, I flinched... I was afraid that I would not be able to afford a house. What is more terrifying than a house is your despair... I How can I make you despair?!"

Lu Jia fell into silence. After a long time, she just took a sip from the cup and didn't say anything... But I felt a refreshing feeling in my heart, because what I didn't have the chance to say when we broke up was finally said by myself. out.

I don't want to put the blame on Lu Jia, I just want to express my feelings, so I have never resented Lu Jia on this point...I want to use my experience to warn others who have not experienced it Men, it is best not to touch love until you have achieved enough results, because for most men with no background and no resources, love is not a stimulant on the road to entrepreneurship, it will make you quickly in a certain moment. Sober, and then realized that without any advantage at all, you still bear the future of two people on your body. If you love this woman more, the pressure will be greater until you are completely crushed...or , There are really one or two lucky people who can have both career and love, but this is a type of people with a very low probability after all.

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I picked up the beer bottle and drank the rest of the wine in one gulp. I leaned on the sofa in a state of collapse, and then Lu Jia was blurred in my sight. Ye Zhi...

I asked myself: Did Lu Jia's arrival really bring us into a state of love?

I am sure that we have held hands just now, and what is more real than holding hands are the words she said... My heart is very warm, just like one night when I first came to Dali, sitting on the Erhai Lake, blowing in front of me It was a cool wind, but the warmth of the day still remained in the air.

I'm dying of comfort!

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This state lasted for a long time, until the phone felt a vibration in my pocket. I specially set it up, and only the vibration alert was WeChat; I took out the phone to check, and it was indeed a WeChat, and it was sent by Yang Sisi .

"Mi Gao, who do you think this clay figurine looks like?"

There is also a photo below the information.

I replied: "You treat me as blind, this is obviously a turtle, okay?"

"Haha... Is it very similar to you?!"

"Can it not be so boring?"

"I'm just bored, so I only spent one class time pinching this turtle... Oh, no, it's you."

I was speechless, but suddenly I had another feeling in my heart. Compared with Lu Jia and Ye Zhi's maturity, this Yang Sisi was like an older child. It is a prank, and it is also a colorful world with a childlike innocence.

The next moment, she sent another message, saying: "This afternoon, we have a religious activity here to persuade people to be kind... If the shoes you gave me can represent you, I decided to wear you on feet, to accept baptism and nurturing... because you are the most disgusting and vulgar person I have ever seen, I must rely on the power of religion to save you!"

(End of this chapter)