I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 249 I have decided
Looking at the fireworks exploding in the sky, I lost my mind, and then became dizzy for a while. I knew that the wine I just drank had an effect. Everything I saw was hallucinatory and shaking... and the sound of children playing was like Saying goodbye, saying goodbye to the old year, saying goodbye to the ups and downs of that year.

I took out a cigarette and lit it, and inexplicably remembered the melody of "Goodbye to the [-]th Century" in my brain. It was a kind of heroic sorrow, and I may be the only one in this world who can still think about it during the Chinese New Year. Wang Lei's person, but her life is a life of dedication.

I decided that when I go back to Xiaoshan City this time, I must go to the Hope Primary School donated by her during her lifetime. I want to bring some stationery to the children; I will donate without hesitation; I think that although Wang Lei is no longer here, her kindness must continue for her.

The disaster is really terrible. It dismembered Wang Lei's life like a devil. Fortunately, human beings are good at forgetting animals, and the great pain caused by the disaster will eventually be erased by time, but I don't want to Forget, I am afraid that people will live in another form after death. If no one remembers, then Wang Lei will be very sad and lonely, so I must remember her for this world until the end of my life...

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I looked up again, and Yang Sisi was playing and chasing after the group of children. She was still the same as before, always looking heartless, but there was nothing wrong with that. The world couldn’t be full of Mi Gao. , Wang Lei, Director Ma, Bai Lu, Nicole, Tie Nan, Tao Zi, these unhappy people.

While thinking about this, Yang Sisi put aside those children and came to my side, and asked me: "Mi Gao, are you happy?"

"Why do you ask that?"

"Because I'm unhappy."

I smiled and replied, "Didn't you have fun playing with those children just now, why are you unhappy?"

"You know, this is the first time I've spent Chinese New Year outside."

"Miss your parents?"

Yang Sisi shook her head.

"That's because I miss your grandparents, and want them to give you lucky money?"

"Do I have such a small child?"

I nodded.

Yang Sisi said to me with a cold face: "Before I came here, I thought a lot, but what happened after that was different from what I thought... Don't think I don't know, the New Year's Eve dinner you made for me before was eaten by you." leftover."

I stared at her dumbfounded. I didn't expect this incident to affect her mood, but her reflex arc is really too long!
Yang Sisi kicked me, then looked at me with tears in her eyes...

Seriously, of all the people I've ever met, including children under three years old, no one has been more moody than her.

I finally replied: "I swear, that braised pork, I didn't move a single chopstick...and that..."

Yang Sisi interrupted me, choked up and said, "That's what's left!"

"Or, if you spit it out, I'll make another table for you when I go back."

"No...it's the first day of the new year now, so why call it a New Year's Eve dinner?"

"Look at you, aren't you a little unreasonable?"

After I finished speaking, I looked at Nicole as if asking for help, hoping that she could help and say a few words of justice, but she was on the phone with someone else, and then walked back to the bar...

Yang Sisi grabbed my sleeve again and said, "It doesn't matter... you pay for my New Year's Eve dinner."

"Can we stop messing around?"

If there was still an element of pretense just now, but the next moment Yang Sisi came for real, she sobbed and replied: "Do you know, before Chinese New Year, my parents would book the best hotel and buy me a big cake with six layers , and my favorite Argentine red shrimp, one is bigger than your face..."

"What a luxury!"

Yang Sisi kicked me again and said angrily, "Don't interrupt me."

I hurriedly stuffed the unfinished cigarette into my mouth, signaling that I would not speak again.

Yang Sisi wiped away her tears and said, "But what about this year?"

"It was last year, it's past 12 o'clock."

"Will you die if you don't speak?"

I suppressed a smile, then nodded heavily.

Yang Sisi went on to say: "I got up at six o'clock in the morning, and then went to the dry cleaner to pick up the pair of AJ shoes you gave me. I didn't even have time for breakfast, so I rushed to the airport... You know, the plane flies to When I was in Guiyang, I encountered a particularly strong airflow. All the drinks on the dining car were blown away. Passengers who were not wearing seat belts directly hit the ceiling of the cabin. At that time, not to mention us passengers, even the flight attendants were scared His face was pale, this is not the most terrifying, then the plane seemed to lose weight and kept falling... I was almost scared to death!"

Yang Sisi has always had the habit of exaggerating. The plane she was flying must have encountered a turbulence, but it was not so serious; therefore, although she spoke vividly, I couldn't experience the scene personally, nor There is no way to feel a sense of crisis... At least, I still trust the plane as a means of transportation, and I have never encountered such a strong airflow in her mouth.

But in order to show that I respect her very much, I watched her intently, and suddenly found a spot on her neck that was red and swollen. I hurriedly asked, "Where did the injury on your neck come from?"

"Coffee from the dining car spilled on my neck."

I felt an inexplicable pain.

Yang Sisi sobbed again and said, "I really thought I was going to die... My brain went blank for a while, and I was terribly scared for a while...Suddenly, I thought of Cangshan Mountain and Erhai Lake. I read the weather forecast, and the weather in Dali these days It's very good, Cangshan Mountain and Erhai Lake must be very beautiful, I'm not afraid anymore; then I thought of you, you must have cooked a lot of delicious food waiting for me... I imagined the passenger next to me as you again, with you by my side I am even less afraid when I am around... because you will protect me, even if I die, I will be with you, so I don't have to be afraid of those lonely ghosts!"

Yang Sisi seemed to recall that scene at that time again, so her expression was a bit confused and a bit illogical, but she probably really thought so at the time, and I dare not deny her anymore, because I still don’t know the feeling of being on the verge of death. Haven't experienced it.

A wave of resentment accumulated on Yang Sisi, suddenly, she seemed to lose control, and shouted at me: "It's not easy for me to get to Dali... just let me eat your leftovers, and let me go to Cao Xiaobei There, what exactly do you mean..."

Yang Sisi punched and kicked me, and I lost the ability to resist because of guilt, so I just let her vent... At this moment, I couldn't laugh no matter what.

……

Yang Sisi finally stopped, and then looked at me with a particularly hateful look... I really wanted to hug her, but I couldn't.

I sniffed, and finally said in a low voice: "I'm sorry... I didn't know you would come. If you tell me in advance, I can't guarantee anything else. The New Year's Eve dinner with Argentine red shrimp will definitely be prepared for you."

"I won't tell you in advance, otherwise how could I see you who are so insensitive...Mi Gao, do you believe it? For the first time in my life, I feel hopeless towards you...It's that kind of tired It feels...do you know that feeling?"

I looked at Yang Sisi, feeling uncomfortable...how could I not understand this feeling!

On the rainy night when Lu Jia left, this feeling was the most profound... From then on, I forced myself to let go of Lu Jia little by little.

I threw away the cigarette in my hand, and then lit another... I have to re-examine Yang Sisi, she looks carefree and doesn't care about anything, but she understands everything in her heart...She is like most women, In fact, it will be forbearing and tempting.

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"Mi Gao, I've decided... Rather than being with a man who can't get his sincerity with all his heart and soul, it's better to find someone who treats me wholeheartedly... So, I want to be Cao Xiaobei's girlfriend...you You know? Just now, the fireworks we set off together are really beautiful!"

(End of this chapter)