I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 257 You Are Just Tired

The deep night has fully permeated "Ma Jiuyi", coupled with the surprise inspection, it is even more deserted here; and this desertedness ruthlessly exposed our powerlessness at the moment, not only me, but even the peaches have already smoked half a pack Ladies cigarettes.

At the moment, there is only a short-legged corgi running around in the house. This corgi is fostered here by a friend of Tie Nan. Tao Zi often posts this dog in Moments, saying that it has contracted himself and his family. All of Tetsuo's jokes, but at this moment, even with this dog, there is no trace of happiness in the air.

In the dullness, Yang Sisi finally opened her mouth: "Sister Taozi, where did you put the dog food? I'm going to feed the dog something to eat. Look at its short legs, it's almost on the table in a hurry. It's not hungry anymore. , definitely wouldn’t have such an overreaching idea.”

"Inside the cupboard in the pantry."

"I'll get it……"

When Yang Sisi was about to turn around, Tao Zi stopped her again and said, "Sisi, I'll feed Steel (Corgi's name) by myself later, you and Mi Gao go back to rest first."

"But, we don't worry about you."

Tao Zi forced a smile, and replied: "I have also experienced many storms and waves in the past few years. I can handle it. It's no problem...you go back."

Yang Sisi glanced at me and asked for my opinion.

I put out the cigarette in my hand, and said to Taozi: "I do have a lot of things to deal with at the inn... Let's call back."

Tao Zi nodded.

I said to Yang Sisi again: "Why don't you stay here with Taozi."

"also."

Tao Zi shook her head and said, "You all go away, I want to be alone...Really, there are many things I haven't figured out...I realize that I don't understand Tetsuo at all."

In the end, Yang Sisi and I chose to fulfill Taozi’s idea of ​​being alone. We walked out of the inn one after the other. The first thing we saw was the Erhai Lake and the laser lights installed on the roof of the opposite bank. The light... seems to penetrate everything.

……

Beside the motorcycle, I said to Yang Sisi: "Where are you going, I will take you there."

"Isn't your inn busy, I'll help you."

I have no words. As far as the actual situation is concerned, I really need a helper, but Yang Sisi can't because of his sensitive identity.

"Why, are you afraid that I won't be able to help you?...Don't forget, I'm a professional receptionist who was sent to a five-star hotel by Sister Bai Lu for training."

"I'm afraid you and I will ask for wages."

"A person who can casually spend hundreds of thousands of dollars for a friend can't afford to pay?"

I corrected Yang Sisi's statement: "It's not casual, it's both sides..."

"Knives stabbed in both ribs... the kidneys are almost smashed!"

I looked at Yang Sisi, and didn't know what words to use to respond to her banter... In fact, in terms of language ability, I may not be inferior to her, but my ability will be greatly reduced due to the influence of mood; at this time, I don't have much desire to talk, let alone gag.

Yang Sisi looked around the "little ninja" she kept with me again, and when she saw the broken guard, her expression changed immediately, and she said to me coldly: "Please explain to me Explain, what happened to the car?"

"Accidentally fell."

"How could there be so many carelessness, you didn't take what I gave you to heart at all."

"Yes, I have asked a friend to look for the original guard plate. If you don't worry about it, you can deal with it with just a fake one. You won't notice such a small detail anyway."

"Who are you lying to?"

"I didn't lie to you. I have a chat record with my friend. He is in Japan now. He has been helping me find the original source of goods for the past two days."

"You show me."

I took the phone out of my pocket, then turned to the chat record and handed it to Yang Sisi. After Yang Sisi confirmed it, her face softened a little, and then she asked me: "The guard is broken like this, what are you doing?" Are you all right?"

"It's okay, patient."

"Can you speak seriously, what is endurance?"

I sniffed, but didn't answer, I just subconsciously took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it... To be honest, I don't want to go back to the inn to deal with those annoying things, I just want to sit by the Erhai Lake for a while, Then experience the tranquility that goes deep into the bone marrow.

I admit that I already have a psychological dependence on Erhai Lake, especially at night, I always feel that there is a mysterious world under the sea, where there are no disputes, no conflicts of interests, and no storms and thunders in the world.

After being dominated by this desire, I decided to give myself 15 minutes to face Erhai Lake.

……

I sat down by the Erhai Lake, and Yang Sisi sat on her own motorcycle; her slender legs were placed on the ground with ease, like a sexy motorcycle girl, but this is not what I want to admire. I prefer to think about the mysteries of human nature in this boundless night.

Just like Tie Nan, we parted ways in Longkan, why did he come to this point while I was alive and well?
"Migao...can you listen to my advice?"

I looked back at Yang Sisi and found that she was watching me seriously.

"What do you want to say?"

After being silent for a while, Yang Sisi replied: "I say that, you may think I'm a little unreasonable... But what happened to Tie Nan was caused by himself, I don't think you need to involve yourself... You can't pay off the money he owed for his crimes."

"I can earn 20 today, and I will be able to earn 40 in the future..."

Yang Sisi interrupted me and said, "Can you stop being so self-inflated?"

"This is not self-aggrandizement... You don't understand. Once people's thinking and vision are opened, it is actually not difficult to make money." After a short pause, I continued: "If this matter can be solved simply with money alright!"

"What if money can't solve it?...Are you going to go to jail for Tetsuo?"

I shook my head: "My thoughts are not as extreme as you said... I just feel that I haven't done my best yet."

"No one knows exactly how Tetsuo's Three Views came into being...but it must have nothing to do with you, so you are not obliged to take responsibility for all his mistakes, he has suffered on his own."

I looked up at Yang Sisi.

She added: "In my eyes, you have tried your best... So, don't put yourself in it... I have no other intentions, I just hope you can live a good life."

"So, when I proposed to repay the money for Tie Nan, you seemed a little reluctant."

"Ah."

Although Yang Sisi only responded, it was extremely weighty, and this kind of weight was even biased, because she judged it from my perspective too much.

After a long period of silence, I finally said to Yang Sisi: "Compared to Tie Nan, I actually can't bear to watch Tao Zi bear this result indirectly... Maybe you don't understand, but I really have a feeling for Tao Zi." It's a very special relationship, and I hope more than anyone else that she can live a good life in Dali."

"Special relationship?"

"Yes, it's a relationship that's not gender-neutral...but it makes me feel more responsible than a relationship."

"Can you tell me, what exactly did sister Taozi do when she was in Shanghai?"

I shook my head, indicating that I didn't want to say...

……

Yang Sisi left the motorcycle and sat down next to me. Like me, she quietly watched the sea water being swept up by the wind, and then turned into waves hitting our feet.

"Migao... I think you are so tired!"

"No, sometimes it's quite happy."

Yang Sisi stared at me and suddenly said, "Can you teach me to smoke?"

I asked back: "Why do you want to learn to smoke?"

"I want to experience how you feel when you smoke."

"Don't smoke, your teeth will turn yellow."

"I'll just smoke one, I promise."

"I'm afraid you will be choked."

Yang Sisi was a little impatient: "My choice, I bear the consequences myself... just give me cigarettes."

"May I give you a gun... When I hold a gun, I am more desperate than holding a cigarette."

"You're not desperate, you're just tired."

My finger holding the cigarette trembled involuntarily, and then I was riddled with holes; on such a night when I don’t know what to do, I especially don’t want that one person to pierce my heart... because, this will Arouse in me the desire to be relied on.

Except for my mouth, I am not made of iron anywhere, so when I am tired, I also want to find someone or something reliable to lean on, but...

……

Yang Sisi just took out a cigarette from the cigarette case without my consent. The moment she pressed the lighter, I seemed to see her heart through the firelight...

The wind quickly blew out the flames, and I seemed to be blind, but through the damp and cold air by the sea, I seemed to smell her breath... so youthful, so agile!
Gradually, even her selfishness seemed cute.

(End of this chapter)