I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 262
Holding the pair of shoes that I couldn't give away, I stood at the door of the shopping mall with people coming and going, and I didn't want to go anywhere. I just sat on the bench, smoking a cigarette, and watching all kinds of people walking in the light rain .

In my impression, it has not rained in Dali for a long time, but this is definitely not a timely rain, because the rain will make the city of Dali very cold, and it will also make you unconsciously want to tuck up your clothes to resist the rain. A deserted feeling, and then you seem to lose touch with this world; even if there are innocent children, beautiful girls, and fragrant roasted sweet potatoes in the world outside the clothes, you will feel that you have nothing to do with yourself.

This is probably the highest level of loneliness... living in a lonely world, but lonelier than this world.

After one cigarette was finished, the rain became heavier, and Yang Sisi was quite prescient, if she really asked me to send her off on a motorcycle, both of them would be drowned right now.

Looking at the world in the rain dully, I lit another cigarette, and then waited for the rain to stop with nothing in mind.

……

At 11:[-], I finally returned to "Jiulongju"; I didn't want to sleep, so I called Brother Ping, and the two of them walked to Yeyu Road, then ordered two cases of beer as if venting, and confronted Brother Ping A plate of peanuts started to drink.

Brother Ping said to me: "Did you make a lot of money during the Chinese New Year?"

I replied with a lot of emotion: "It's not less money, but it's hard money... If I want to open this temporary inn next year, I have to prepare the staff in advance."

"It really made you find a way to make money... Come, drink."

"Drink, I offer you a toast...Thank you for adding to my way of making money."

"I don't want to thank you verbally. If you really want to thank you, you can have a drink with me tonight."

I smiled and said, "I'm fine... just because I'm afraid you won't be able to handle it. After all, you've reached the age of holding a thermos cup in your hand to maintain your health. If you drink this wine well, you won't be able to make up for it even if you drink goji berries for a month." Bar?"

"Your mouth is really bad!"

I laughed out loud: "Do it first to be respectful, and to do it first is to be respectful."

Brother Ping also raised his head, and drank a whole glass of beer with me... I wanted to make fun of him, and then I looked at a woman passing by outside the awning, and said, "Brother Ping, Brother Ping... look at that girl in that dress." The chick in the red high heels looks so good with her twisted butt... Ouch, fuck me... still has big breasts, at least a C!"

Brother Ping was like a dog smelling a scent, he looked straight at Miss Ren, then stroked his chin and said, "D, do you dare to bet?"

"Whoever loses will be treated."

"Small meaning... you go and ask."

"I'll touch it, okay?"

"Are you really brave?"

"You have the guts to think about it, but it's up to you to touch it."

Brother Ping laughed, and I laughed too, but I don't know where the joke came from...Anyway, after drinking a few bottles of wine, people really become vicious, and they dare to talk about everything, and this is probably the reason why men have a lot of fun. I'm angry.

But if you want to talk about it, brother Ping is the first brother in "Jiulongju". I have been to the room where he sleeps, and there are many posters in it, all of which are girls with big white buttocks; and this is also his awesomeness Place, because he never intentionally hides his agitation, he turned himself into a wretched uncle, but he also set up a stylish coffee shop downstairs, I don't know if he is forcing literature and art.

Anyway, this person is quite boring and dishonest...Of course, this is limited to dealing with the relationship between men and women. He is still a humane big brother. Without his support and help, I would not be able to stay in Jiulongju temporarily. The inn may not be able to do it either.

In this vulgar atmosphere, we quickly drank a case of beer; suddenly, he said to me seriously: "Mi Gao, you have made money, so you don't want to find a girl to live?  … ...Let me tell you, no matter where you are in Dali or wherever you are, you need a companion, otherwise you will be really lonely!"

I smiled, and replied: "Isn't it good for us to be like this now? I want to drink and drink, how long do I want to have fun, how long do I want to play..." After a short pause, I said again: "Let's not talk about it first." I, let’s just say you, if you really have a serious girlfriend, can you play hooligans with girls on the street, I’m afraid if you look at them more, you will be punished.”

"If you really think so, then you are too young!"

After Brother Ping finished speaking, he gave me a meaningful look, then picked up his glass and took another sip of beer.

I sighed softly, and said after a long time: "If you meet someone you like, there won't be so much trouble between the two of you... Who wouldn't want to have a good life with a partner... Sigh!...Some people think it's far away, Not to mention living with a partner."

"Do you have a goal?"

I nodded, but I didn't want to say more, and the root of not saying more was that I didn't have confidence in myself.

I have really experienced Ye Zhi's temper. Although it is said that in the relationship between two people, one should not talk about who should control the other, but when facing Ye Zhi, I really feel powerless... because she is too Excellent, so I care more, which makes me cautious...and once this cautious emotion appears in the relationship, it actually compromises the quality of the relationship.

While thinking about this, I poured myself another large beer and drank it down.

When I stopped, I looked at the neon lights on the opposite side of the barbecue stall, and I couldn't help but feel a little dreamy... I seemed to see Ye Zhi who was standing on the viewing platform that day again. She is even better than the first time she met.

Thinking of her aura, I feel that our distance has grown further, which makes me escape a little, but I still want to meet her subconsciously.

It can be seen that this is the place where feelings make people contradictory, and if they can really balance it, they must have lived a happy life... If they can’t balance it, it’s like me and Brother Ping now, we are both lonely and vulgar The old man in the house, while drinking, envied other people's couples, but he couldn't do anything about his love life.

……

I returned to Jiulongju in a daze, and I helped a guest who had to leave Dali to check out, and this temporary inn was coming to an end with his check-out, which is a good thing Things, because the end also means that I have earned the first pot of gold in my life without any risk.

This is of great significance, at least it gives me the confidence to survive in Dali.But when I went to check the balance on the card, I couldn't help feeling sorry for Tetsuo, and I didn't know what kind of result he would get in the end.

Today, I communicated with lawyer Lin Xiaokun; he said that Tetsuo's case will not come to a conclusion so quickly, and he wants me to wait patiently, and he will defend Tetsuo in the most optimistic direction.

I believe in his ability, and I also want to use this time to make more money, so that I can help Tetsuo a little bit when he needs it.

……

After washing up, lying on the bed, I booked a flight from Kunming to Shanghai tomorrow. The reason why I didn’t fly directly from Dali was mainly to save money, because there is a special flight from Kunming to Shanghai; Yang Sisi didn't care about these things, she took the direct flight from Dali to Shanghai.

……

The next day, after getting up, I went through the check-out procedures for the guests who left one after another. At around four o'clock in the afternoon, I saw off the last wave of guests... and Jiulongju returned to its usual appearance, In the huge commercial street, there are only Brother Ping and me, and the foreigner Mark. If his dog is included, it will be deserted as well.

To be honest, watching such a scene makes me miss all kinds of guests. With them, Jiulongju has a different flavor... Especially those enthusiastic aunts among the guests who always chat with me Chatting, and introducing the good girls I know around me to be my girlfriend, which gave me an illusion that I was a very popular guy... So, for a long time, I liked to be with them chatting.

After all the guests left, I checked all the rooms again, then locked the door and pulled out the keys; and these keys were to be returned to Cao Jinbo.

It's time for me to go to Cao Jinbo, because I want to give him the share of the temporary inn; besides, I still have a little idea to communicate with him...

I called Cao Xue, hoping to make an appointment to chat with Cao Jinbo tonight; he said that Cao Jinbo went to Myanmar on business and would not be back until three or four days later.

This is also good, you can set a deadline for your time in Shanghai.

……

Before I packed my luggage, I sent Yang Sisi a WeChat message, asking if she had been to Shanghai; she told me that she was already on a flight abroad with her father...

To be honest, I thought she would stay in Shanghai for two or three days, but I didn't expect that she left all the time she could use to Dali.

So, even if I went to Shanghai, I would never have the chance to see her again, and the next time I meet her is even more unknown than unknown.

(End of this chapter)