I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 286 Severing Contact
At 12:[-] in the middle of the night, I arrived at the airport in Sanya, received my boarding pass, and went through the security check. It took me half an hour. When I got to the waiting room, it was already one o’clock in the night. I didn’t expect to be able to talk to anyone. If there is a connection, I close my eyes and raise my spirits...

After ten minutes or so, the phone that had been silent for a while vibrated in my hand, I picked it up and looked at it, it was a message from Ye Zhi.

She told me she was at the hotel and put my mind at ease.

I wanted to chat with her a little more, but considering that she was exhausted physically and mentally for the past two days, it didn't affect her. I just asked her to rest early, and didn't express the feelings of reluctance and miss in my heart.

……

A while after chatting with Ye Zhi, the phone vibrated again. I thought Ye Zhi remembered something and sent another message, but when I opened WeChat, it was Yang Sisi who sent me... She does have this condition, and it is probably noon or afternoon on her side.

She questioned: "Why didn't you reply me after leaving a message under your circle of friends?"

I stared at the phone for a while, and then replied a little helplessly: "I don't know how to answer."

"You can go back as much as you want...but you can't not go back."

I changed the subject and asked, "Are you supposed to be in class right now?"

"Yes... don't try to change the subject... I was the student who didn't obey the classroom discipline in class. My mobile phone was hidden under the textbook... Tell me, the one who was surrounded by you on the beach Who the hell is the woman?"

"As long as you are mentally healthy, you won't fail to recognize who it is."

"I don't recognize it... I'm just insane!"

I pressed the lock screen button of my phone, and then glanced at the dim tarmac outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, where a small transport plane was parked... I was a little absorbed, and then the plane took off in a scene imagined in my brain ...I just sat in the plane and flew to the other side of the ocean...

In a classroom with bright and clean windows, I saw Yang Sisi sitting in the last row. She was lying on the desk, depressed and sad.

She still cries so much... Her eyes are wet with tears and her eyelashes are already dyed.

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The announcement at the airport went off, reminding passengers on the flight before me to get ready to board; it also woke me up from the scene.I looked around in confusion, and then unlocked the phone's screen lock.

I put my finger on the chat box with Yang Sisi, and I want to delete her from the contact list.

I know she likes me, and she doesn't know where it started, and it goes on and on...

It's time for me to cut off contact with her, and doing so is right for her, for me, and for Ye Zhi; although it's inhumane, even cruel, it's better than forming an ambiguous triangle, and that, That's the real damage.

While thinking this way, my finger was already on the option to delete.

I took a deep breath, and then uncontrollably remembered some scenes between me and her: when we met for the first time, she opened the car window and called me Uncle Mi... On the way, because I helped her in the heavy rain Ye Zhi fell ill after changing the tire, she sat at the door of the small clinic with me, and was fooled by me to buy a pack of cigarettes... Later, when we parted at the airport, she looked heartbroken, like a A child loses his favorite toy...

I don't dare to think about it anymore... because I will be moved, and I will feel that I am very unkind... I really want to spend the rest of my life with her as a friend, but I don't want to label myself a scumbag, and I don't want to delay her youth and love.

So, I let myself be cruel once, I closed my eyes and hit the delete button.

I know she has disappeared from my friend list...but I don't feel any relief because I think of her current situation... must be heartbroken and hopeless for me.

But for me, there is no better way than doing this.

……

The phone vibrated again and again, this time it was Chen Jin who called, probably already in Dali, and came to report to me that he was safe; "Hello" a few times, and then asked: "Migao, can you hear me?"

"I can hear you...have you arrived in Dali?"

"Just arrived, your friend Nicole, it's really interesting! It's so late, she even arranged a place for me to stay. I originally planned to find an inn to stay for the night."

"What are you wasting that money for?" After a short pause, I asked again: "Where did she arrange for you to live?"

"Jiulongju...don't say, this place is really spooky. After I went in with her, there wasn't even a shadow of a lamp. I could only hear the sound of my footsteps and hers. I didn't dare to show my air."

"It will be lively in the future."

Chen Jin asked again: "How is your side?"

"Didn't you see the circle of friends I posted?"

"I'm so busy driving that I don't have time to look at Moments... What's wrong?"

"This time I went to Sanya to gain a lot. We are together... It's thrilling!"

"Hurry up and listen."

"Let's go back and talk about it. I'll be on the plane later."

"Fly directly to Dali?"

"There is no direct flight between Sanya and Dali, it stops in Kunming."

"If you had said earlier, I would have been waiting for you in Kunming."

"It's okay, you go to bed early."

Chen Jin was silent for a while, and asked, "Why do you feel that you are not too emotional?"

I was taken aback for a moment, and then replied: "I'm tired... let's not talk about it, you should rest early, you're exhausted from the journey!"

"All right, see you later."

"See you later."

After finishing the call with Chen Jin, I went to the smoking room. I wanted to smoke a cigarette, but when I put my hand in my pocket and took it out, I remembered that the only pack of cigarettes I had on me had been taken by Ye before coming to the airport. Zhi took it away.

I walked out of the smoking room again empty-handed, and then sat back to the original position, fiddling with the phone a little boringly, and the dialogue box that I just chatted with Yang Sisi has been replaced by the next dialogue box.

I put the phone back in my pocket, eyes empty.

It wasn't until Ye Zhi's smile appeared in my mind that I got rid of this depressed mood. I told myself: there must be regrets in life, and I don't have the ability to be perfect. Since I have chosen Ye Zhi, then I It is my responsibility to maintain the relationship between us, and Yang Sisi is that regret. I must forget the happiness and ease she brought me.

I can only silently assume that a girl as interesting and well-conditioned as her will definitely be able to encounter the most beautiful scenery on the road of love. To her, I am just a thunderstorm, which comes violently and goes fast.

So, she will definitely forget all this!

My flight was finally about to take off. I carried my luggage and walked towards the boarding aisle with a few people sitting next to me who were also going to Kunming.

My heart gradually settled down, and I recalled the moment when I and Ye Zhi decided to be together... Then, the plane flew me into the clouds, a dark and psychedelic world.

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At five o'clock in the morning, I walked out of the terminal building with my only luggage bag on my back, and then I made an appointment for a ride from Kunming to Dali. I calculated the time and waited until I arrived in Dali It was almost nine o'clock.

I didn't rush to eat breakfast, because eating breakfast would delay the trip, and the next ride to Dali was already at 06:30 in the morning; I'm leaving now, and it's not too late to arrive at nine. It's the best time to have breakfast.

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Along the way, I slept for more than an hour, and then I watched the sky outside the car window turn from the dimness before dawn to fish-belly white, and then from fish-belly white to bright red; and then, the sky was completely bright, and I I have also arrived in Xiangyun County, which is very close to Dali.

For some reason, there were more and more cars ahead, and they gradually stopped.I looked at the driver's navigation on the center console, and the line was completely blocked and turned dark red.

The driver complained: "There must be another traffic accident ahead, don't think about this road for a while."

I asked, "Are there frequent accidents on this expressway?"

The driver nodded and replied: "Yeah, the highway in Yunnan is not easy to drive, there are many detours and downhills, I don't know how many big trucks have accidents on this highway...and many people stay up late at this point. The truck driver who came over was in a trance, and if he didn't pay attention, it would be a traffic accident... Sigh! It's not easy to make money these days, and the road administration checks are tight during the day, so we can only drive secretly at night."

"The checks are all overloaded, right?"

"Ah."

"Overloading is dangerous, so it's better to be strict."

The driver glanced at me and said to me: "Young man, I used to drive a big car. Let me tell you, if the big car is not overloaded, sometimes it can't even make back the capital, especially for those who have been driving in complex terrain such as Yunnan, Guizhou and Sichuan all year round. The big cars are all trying to make money..." After a short pause, he lit another cigarette and said to me in a low voice: "My brother-in-law got into trouble last year. He drove downhill for 20 kilometers in a row. The brakes of the car ran out, and it rushed directly into the cliff from the high speed. My sister was also in the car at the time. Neither of them survived. The whole family left a 7-year-old child in elementary school... Before the accident, the two of them, I was thinking about buying a flat in the county so that my children could go to school in the county, but the down payment was almost enough, so I took on such an overloaded job, I didn't expect to put my life on it in the end... ...You said this money, is it easy to make money?"

I have no words, I just feel that there is too much injustice in this world... I really want to do something for this world, but I am powerless.I can't control the ever-increasing housing prices, and I can't reduce the living costs of those poor people. I can only be a bystander, and the only people who can really change are people like Ye Zhi, who are pioneers in the new society. A group of people who got rich, but I don’t know if they have forgotten the mission established during the reform and opening up... The country said: Let some people get rich first, and then drive other people to get rich, and finally eliminate poverty.

I think there should be a process, and I shouldn't be too impatient... However, I dare not say such words to the driver in front of me. Some people who got up were building houses, and then used all kinds of marketing methods to plunder the poor wealth in their hands; some people who got rich started playing games, just like spiritual opium, letting their Children are addicted to games and become more and more useless; so far, it is difficult for a poor family to produce a precious son.

He must have thought so, because I saw helpless anger in his eyes... In fact, there are some successful entrepreneurs with a sense of social responsibility in this society. But such entrepreneurs are too few, too few.

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Before I knew it, the car was stuck on the highway until 11:[-] noon; at this time, I received a call from Nicole, her tone was very nervous, and she said to me: "Mi Gao, where are you... …There was an accident at home, someone came to the bar to make trouble, and beat a waiter in the bar...Cao Xue has already taken people to find a place in that person's bar...They all went there with a knife and a steel pipe ...I can't stop it, is something going to happen?!!"

I was shocked!I did something that subverted the unspoken rules of the bar industry, so it is inevitable that there will be one or two people who don't have eyes. Big trouble for the bar.

I have to stop him, the sooner the better... Otherwise, the consequences will be disastrous.

(End of this chapter)