I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 291 Thinking and Confusion Coexist
After a brief trance, I opened another can of beer. I don’t mind drinking more. Life in Dali is full of romance. After we finished talking about business, Chen Jin and Brother Ping chatted again. Dayang girls on Renmin Road, it seems that such topics will never end with them, and the more they chat, the more excited they become...

I couldn't stay any longer, and after eating a bowl of noodles, I left Brother Ping's residence.

I didn't go back to the house I lived in immediately, but pushed the "little ninja" left by Yang Sisi under a roof that could shelter the rain, then took some water, and wiped the car body with a rag.

After wiping it, I saw the broken baffle, and suddenly my heart was not so happy.

I threw the rag aside, then sat on the ground and lit a cigarette for myself... I couldn't help but think of the relationship between people.

In fact, it is quite complicated, unlike a broken motorcycle, as long as you find the original parts, it can be repaired exactly like the original one.

At this time, besides Yang Sisi, I thought of Tie Nan again...

I remember, when we first met, it was really lively... But now, because of mutual distrust, it ended like this; and I also don't understand why he suddenly doesn't want to treat me as a friend and a brother up?
If he was willing to listen to me and take the money to "Jiulongju" to invest in a temporary inn, it would be a happy situation for everyone, but he did not believe in evil and chose the most dangerous place to open an inn.

Thinking of this, I was startled. Perhaps Tie Nan saw me in the same way. I chose to invest in "Jiulongju", which was also an act of unbelief; it was just that I succeeded and he failed, so I stood on a successful path. position, to belittle his failure.

This is probably due to human nature... Therefore, there is no need to delve into the reason why Tetsuo and I don't trust each other, because when we think about each other, we have already started to compete, and right and wrong, good and bad And the evil is hidden in the moment when the rivalry begins.

Calm down and think about it, what is really lacking between Tetsuo and me is not the so-called trust, but the horse guide; it turns out that when there was a horse guide before, we could get along very well, so the human personality It is really a wonderful existence. Different people and different personalities will have different reactions when they get together. Tetsuo and I are like two cogs stuck together. Without the lubricating oil like Director Ma, our relationship would be over.

At this time, I suddenly missed Director Ma very much. I wanted to talk to him about my new understanding of the world during the recent period... He is different from Tetsuo, he is a good listener, he knows how to accept and accept Knowing how to tolerate is like a vast ocean, accepting branches and rivers; I think most people are willing to get along with people like him.

I took out my mobile phone from my pocket, not caring that it was late at night, and called Director Ma.I heard from Bai Lu that she will return to Dali with Director Ma recently. I have no other intentions, but just want to ask Director Ma if the time of her return can be more specific.

Director Ma actually answered the call. After a few pleasantries, he told me that he and Bai Lu were already on their way back to Dali, and they were currently resting in a small county in Sichuan; if things went well tomorrow, they could arrive in Dali in the evening.

After hearing this, I've already figured out where I'm going to treat them to a good meal tomorrow night.

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After cleaning the motorcycle, I returned to the place where I lived. I drank water, washed up as usual, and then lay on the bed again, staring at the screen saver of my mobile phone.This screensaver, which I copied from Ye Zhi's Moments feed, is a photo of her.

I think the most difficult part of a long-distance relationship is here. I really want to talk to her, but I don’t want to disturb her rest, so I can only use some of his (her) things to find psychological comfort, but this Undoubtedly, drawing cakes to satisfy hunger, because people’s inner desires are infinite... So what I want is not only her photo, but I also want her to sleep next to me, even if they are playing on their mobile phones, it is better than this feeling of looking for sustenance Much better.

With a sigh, I finally turned off the light in the room. The room was dark, but the loneliness was bright.

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The next day, I got up early in the morning, and I didn't have time to eat breakfast, so I went to the best restaurant in the ancient city and booked a table, just to welcome Bai Lu and Director Ma; especially after what happened to Tie Nan, I miss them even more, I can't express it with my mouth, so I am more active in action; and at a certain moment, I really can't tell whether I am an expressive person or not, it seems that sometimes, I can indeed penetrate very strongly. Other people's hearts; sometimes I am ashamed to express myself, so I silently transform the enthusiasm in my heart into practical actions... like now.

On the way back, I recalled what kind of wine Director Ma liked to drink. I remembered that he liked to drink highland barley, so I went to a restaurant run by a Tibetan and bought a bottle of the most expensive highland barley wine.

After finishing these things, it was already after nine o'clock, thinking that it was time for Ye Zhi to get up, so she took the initiative to call her.

After a few rings, Ye Zhi connected, and at the same time heard her coughing...

I asked with concern: "Do you have a cold?"

Ye Zhi coughed again, she replied a little weakly: "Last night I got a little cold, I'll be fine after taking some medicine."

"Is there any medicine at home?"

"It should be... I'll ask Auntie later."

"It's good to have auntie here... Don't go to work today, and stay at home to recuperate."

"I don't need to go to work...but I have already booked a flight ticket to Kuala Lumpur this afternoon, so I have to leave this afternoon."

"Isn't that still for work, what's the difference between this and going to work?"

Ye Zhi smiled, but didn't speak...

I asked again with doubts: "Didn't you say that you only went to Malaysia in the past two days, why did you leave this afternoon?"

She seemed to be really suffering, because I heard her coughing and wiping her nose again, and she said to me after a while: "Didn't I think I could go to Dali to find you sooner, so I made this arrangement earlier."

"Wait a minute, I'll make a video with you."

"Farewell, I just woke up for a while, and I haven't washed yet!"

"I can dislike you... Hurry up."

As I spoke, I hung up the phone, opened WeChat, and sent her a video invitation.

After waiting for a while, she got connected, but she couldn't see her face, and the camera was shaking all the time. I checked carefully and found that she had covered herself in the quilt. After shaking for a while, the phone camera finally stopped at On the white teacup on her bedside table.

I couldn't laugh or cry, and said: "You really have a way, neither refuse nor let me see you."

"I know your temper, and I dare not refuse."

"Don't you know that only tortoises like to find their own shells... Can you show me your face?"

Ye Zhi was amused by my words, but she still didn't want to show herself.

"Stop dawdling, hurry up."

"Don't laugh at me."

"It's the grandson who laughs at you..."

Ye Zhi was finally willing to lift the quilt, and seeing her face again, it seemed that it had been several months... probably because she was tired of wiping her nose, so she rolled up two balls of paper and stuffed them into her nose inside.

This kind of historical subversion really made me want to laugh, but I just smiled a little, not ridiculed, because I understand: This is the state that couples should have. At this moment, she is me, Michael. My girlfriend, without aloofness and poise, just shows the bits and pieces of her life... In fact, she also has a cute girly side.

Her sickness made me very distressed, and I said softly to her, "I will go to Kuala Lumpur when I recover from the illness. Let's refund the ticket first."

"No... I have already notified the partner over there. We have an appointment for tomorrow morning. If my side cancels it temporarily, it will leave a very bad impression over there."

"Is body more important than work?"

Ye Zhi insisted and replied: "It's really not possible. They are government representatives over there. We need them to provide a lot of resources over there. I dare not slack off!"

I was stunned and didn't know what to say...

Ye Zhi said to me again: "You just came back from Sanya, you have to adapt to the temperature difference, pay more attention to your body, don't catch a cold, you know?"

"understood."

"Then let's not talk about it, I will get up and take medicine."

"it is good……"

Ye Zhi didn't seem to want me to get too emotional, so she cut off the video chat when I was only halfway through.

At this moment, I was facing the scorching sun, but my heart was empty, and then I felt a resentment towards myself, I punched the tree next to me hard, I should be by her side...

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After a sharp pain, I found a step and sat down. While lighting a cigarette, I called Cao Xue; To implement it.

This eagerness has something to do with my current state of mind. I really want to prove myself, and I really want to stabilize my state, and then look for opportunities to get closer to Ye Zhi.

At this stage, whether I go to Shanghai or she comes to Dali, it is not an easy task; at the same time, I also feel that I am not a very competent boyfriend, and I want to work hard to change this situation...

But even with such a goal, I am still very confused...

I asked myself over and over again: Will she really come to Dali to live with me one day in the future?Or, I return to Shanghai and never leave again?

(End of this chapter)