I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 294 see through the red dust
At the same time I received the call from the horse guide, he and Bai Lu had already got off the toll booth and were driving towards the ancient city. I told him the exact location of the meal, and he said that we would be there in half an hour.

After finishing the call, I left "Jiulongju" with the highland barley wine I bought for Director Ma, and then called Tao Zi to the small private room I had reserved in No. [-] Courtyard.

I opened the highland barley wine, poured Tao Zi a glass, and said, "I bought it from a Tibetan. Let's drink some first. The taste is quite good."

Tao Zi took the wine glass from me, probably because of emotions in her heart, she drank half of the glass with her head raised.

I also took a sip afterwards, and the degree of spiciness was not lower than that of ordinary white wine.

When Taozi wanted to drink again, I pressed her hand and said, "Drink less, we drink not to vent, but to pass the time."

Tao Zi glanced at me, and finally said to me: "I don't know why, but thinking of them coming back, I feel even sadder... We were all together before, why suddenly there is no Tie Nan?"

I sighed softly, and replied: "Since the matter has already happened, we should face it, or face it..."

"I'm very desperate now, I don't know what to do in the future?"

"If Tetsuo is really sentenced, will you wait for him?"

"I want to wait for him... But who can predict what will happen in a few years' time?" After a short pause, Tao Zi continued, "During the few days you were in Shanghai, Tie Nan's father came to see me. "

Surprised, I asked, "What did he tell you?"

"He asked someone to investigate me and knew that I had worked in the night market...he didn't agree with me being with Tie Nan and told me to leave Dali."

"What's the reason?"

"He said that what Tetsuo hates the most is the women who work in the night market. There will be no results when I am with him."

I was very angry, and my tone of voice became heavier, and I scolded: "This person is so fucking good. It is obviously his own mistake, but in the end he made you and Tetsuo bear the consequences... Has he not reflected on it? Why does Tetsuo hate the women who work in nightclubs?"

"But he was right."

"So you're shaken?"

Taozi stared at me, her eyes were very confused, she said to me after a while of silence: "His father said, let me not worry about Tie Nan, even if Tie Nan is sentenced, he will still be a rich second generation after he comes out, as long as Tie Nan is willing to go back to his hometown with him in the future, and half of his property will be inherited by Tie Nan... Mi Gao, after hearing the bad news for so long, is this good news?"

"I can't say, it depends on what Tetsuo thinks, and you."

Tao Zi pondered for a while, and then said to me in a low voice: "I think it was a mistake when I chose to come to Dali...I want to go back to Shanghai."

"What are you doing back in Shanghai?"

"I think Shanghai is a relief for me."

"Do you want to go back to work in the night market again?"

Tao Zi shook her head, but she didn't want to say more... At this moment, the door of the private room was pushed open, and we finally saw the long-lost Bai Lu and Director Ma again; At this time, he has very short hair and wears very plain clothes, but in my impression, he especially likes to wear leather jackets with rivets and Martin boots.

People, there will always be changes, so I didn't think too much about it, so I got up and greeted them...

……

I first smiled at Bai Lu, and then gave Director Ma a very firm hug. I said to Director Ma, "I'm really happy that you can come back. Let's have a drink today."

Director Ma replied: "I quit drinking. If you want to drink, I will accompany you with tea."

I was a little confused, I remember Director Ma has always been an alcoholic.After thinking about it, I glanced at Bai Lu again, then lowered my voice and asked Director Ma: "Could you give up drinking because you're planning to have a baby?"

"It's okay, sit down first, don't stand up."

Director Ma found a seat and sat down while talking. I was a little puzzled, he seemed to be less talkative than before.

……

Bai Lu was still so talkative, so during the meal, she was the one who was looking for topics to chat with us; although they came back this time because of Tetsuo's affairs, they didn't talk about Tetsuo during the whole process, probably because they didn't want to talk about Tetsuo. To destroy the atmosphere of having a meal together after so much effort, and not to make Tao Zi feel sad.

In the middle of the meal, Bai Lu suddenly asked me: "Mi Gao, how are you and Sisi doing?"

I froze for a moment, then asked back, "What can we do?"

"Don't pretend to be foolish! I heard that during the Chinese New Year, she came to Dali from abroad to spend with you specially."

"There is such a thing."

"Doesn't that explain the problem?"

I looked at Bai Lu, feeling a little speechless, I lit a cigarette for myself, took a deep breath, and then replied: "I don't know what to say about this..."

All eyes were on me.

I replied sternly: "Take this opportunity to formally tell everyone something... I am now in a relationship with Ye Zhi, and we have a good relationship; in a few days, she will go back to my hometown with me to meet my parents .”

Bai Lu looked at me incredulously, and then said to me: "Look at you who are silent, you have already developed to this level in private?"

I nodded in affirmation.

Bai Lu asked me again: "Being with her is a lot of pressure, right?"

I smiled and replied: "There is pressure, but there is also motivation..."

"Really, what do you like about her?"

"Do you have to have a very specific reason to like someone?"

Bai Lu smiled. She seemed to want to say something, but she didn't say anything in the end, probably because she felt that it was inconvenient for her to express too many opinions on the relationship between men and women.

In fact, I know that in her heart, she is more inclined to Yang Sisi, so she asked the above questions a little sharply.

I feel a bit blocked. If I tell them that I have deleted Yang Sisi from the contact list, and there is a little accident, they will definitely complain about Yang Sisi. After all, human hearts are made of flesh. I have seen Yang Sisi's devotion to me in many things.

I also feel that I have been too cruel to Yang Sisi, but other than that, is there any better way to reduce the damage?

I can't think of it.

……

Since no one was drinking much, the meal did not last very long.After the dinner, Bai Lu and Tao Zi went to the "Women's Flower" bar, while Director Ma and I went to Longkan, because Director Ma wanted to see the inn that had been demolished.

I know that he is a nostalgic person, and although I am also nostalgic, I am generally willing to look forward, so after the inn was demolished, I seldom come here to miss it.

I handed Director Ma a cigarette, and then said with a smile, "You quit drinking, but you never quit smoking, right?"

"Also quit."

Director Ma said while pushing my hand away.

I was full of doubts: "I think there is something wrong with you... What's wrong with you?"

Director Ma sat down on the reef where we used to eat together before, and then looked at the rising and falling waves, and said to me: "I'm going back to Dali this time, and I don't plan to leave again."

"It's a good thing...does Bai Lu think so too?"

Director Ma shook his head, and he replied in a low voice: "I think I've seen it through... This time I come back, I plan to go to Jizu Mountain to become a monk, and the temple has already been contacted."

I was really shocked by Director Ma. I felt that what I was experiencing was more unreal than a dream... because there was never such a person by my side who would give the rest of his life to Buddha... We all love meat, Loves to drink, loves this colorful world... What's more, I just heard from Tao Zi that he and Bai Lu have received a marriage certificate.

After waiting in the same place for a long time, I finally asked Director Ma: "Does Bai Lu know what you think?"

"Haven't told her yet."

"You must be fucking joking with me... I just heard from Taozi that you and her got a marriage certificate."

"I got it..."

"Then what should she do?... If you divorce her again, she will have divorced twice... Are you trying to play her to death?"

"I've been thinking of others all my life... Let me be selfish this time! I finally had the status of husband and wife with her, and I don't have any regrets."

I said to him angrily: "You are not selfish, you are a bastard... Tell me, why did you suddenly get this thought?"

Director Ma looked up at me: "I see through..."

"See through, see through... there must be a fucking reason for seeing through, right?"

"I'll explain it to you later."

I spread my hands weakly and said, "I'm really shocked... Just before eating, I took you and Bai Lu as role models, but you suddenly told me this... Really, my outlook on life You have ruined it all!"

"Things are impermanent... respect my decision."

Feeling powerless in my heart, I said after a long while: "I hope you are there, the food will be good... Anyway, buddy won't visit you."

Director Ma didn't speak, but I was trying my best to think about why he made this decision...

I'm not him, so I can't figure it out... But I know that the Buddhist atmosphere in Dali is really strong, and I know a lot of people who believe in Buddhism. It is estimated that Director Ma was influenced by someone... Or, he It's really self-defeating.

His life was actually quite bitter!His brother-in-law died in depression because of his cooperation with Bai Lu's ex-husband, and Bai Lu lost his family and children because he eloped with him.

In his heart, these are probably all sins! !

If you are guilty, you must be redeemed...

But I still can't understand his decision...it's a bastard's performance!

(End of this chapter)