I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 305
This message from Yang Sisi is like a ray of wind, blowing a string in my heart, and it reminds me of some of her past appearances, some are cute, some are mischievous, and people feel bored because of her love of playfulness of.

It is undeniable that she is a good girl with flesh and blood, just like a primary school girl who wears a white shirt on campus, holds textbooks, and waits for the wind to come on the playground.

But for me, it's just a feeling.Now I have lost that carefree and bright time... In my current world, those textbooks that gave me knowledge have turned yellow and even covered with dust. I really can't hold them They are gone, just like the irrecoverable youth and passion.

If I take my own experience as a mirror, what I like now can only be the kind of woman who has a deep understanding of society... Obviously Yang Sisi is not, she is just a budding flower, and there will be people who like her People, and the difference between us is like a time and space that has been distorted and cannot be connected. I was born in the late [-]s, and she was born in the [-]s... So the day we first met, she called me uncle, even though she called me uncle later. I haven't called before, but it can't change the impression we left on each other when we first met.

Stopping these mental activities, I took a sip of the boiled water in the cup by the bed, and then sent a message back to Yang Sisi: "I also want to have a time machine, and then I can make up for all the popsicles I didn't eat when I was young. If you didn’t listen to the class well, listen to the teacher again.”

"It seems that you are not a person who has no regrets at all..."

"Everyone will have regrets. Some people will choose to keep regrets in their hearts; but others will always regard regrets as part of their lives. From time to time, they will use them to compete with themselves, and in the end they will hurt others and themselves."

"Some other people you mentioned are alluding to me, right?"

"There's no allusion...it's just pointing to you clearly."

Yang Sisi didn't return, probably because I hurt her a little.

I sent another message, already changing the subject, asking, "Where are you now?"

"You can't control it."

"Everyone's life has a track. As someone who has experienced it, I would like to remind you not to deviate too far... Humans are a kind of animal that is particularly easy to get lost, so we must take good care of our own life."

"No one is willing to listen to your chicken soup for the soul... If you are capable, set an example for me. If you can live your life well, it will prove that I am wrong. If your life is not as good as mine in the future, then Don't you think the words you are teaching me now are all ridiculous?"

"I'm doing fine now."

"Of course, it's okay to show affection in the circle of friends, of course it's good... But the present does not represent the future. If you are really a man who can do well in all aspects, you will run from Shanghai to Dali...Shanghai is so big Why can't the city hold you in?"

"Yo, it's amazing... I have learned to expose other people's scars!"

"There's no need to be polite to people who don't have a conscience."

"Are there any vicious words? Throw them all over."

"There are a lot more, but I don't want to talk about it now...Leave it here and wait and see."

"The legs are so weak from your fright."

"Hehe...you're only a poor coward!"

"Why don't you say that you are like an angry little daughter-in-law."

"Not at all, I don't want to mention it now, eat well, live well, sleep well, who wants to be angry with you..."

"If you say that, I'm relieved... I hope you can keep your current good state."

"You should worry more about yourself... Even if I have nothing, I still have a lot of things that my parents have prepared for me... Sometimes I am self-willed, and I am not afraid of anything, because I know my parents You won’t want me... But what about you? If you make a wrong move, the whole world will abandon you... You are the truly poor person!"

If all the words just now were half-joking, then this sentence is so true that it makes my heart chill.

I didn't plan to smoke this night, so I took out another cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it. In the diffused smoke, I saw myself walking on thin ice... and then felt extremely lonely.

What Yang Sisi said is not wrong... Even though I want to treat everyone around me with sincerity, I still feel isolated many times... I must have a pair of stronger arms than others to support my life... However, no matter how strong the arm is, it is not the same as a machine, it will eventually get tired.

After smoking a cigarette, I didn't reply to Yang Sisi's message, and I don't plan to reply again... I put on a thicker T-shirt, then retracted into the quilt, and made the quilt into a The airtight little cube...like an out-of-greased shaft waiting for lube, straight and straight.

……

Sometimes awake, sometimes drowsy, and then passed the night in this state; when the set alarm clock rang at 06:30, I actually wanted to sleep for a few more hours, the sleep of this night For me, it's just not enough.

However, today I have more than 1000 kilometers to catch up, so I had to cheer up and get up, and then made myself a cup of instant coffee.

During breakfast, I sent Ye Zhi a message, asking if she had woken up. Ye Zhi replied quickly, saying that she was washing up and it would take about an hour.We made an appointment to leave on time at eight o'clock.

When I made all the preparations before departure, it would be a quarter past seven, so I wanted to race against time to sleep for a while, so I set the alarm clock to 45:[-].

No, just laying down, the phone on the bedside vibrated.

I really didn't expect who would call me at this point. I picked it up and looked at it, only to find that it was Cao Xue. This surprised me even more... Based on what I know about him, he is the kind of People who have to sleep until the afternoon before getting up must have something important to discuss with me.

When I got through the phone, he asked me, "Where are you? I'll go find you."

"Now?"

"Yes, right now."

"Is it convenient to talk on the phone?... I really don't have time here, I have to go back to my hometown at eight o'clock."

"Let's talk about it face to face... It's not too late for you to go home, and it will take you half an hour at most."

"Cheng... I'm in the mountains and rivers, so hurry up and come here."

"Not far, I'm at Zhonghefang, and I'll be there in 10 minutes."

After Cao Xue finished speaking, he hung up the phone, and I had vaguely guessed his purpose.While waiting, I made myself a second cup of instant coffee, just to wake myself up and avoid making a wrong decision.

After sitting like this for a while, the sound of the toilet flushing came from upstairs, and without thinking, I knew it was Cao Xiaobei.

To say that fate is really amazing, at least I never thought that I would be neighbors upstairs and downstairs with Cao Xiaobei, and this thing is really unreliable. If you are close to him, why don't you live with him?So it must be a lie.

I read Yang Sisi right. Although she is self-willed, she loves herself.

I was a little bored, so I took out a coin from my pocket, and threw it to the ceiling. After it fell, I threw it several times repeatedly, in order to make a regular sound, and to tell Cao Xiao Bei, there are people downstairs, don't get up too early to pee, because I am a very light sleeper, so the sound of flushing the toilet will annoy me.

After a while, there was a response from upstairs, a sound like a hammer hitting the floor...

Time is really an amazing thing. Cao Xiaobei, who borrowed a hammer before, got it today, so he is already a hammer now, no, a slip of the tongue, he is a person with a hammer.

……

Ten minutes later, Cao Xue knocked on my door on time.After I opened the door, he didn't give himself time to catch his breath, so he said to me: "Mi Gao, I know you are running out of time, so I won't tell you anything unnecessary. I came to you just to talk about Cangshan One villa project."

I motioned him to sit down first, then passed him a cigarette, and then replied: "Your uncle's opponent is Ye Zhi, what's the use of you coming to talk to me?"

"You persuade her, it's all your own."

"Anyone can persuade her, but I can't... Cao Xue, we have known each other for a long time. You should know who I am. In the love relationship I understand, there should be no intercourse of interests. ...Even if there is a price to pay, this is a principle that I cannot change."

"It's because of your relationship with her that I asked you to persuade her, and no one else is qualified to persuade her...Is this the reason?"

I shook my head, indicating that there was nothing to discuss about this matter.

Cao Xue was a little unhappy, but he still smiled and said to me: "Since there is no need to talk about favors, let's talk about conditions... My uncle said that he doesn't want to compete with your girlfriend for the project of Cangshan Villa." You die, he only wants [-]% of the profit... If you can negotiate this matter, you can use those shops in Jiulongju casually, for a few years if you want... If you think this sincerity is not enough, my uncle Let me bring you something else... Once you sign the contract with your girlfriend, it will be considered as a complete implementation... He can give you a set at the shop in Jiulongju, which is regarded as a matchmaking share for you... You Think about it, even if Jiulongju is in a downturn, a set of shops in it can't just be bought for a few hundred thousand... Is this sincere enough?"

I do not speak.

Cao Xue said again: "Mi Gao, my buddy knows that you are a person with ideals, can you just help me this time? I have driven my uncle's car for so many years, how aggrieved I am! In the past two days, he let go, and said that in the future, he will follow you to do the Jiulongju project, and those shops will also give me 3 sets, and change it to my name... To be honest, buddy, there is no such thing in this life. If you have done anything before, you are counting on this time to turn around, you give me a chance to be a man again, will it work?"

(End of this chapter)