I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 334 The Man Ye Zi Likes

When I got back to my place of residence, Yang Sisi had already packed my luggage for me. She was sitting on the sofa near my bed drinking water. When she saw me coming back, she said to me: "Your luggage, I It’s in the cabinet by the window, and there are a lot of things you need, and tomorrow morning, you can take it and leave.”

"Thank you."

"Don't say thank you to me... I don't like you treating me like an outsider."

I looked at her and didn't know how to express it for a while.

She said to me again: "When I bully you, you must not hate me... because I know when to treat you well and when to treat you bad... So, I will never be on your wounds in my life." Those who sprinkle salt will not watch your wounds bleed and do nothing..."

"I know."

Yang Sisi was silent for a while, which was rare, and then said: "Go to the bar to have a drink at night... I know that there is a new bar near the Erhai Lake, and you can see the Erhai Lake on the first floor... I think you might relax a little bit this way."

"You don't need to go to the bar, just sit by the Erhai Lake for a while."

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In my memory, I haven't been to Erhai Lake for a long time. I just wanted to be alone, but Yang Sisi still came along. She seemed to have something to say to me.

The waves roared in the wind, wave after wave. After sitting for a while, the trousers of me and Yang Sisi were all wet.

I finally opened my mouth and said to Yang Sisi: "Let's drive to Kunming later, I'm afraid we won't be able to make it tomorrow morning."

"If you're not afraid of being tired, I'll accompany you...but let me drive. You must have not slept well these days."

"Well, you drive."

Yang Sisi hugged her knees with both hands, stared at Erhai Lake for a while, and asked me softly: "Mi Gao, if you were also on that yacht, you would try your best to save her, right?"

"Yes, it's a pity that I don't have such a chance."

"Do you really love her?"

"There is love and there is hatred... But now, the so-called hate is not important anymore... I just hope that she can live in peace, even if I have to pay the price of never knowing her in this life, I think it is worth it... I often It felt like she might be living more like herself without me in her world."

"Yeah... The fate between people is really amazing... If her car tire didn't blow out, it seems that you really wouldn't appear in her world."

My heart ached.

"Migao... If one day, something happens to me...will you be as sad as you are now?"

I turned my head to look at Yang Sisi, I was very reluctant to imagine such a scene, I replied: "Don't talk nonsense...you must live well...I must live well."

"But we are all going to die eventually...sooner or later...I am very pessimistic now, because we really don't know which will come first, tomorrow or the accident." After a short pause, she said: "Look at it from another angle...maybe death It's just a relief... I've experienced that feeling, also in the sea... After a feeling of suffocation and fear, it suddenly becomes very warm, like a ray of light guiding you... making you feel good about another The world is full of curiosity...it's very hallucinatory, but you still feel like something is right there with you, within reach...I kid you not, that's exactly what it feels like."

I believe what Yang Sisi said, because before she came to Dali, she did something that put her life on the line...so she feels more about death than I do.

I nodded and replied, "Maybe this is what death feels like."

"Yes, it's not as painful as you imagined, and it's not even as painful as your life... I said this just to persuade you, if it really ends up being a bad result, can you not be so sad, because death It is an inevitable thing... If you are not happy, even if you can live for decades, what is the point? It is just that you have suffered more pain!"

I didn't say anything, neither did Yang Sisi, we just sat by the Erhai Lake for a full two hours... And I still can't make the worst plan in my heart, I hope a miracle can happen to Ye Zhi... ...I want her to know that even if she chooses to give up on me, I don't hate her anymore... As long as she lives well, I can hide in a corner where she can't see and silently bless her, and I won't be jealous of that The man who will be with her in the future... everything starts in silence and ends in silence.

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That night, Yang Sisi and I drove to Kunming in advance, and got on the flight to Phuket at Changshui Airport in Kunming on time the next day.And it wasn't until I embarked on this journey that I was really fortunate to have Yang Sisi by my side. I didn't even know how to fill out the exit card, because my English level was really not good.

After getting off the plane, it was Yang Sisi who asked for directions. She could communicate with the staff at the airport proficiently in English, and successfully booked a hotel on the island, and helped me get in touch with the person in charge of the search and rescue team.

The search and rescue work is still going on, and the search and rescue team also stated that their search and rescue work will not stop until someone is found...but the situation is already very pessimistic.

……

At night, I stood alone on the balcony of the hotel, looking at the lights dotted by the seaside... I hope one of them is lit for Ye Zhi, like a guide, guiding her to return to land.

Even if there is only a glimmer of hope, I will stick to this place and wait for her safe return.

In a trance, the door of the room was knocked outside, and then Yang Sisi's voice was heard: "Mi Gao, the people from the search and rescue team called, saying that Ye Zhi's friend wanted to talk to you, would you answer?"

My heart, which had been silent for a long time, finally moved, and then I walked to the door and opened the door.

Yang Sisi handed me her mobile phone, my hands trembled, and then I took the mobile phone over. I put the mobile phone to my ear, waiting for the other party to speak first.

The other party was a woman, her voice was very low, she said to me: "Let me introduce myself, I should be Ye Zhi's best friend... My name is Jian Zihan, I have been in Thailand for two days, I heard from the search and rescue team Said, you are here too...so I want to meet you...Unfortunately, I sent you an invitation to meet in such a situation, but I still think it is necessary to meet you. "

"Tell me a place, and I'll go right away."

"I also live on this island... If it is convenient, you can come to the Banshan Guanhai Hotel. The hotel's signboard has a Chinese translation name, it is easy to find... I will wait for you at the observation deck of the hotel."

"Ah."

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If it was before, I would definitely be curious about this woman named Jian Zihan, because to be Ye Zhi's best friend, I would definitely be a very special woman... But now I don't have such a mood... I don't even know what the point of going to her is, I just think she has something to do with Ye Zhi, so I have to go once.

Ten minutes later, Jian Zihan and I met at the observation deck of the hotel where she was staying.

To me, it doesn't matter what kind of woman she is, but she is indeed a woman with a very good temperament, even similar to Ye Zhi, and she has a very strong air of a strong woman.

When I walked up to her, she was lighting a cigarette and lost her mind looking at the vast sea below the hotel.

I whispered to her: "I am Mi Gao, why did you come to me?"

She looked back at me, looked very carefully, and finally said to me: "I finally know what kind of man Ye Zi (Ye Zhi) likes!..."

After a short pause, she continued: "Let's make a long story short... You have misunderstood Ye Zi... She cares about you very much... About a week ago, she sent me a resume from your cousin. She hoped that I I can arrange a job for her in my company, because my company can provide her with a job that matches her major and has a promising future... She never asks for help, but this time, she emailed me When I use the word request, I am indeed a very principled person... I am unwilling to accept the relationship, but when she uses the word request, I give up my principles, because I know it will be harmful to her. How difficult... Also, the project of Cangshan Villa in Dali... It was her father who actually signed the contract with the original developer, not her... Her father went to Dali with her... Moreover, you have already been with her father I have met... She really wants to use your suggestion to cooperate with Cao Jinbo to develop the Cangshan Villa project... But her father did not agree. There will be trouble... She is very embarrassed, after all, such a big group, many things cannot be decided by her alone... So, that night, she drank a lot of wine in a bad mood... She didn't want to do that to delay you A career woman, she is really, really hard..."

(End of this chapter)