I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 343 While You Are Waiting For Others, Someone Is Waiting For You
Yang Sisi stared at the money on the table for about ten seconds, and then said to Chen Jin and me in surprise: "Where did you get so much money? Did you two go to rob a bank?!"

Chen Jin clapped his hands on the two stacks of money, then lit a cigarette and said, "You are stupid, if we really go to rob the bank, we will only rob such a small amount... Besides, where are we going? With a shining noble character, we can do such a heartless thing as robbing a bank?!"

"so what?"

"So the money was earned by our brains and sweat."

"Then you guys are really amazing!"

While talking, Yang Sisi sat down across from us. She seemed to want to tease me deliberately, and then said to me with a smile: "Mi Gao, I have never seen so much money in my life. It can make me touch it too." Is it?...I want to be part of your happiness."

I glanced at her and replied, "Touch it."

However, Chen Jin hugged the money to his side, and then said to Yang Sisi: "Don't dare to touch it, don't dare to touch it, once you touch it, the wealth of our studio will be leaked."

"Look how dead you are, I've never seen anyone more superstitious than you!"

"Miss, am I superstitious, or are you making fun of us... You, the second generation of the rich, have never seen this little cash?"

Yang Sisi smiled: "I just want to see how poor you two are. Is it necessary to withdraw all the money into cash!"

"You can't say that. This is our studio's first income, which is of great significance. I took all the money into cash, which is equivalent to a ceremony, so as to motivate us to forge ahead even more in the future!"

Yang Sisi looked at me, and said in a low voice on purpose: "It's not about you alone. Look at Mi Gao, he's very depressed now!"

Because of Yang Sisi's words, Chen Jin glanced at me subconsciously, and then replied: "Don't underestimate him, he is tired from the outside and tight from the inside... If we call the money we earned this time a kind of credit... , at least [-]% of it belongs to him, because he handles the business of the store and investment promotion by himself, which is really awesome!"

"If you want to say that, where is your [-]% credit?"

"Go to the bank and take out the money, otherwise you will see this big pile of money on the table!"

Chen Jin laughed loudly, Yang Sisi gave him a supercilious look, and then babbled nonsense...

I didn't pay attention to them anymore. After I was in a habitual trance for a while, my phone vibrated in my pocket. I took it out and looked at it. It was a message from Director Ma. He said, "You are waiting Is there any time now? I have realized some truths in the past two days, and I want to communicate with you..."

That's the only thing that aroused my interest, so I replied immediately: "When I'm free, are you coming to the ancient city, or should I go to Jizu Mountain?"

"I'm going to the ancient city, just to do something."

"You are a monk, what can you do?"

"Monks also eat, drink, and sleep. I came down to find a sum of money for our monastery."

"Success, you do business first, and have dinner together later."

Before waiting for Director Ma's reply, Chen Jin, who didn't know where he was chatting with Yang Sisi, suddenly patted me on the shoulder and said: "We can't just make money and not enjoy it... Tonight, let's go to corruption, corruption... Let's pick the best one." Eat what you want, and choose the most expensive to drink!"

I looked at him dumbly, and replied after a while: "I have an appointment tonight, you go on your own."

"Even if you have an appointment with a high-ranking city official, you have to turn it down... On such a good day today, how many times can you meet in a lifetime? You don't enjoy the fruits of labor with your close comrades-in-arms, and go to have dinner with others. Isn't it neither light nor heavy!"

After Chen Jin said these words, he looked at me with a particularly incomprehensible look.

I took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it, then replied in a very calm tone: "How do you know that the person who invited me to dinner was a senior city official?"

"Stop talking nonsense, can the senior city officials invite you to dinner?"

I lied and replied: "When I first came to Dali, I rescued a mother and child who fell into the Erhai Lake. Today, a commendation meeting was held in the city to commend the good people and good deeds of this year. I was one of them. One, the high-ranking city officials presided over the meeting, and there will be a dinner after the event, which is also held by the city, so does that count as a high-ranking city official inviting me to dinner?"

This lie is quite similar, Chen Jin was stunned for a moment, and then said with emotion: "Hey, the high-ranking officials in this city really don't want to give face!"

"Then you can take Sisi with you, and other friends will also shout out...tonight's expenses will all be counted in our studio's account."

As I said that, I picked up my backpack from the table, and I was about to leave before they had any doubts...

But I didn't want to, I just got out of the seat, and Yang Sisi grabbed the backpack strap from behind, and then said to Chen Jin: "You believe in him, who still remembers that he saved people... ... He probably has an appointment with the bald donkey, the horse guide; if you don't want him to get himself to Jizu Mountain, come here to help..."

Hearing what Yang Sisi said, Chen Jin quickly stood in front of me, and then looked at me with a look of hatred for iron.

While he and Yang Sisi held me back, they called other friends, and then abruptly took me to Tina's bar, and made me face a bunch of ordinary people who didn't know what life and the sea of ​​suffering were...they It's quite vulgar, so I only know how to drink beer and twist my ass.

Yang Sisi specially found a person to watch over me, and then took two other women who were not very familiar but also known as friends to the barbecue stall opposite...

After a while, the big table made up of two small tables was already filled with beer and all kinds of skewers, but my heart was not on the feasting and feasting at all... I want to get it from Director Ma. More enlightenment beyond the mundane, and release from the pain that was consuming me like a nightmare.

At this stage, I yearn for Buddha's light, for holiness, and for entering a new world that is neither sad nor happy.

……

After forcing myself to stay in this confusing environment for an hour, I received another message from Director Ma, who told me that he is now waiting for me in a noodle shop that only serves plain noodles near Renmin Road... …

In Dali, because there are many people who believe in Buddhism, there are many vegetarian restaurants and noodle shops that are hard to see in other cities...especially in the relatively deserted alley near Renmin Road. It has become an industry, not only selling vegetarian food, but also selling incense, and even temples have set up branch points here to save all living beings and at the same time get some incense money.

After going there a few times, it has become the place where Director Ma and I like to communicate and learn from each other. We will eat vegetarian food while listening to Buddhist music, and then we will evolve our own in the discussion centered on "Buddha". Ideological level.

I can indeed find enjoyment in it... so I hate the feasting and feasting in front of me even more, as well as the buttocks that are twitching crazily in order to emit hormones.

……

After I replied the message to Director Ma, I quietly put the phone back into my pocket, and waited for a good time to leave.

I know that some of them have already drunk too much. If I wait until Yang Sisi goes to the bathroom, there will be no one who cares about me. At that time, I can leave without anyone noticing.

Because I was concerned about when Yang Sisi would go to the bathroom, I would look at her from time to time, which seemed to arouse Yang Sisi's vigilance, so after waiting for a long time, she didn't even move.

Calculating the time, after Director Zhima sent me the message, another hour has passed...

I couldn't help it anymore, so I took the initiative to say that I was going to the bathroom.In order not to make Yang Sisi suspect, I even left the backpack I had been carrying with me at the scene of drinking, so as to create the illusion that I would come back.

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After leaving the bar, I seemed to be relieved. While breathing the air that was completely different from the bar, I walked quickly to that street... I want to see Director Ma soon, I like listening to him and I'll talk about the cause and effect between people... and then I'll discuss whether Ye Zhi is still alive in this world.

In the eyes of others, I may be insane, but for me, there is no other way... I feel that I can only have a weak connection with her in the world of cause and effect. Every now and then, I'm in pain...

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When I was about to enter the alley, the clothes behind me were suddenly grabbed again, and then I heard Yang Sisi's questioning voice: "Is Director Ma waiting for you inside?"

I looked back at her, of course I didn't want to admit it, I replied: "No, the bar is too stuffy, I want to come out to get some air..."

"Breathable, right... I just want to breathe too, so I'll be with you."

Yang Sisi seems to have really competed with me, so that in the next time, wherever I go, she will follow... Anyway, she is only one or two steps away from me, and then walks with me half of the ancient city.

I finally couldn't control the anger in my heart, and then said to her in a very cold voice: "Can you stop looking at me like a prisoner...I just want to find Director Ma?...Do you know , Only with him can I find a way to escape?...Only with him can I believe that Ye Zhi is still alive...I don't want to wait like this without a deadline, do you know that?"

Yang Sisi had tears in her eyes, and then looked at me with a very complicated look, while I was panting violently, I couldn't stand the space she gave me... I just felt like I was living in this space, like a bird Reptiles with no autonomy at all.

In the ancient city, under the flickering lights, she finally choked up and said to me: "Then do you know...While you are waiting for someone else, there is also someone who is working hard for you... The difference is, You are waiting for a living body, but the person waiting for you is your heart... This is the hardest, hardest thing!"

(End of this chapter)