I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 349 My sunshine is gone
Yang Sisi's silence made Cao Xiaobei even more impatient. He seemed to be very afraid that Yang Sisi would leave. He grabbed Yang Sisi's arm, and he couldn't hide his excitement in his words. He said again: "Let me go with you, anyway. I have a lot of time; when your father is better, I will take you back to Dali. I have already figured it out, my father has a very large storefront in the ancient city, and it is enough to open an Internet cafe... At that time, I My dad and I asked for this shop, and we will open an Internet cafe together, if you like bars, you can also open a bar... Anyway, there is no rent, and you can make money no matter what!"

"What should I partner with you for?"

"It's fine if you hire someone... It's best to open an Internet cafe. We can play games together during the day, and ride around on motorcycles at night... I will share the money with you equally. Anyway, I guarantee that you will not feel a little pressure .”

Yang Sisi seemed to have grown up a lot in an instant, she replied in a low voice: "Xiaobei, I am ready to improve, how long do you plan to stand still?...Ask yourself, can you really learn from what you just said? Do you gain dignity in the kind of life you live?...Maybe, you will feel that you deserve it, but I feel ashamed...Because everything you have now is given to you by your father, but your father and I What does it matter? ... Why should I live on the wealth he has accumulated?"

Cao Xiaobei was almost out of control, he said loudly to Yang Sisi: "Then you will marry me, you will be my father's daughter-in-law, then what else does he have that you can't take?"

Yang Sisi replied without thinking: "I won't like a man who is no different from my former self... because I especially don't like my former self."

"Then what kind of man do you like?... Don't talk to me about Mi Gao, he is far behind Cao Xiaobei..."

This time it was Yang Sisi who interrupted Cao Xiaobei, she said with a cold face: "You can't even stand on your own...Why do you say that others are worse than you?...You should wake up, no one will always be smooth sailing! Don't make me feel that you are nothing without your father, just like me now... I don't want you to experience my pain now!"

Cao Xiaobei looked at Yang Sisi in astonishment.

Yang Sisi ignored it, she put the bunch of keys that had not been returned to Cao Xiaobei in the aisle, and then dragged her suitcase and walked out of the aisle.

Cao Xiaobei wiped his face heavily with both hands, and then chased outside along the corridor.

It is true that Yang Sisi's words are a bit harsh, but it is also a fact... At least, she is using the lessons she has learned to let Cao Xiaobei recognize the reality... And from their conversation just now, I can also feel that It can be seen that Cao Xiaobei's attitude towards life is indeed somewhat improper. He relies too much on Cao Jinbo, and he himself pursues a very thorough hedonism, so all his plans for the future cannot be separated from The word enjoyment.

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I also walked outside the corridor. At this time, Yang Sisi was already standing outside the community, waiting for the online car-hailing service, and Cao Xiaobei was standing beside her.

I feel inexplicably sad.

After a while, a white Lavida drove towards this side quickly.The driver helped Yang Sisi put the luggage into the trunk. When Yang Sisi opened the car door, she looked back at me.

I made a phone call gesture to her, she nodded and got into the car.

The driver was busy making money, so of course he didn't care about other people's mood when they parted, so after he was done, he kicked the gas pedal and disappeared from my sight with Yang Sisi.

I closed my eyes and felt the scorching sun, but my heart seemed to be blown by a cold wind. My sunshine is gone, and I can only live in a warm and conscious way from now on... But don't be afraid, when the cold wind blows past, I will definitely live There will also be warm wind blowing, and it will definitely bloom everywhere!

I suddenly felt that it was really necessary for her to change her name, because missing her was really painful, but living in the painting was comfortable and comfortable, so the "Yang Ruhua" that Nie Dangdang gave her was really the most beautiful. Nice symbol!
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Cao Xiaobei came to me, and he said to me in a questioning tone: "Tell me, am I really that bad?... How can I be inferior to you?"

I calmly replied: "If your father Cao Jinbo can always be so rich and powerful, then you don't need to ask me this question... If one day, your father also follows in the footsteps of Sisi's father, you can ask me again …At that time, you don’t need me to answer, you will already have the answer in your heart.”

Cao Xiaobei stared at me.

I said to him again: "Give yourself a sense of urgency... Although what Sisi just said is a bit unpleasant, anyone who understands it can hear that she has expectations for you, she hopes You can be a self-reliant person."

"I don't fucking need you to tell me."

I looked at him, and then handed him the bunch of keys I picked up from the corridor; after that, I lost the desire to talk, so no matter what Cao Xiaobei told me again, I wouldn't talk to him cavity until he leaves.

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About half an hour later, Lao Huang sent me a WeChat message, telling me that he and Yang Ruhua had already boarded the ride to Kunming, and he would go back to Shanghai to continue to deal with the pile of things. Ruhua directly flew abroad from Kunming...Old Huang thanked me again for this.

But I don't think he should be grateful, because I helped him find Yang Ruhua, and Yang Ruhua and Yang Ruhua voluntarily went abroad, which is what we have the responsibility to do.

I will also silently bless her in Dali, hoping that she can accompany her father and overcome the difficulties as soon as possible.

Yes, from now on, I prefer to call her Yang Ruhua, and this is also a kind of expectation. I hope that she can break out of the cocoon and be reborn after going through this ordeal. It is time for her to say goodbye to the wayward Yang Sisi.

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At noon, I called Chen Jin, and I wanted to move back to live with him...

For me now, no matter where I live, I don’t have any psychological burden anymore, because the woman who can knock on the floor but is like sunshine, and the woman who makes me dream, have left me... Since then, although I am lonely, I am also free.

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On the first night when I moved back, I took a basketball and went to the basketball court... I took the initiative to contact Nie Dangdang's father, and I asked him to bring Nie Dangdang to the basketball court for training... But this does not mean So, I'm already a normal person, I'm just trying to make myself normal again.In my heart, I still feel pain because Ye Zhi's life and death are unknown.

During the process of teaching Nie Dangdang to play, Chen Jin called me: He said that he had found several companies that could do street lighting projects, but the results were not satisfactory. "Administrative Authority" to get involved, or think that our budget is too small.

Chen Jin asked me to put down my face, and then go to Sun Jiwei, and ask him to come forward in person and go to the "Gucheng Management and Protection Bureau" to say favors for us.

To be honest, I was quite embarrassed, and I was embarrassed because I was afraid that Sun Jiwei would be embarrassed. If it was really convenient for him to come forward in person, he would have already done this for us last time.

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While Chen Jin and I were still talking on the phone, Lao Nie, who had been sitting next to me, suddenly spoke to me, and said to me: "...I just heard you talking about the Ancient City Conservation Administration several times. Are there any troubles with them?"

I nodded.

"If it's not a big deal, I'll help you go."

I looked at Lao Nie in surprise, and Lao Nie smiled again: "Dangdang's aunt is the deputy director of the Ancient City Protection Administration...As long as it's not too embarrassing or violates their working principles, it's easy to handle... Tell me first what is going on."

What Lao Nie said made me feel dazed for a while. After I confirmed that I was not dreaming, I suddenly thought of Yang Sisi... No wonder she insisted that I move to "Shanshuijian" at the beginning. This place is indeed better than other places. More advanced interpersonal relationships... Although it seems like an accidental opportunity at this time, being in such a social network will benefit sooner or later, so it seems accidental is also inevitable.

What surprised me even more was: even though Yang Sisi had left, her sunshine was still shining on me, and I seemed to have cleared away the haze on my body!
(End of this chapter)