I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 365 You will regret it if you miss it
Thinking of the time when I first came to Dali, I have mixed feelings in my heart; at that time, there were not only close friends such as Director Ma and Bai Lu, but also Ye Zhi...my favorite is that I met her by chance at the Erhai Lake Even though we don’t have much words to communicate with each other, the mood of enjoying loneliness seems to connect our hearts together.

To this day, I still remember her clothes and her long hair; I remember the breath on her body and her quiet look.

Perhaps, when I first had close contact with the city of Dali, I already had a good impression of her in my heart...

It's a pity, but I don't know when she developed her affection for me... If she is still alive, I will never respect her silence like before... I have 1 I want to ask her questions, ask her if she misses me...ask her, how long will I...wait?

……

During my silence, Bai Lu asked me again: "By the way, do you know that Tie Nan was sentenced in the past few days?"

I froze for a moment, and replied: "I know, Tao Zi came to see me just now."

"For the matter of Tetsuo?"

I sighed: "It's not exactly... She came to say goodbye to me... She went back to Shanghai and left with a man."

Bai Lu first looked at me in surprise, and then tears welled up in her eyes. She choked up and said to me, "You know, sometimes looking at Taozi is like looking at my own shadow... we all She was holding on, but she became the first one to let go, if Tetsuo found out, he would definitely lose all hope."

"We all know what the result will be, but there is no way...this is life!"

Bai Lu felt unwilling, and after a long silence, she said again: "The people we started our business together at the beginning should be a couple, right?... I really can't figure it out, how did it become like this? ...Leave, disperse, disperse...It seems that all bad things have happened to our group of people."

"Maybe it's because none of us follow the rules."

Bai Lu was absent-minded for a while, then suddenly asked: "Then what about you and Sisi?...Why are you not together?"

My heart skipped a beat, and I calmed myself down before replying: "You and Director Ma have been out for a while, and there are some things that happened that you don't know..."

Bai Lu interrupted me: "No, it's not... It's because you haven't seen the best side of her, or maybe you've put too much pressure on yourself, and you feel that your financial conditions are not very good... But now you are considered a She's a successful person, and her family has also encountered such a big change... One goes up and down, shouldn't you be more confident?"

"Bai Lu, if you really regard me as a friend, don't tell me these things at this time."

"But you have to face a new life after all... Isn't Sisi the best choice?...I'm afraid that those women in the future will only covet what you have achieved now. That is not love, and you will not happy."

"I really don't want to think that far."

"But I still want to persuade you to take a look... After so many things, who is left by your side in the end; and who is it that accompanied you through those tribulations!"

I didn't want to listen to what Bai Lu had to say. I glanced at her, picked up the cigarette case and wallet on the table, and walked outside the bar...

She said to me from behind: "A girl who treats you sincerely like Sisi, if you miss it, you will regret it."

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Probably they are people who like to wander in the ancient city, so on the way from Renmin Road to Bo'ai Road, I saw Yang Sisi next to a food stall selling bait, but this time she was not alone, she Cao Xiaobei was by his side.

The two were talking and laughing, looking very happy, and there was a gift box in Cao Xiaobei's hand, which contained a doll, which might be a certain character in an online game, and it must have been given to Cao Xiaobei by Yang Sisi. Xiaobei's; because, I suggested to her before, let her also give Cao Xiaobei a gift in return for the parasol.

Seeing her smiling so sweetly, it seems that she has opened her heart to Cao Xiaobei.

Yang Sisi turned sideways to me, her sight blocked, it was Cao Xiaobei who first spotted me standing at the intersection.He has always been hostile to me, and it is rare for him to have dinner with Yang Sisi. Of course, he doesn't want me to spoil the atmosphere, so after looking at each other, he ignored me.

I didn't intend to destroy it either, I turned my body and prepared to go another way; but I didn't want to, the moment I turned around, I collided with a waiter who was emptying leftovers into the trash can, and the oil and water splashed It took me all over and made me very embarrassed.

The waiter kept saying sorry to me. I'm not sure if this process disturbed Yang Sisi.As I said it's okay, I took off my oil-stained coat and walked in another direction...

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When I got back to my residence, the first thing I did was take off my clothes and take a shower with cold water. I was shivering from the cold, but my heart felt better because I focused all my attention on my body. Cold to the touch.

I don't want to think about that picture too many times, because when I was planning to buy her a parasol, I didn't think about asking her in return. I just instinctively hoped that she would suffer less.

If she insists that only Cao Xiaobei can care about her so much, it can only prove that in daily life, it is indeed Cao Xiaobei who treats her better, so for me, there is nothing to care about.

As for whether they will really be together in the future, I will not obstruct, nor will I give any opinion to either party, because emotional matters should go with the flow, just like Ye Zhi and I, after going through some things , are naturally together.

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After wiping off the cold water on my body, I put on my pajamas, lay on the bed, and then habitually picked up my phone to check, there was a WeChat message from Lu Jia.

"I heard that the development of Jiulongju is very good, I am proud of you!"

"If your company hadn't made a good start for us, we wouldn't have gone so smoothly in the future... I should thank you more."

"I mean it from the bottom of my heart, what about your thanks?"

"Of course it is."

Lu Jia replied with a smiling expression, and then sent another voice message, asking, "Where are you now?"

"I have been in Dali and never left."

"I'm asking where you are in Dali."

I was a little surprised, and replied: "There is no need to ask so precisely, right?"

Lu Jia sent me a location. At this time, she was actually in a bar in Foreigner Street.

Later, she sent me another message: "Recently there are very few classes, and it happens to be my dad's birthday next weekend, so I flew back... By the way, I brought my parents to Dali, Let them see a different scenery... In fact, I hope to give my dad a meaningful birthday. Before, his birthday was spent in Shanghai, and he felt tired of it... Just right, I will take them Let's take a look at the clothes I designed, in three days, our company's image store in Jiulongju will be officially opened, this should be the best birthday present I can give him, right!?"

I vaguely remember her dad's birthday, which seems to be between late spring and early summer every year.

Ironically, in the years of our relationship, the parents of both parties have always had no chance to meet each other for one reason or another... But I don't want to, but today after the breakup, they all came to Dali.

Although they won't meet each other, this is indeed the closest they have been in distance.

(End of this chapter)