I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 372 I Won't Abandon You Again

On the way back to the ancient city, Chen Jin and I just ushered in the evening; the evening in Dali is really beautiful, the national road we are driving is built on a high ground, passing through those white houses, we can see Erhai Lake from time to time, Erhai Lake is blue Yes, it's like a sapphire piercing through the world and inlaid in the gap. Although I am a bystander, I have a feeling that it is at my fingertips in the cool wind that keeps blowing.

I also opened the sunroof on the roof of the car, and the wind blew more recklessly, bringing in the smell of cooking smoke in the village, the excitement in the ancient city, and the skirts of the girls in a parallel jeep. .

Chen Jin said that girls who like convertible jeeps are the most literary and artistic. As long as you have the ability to crack their hearts, they will give you everything in their bodies unconditionally... Chen Jin also said that apart from the beautiful scenery in Dali, these Girls are his favorite. They are like a cloud. When they come, it is sunny. When they leave, they follow the wind in Dali and go south... Even if they leave, they leave behind the most beautiful The dusk of the night has never cast a shadow in his heart.

He is such a beast, sleeping with other people, but he still wants to talk about such a literary art, but Dali is indeed such a place, and countless people come and go every day in the wind and snow.I left as soon as I left, but those nights with stories will remain in the hearts of people like Chen Jin, and will never be erased!
In my silence, Chen Jin said to me jokingly again: "When we have more spare money, we can also buy a convertible car. If we have nothing to do, we can take on some travel photography jobs, and maybe we can be in On the way, I met a girl who was in love with me!"

In the wind blowing on my face, I squinted my eyes and replied: "If you feel that your life value can be realized in such a thing, you just go ahead and do it."

"I'm just kidding you, why are you being so serious?"

"Didn't you always like Nicole's noble soul? When you have these dirty thoughts, you don't feel guilty at all?"

Chen Jinxiao: "I am a greedy person, so while I like Nicole's noble soul, I am also obsessed with Tina's sexy and plump body. As long as I think of them, I feel that this world is very beautiful, because my body and spirit are very satisfied. Once a person feels satisfied, the guilt you mentioned is not important...so...I really enjoy this kind of indulgence that I can drink tonight and die tonight."

"Be careful to lose your personality!"

"If you have to sacrifice your personality to be happy, then I choose happiness..."

Chen Jin seemed to have opened himself up completely. He took off his sunglasses and said loudly to me: "Look at the Cangshan Mountain on the left, and then at the Erhai Lake on the right... If you still use the rules to lock yourself up in such a place, then You are the number one idiot in the world..."

As he spoke, he put his middle finger and thumb into his mouth, and then whistled hard... After attracting the attention of the girls sitting in the jeep, he waved at them flirtatiously...

He has a pair of attractive peach blossom eyes, and he grew a beard after arriving in Dali. In addition to being sexy, his image is also a bit more mature, so it is easy to win the favor of women. Those girls are so teased by him. Can't help it, either smiling at him, or calling him handsome in the wind; even a girl threw to him the flower props she was holding in her hand for taking pictures. The car was driving, but of course Chen Jin couldn't catch it. It fell to the ground, was blown by the wind, and the petals scattered all over the ground in the rearview mirror...

Chen Jin laughed, and the girls in the jeep laughed too.

Seeing Chen Jin with his hands off the steering wheel, I really felt something in my heart... At this moment, he let go not only of the steering wheel, but also the shackles of fate.Suddenly, the so-called right and wrong seem to be no longer so important to him... If he is really happy because of this, as a friend, I don't want to talk about him anymore.

And me?And what kind of opportunities do you need to experience to fully open yourself up like Chen Jin?

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Back in the ancient city, I went to the "Women's Flower" bar with Chen Jin. It was rare to see Tina and Nicole in the same place, as well as Yang Sisi, Bai Lu, Nie Dangdang's father, Lao Nie, and Xiao Song from the car rental company; The inn owner Sanbao I met recently was also there, and even Cao Xue gave up the habit of going to the bathing center to take a bath at night, sitting and chatting with Nicole in a serious manner...

These people are high and low, but today they are all gathered here for me. I am very touched. I feel that I am in Dali, and I finally have such a heart-warming circle. It is they who make me want to be in this place. Stay for a long time.

Chen Jin was so shameless that he even gave Tina a bottle of perfume in front of Nicole, and then gave Nicole a box of facial masks in front of Tina, but he was scolded by both of them, but he didn't care. He ran to chat with Yang Sisi on the next table.

For some reason, Yang Sisi didn't like him very much, so she suffered from Yang Sisi again... Yang Sisi's mouth is so sharp, every word can make him feel ashamed.

But it's really good to have him here, because when he is deflated by women, that's when we have the most laughs.

So, while I was smoking a cigarette, I laughed at the jokes he brought... At this moment, I am not out of gregarious, nor too lonely... I believe that if Lao Mi and my mother can see this scene, they will definitely I will be very relieved for the current me.

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Amidst the laughter, the phone vibrated on the table, I laughed and looked down...

"Mi Gao, to this day, I really don't know what you think of me... But if I still have a choice, no matter how difficult it is, I will not abandon you and let you bear this alone The indifference and disasters of the world... I love you, and it has never changed!"

My heart trembled, and then I put the phone down, and I couldn't help but think of those sworn vows in the green years... I love Lu Jia, at least once.

But I don't know how to reply... I don't know what kind of mood made her send me such a message... I remember that in the recent relationship, she has always been calm and restrained... Even As I said, it would be better if we weren't lovers, if that's the case.

Perhaps it was Dali, which is different from Shanghai, that gave her such a mood...

I have experienced that in the ancient city of Dali, one person will be really lonely when watching other people in pairs. The poison of this kind of loneliness is doubled, and only those who have really come will understand.

After reading this message again, I didn't force myself to reply, so I put it on hold.

Although I know that Lao Mi, my mother, and even Lu Jia's parents also hope that we will get back together.

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When I was about to eat, my mother called me and said that Lao Mi had a low-grade fever, probably due to acclimatization, and she asked us young people to play by ourselves.

I proposed to go to the hotel to see Lao Mi. My mother said that Lao Mi had taken medicine and had already fallen asleep, and told me not to disturb his rest.

Lao Mi's body has always been strong, and the low-grade fever is only a minor problem, so I didn't worry too much... I decided to go to the hotel to see them after eating with these friends.

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Because Lao Mi and my mother did not participate, everyone was completely relaxed during the dinner. Before I lost consciousness after drinking, everyone else was already in a state of insanity.

In the end, I didn't know who got me back at all, so my plan to go to the hotel to see Lao Mi fell through.

In a daze, someone has been supporting me to walk, and opened the door for me... My consciousness sometimes disappears, and I feel the warmth coming from my mouth, thinking that someone is feeding me water...

But it was obviously the feeling of tongue sticking in.

I'm not sure if this is real or just a drunken dream.

I am restless!

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When I woke up the next day, everything was calm, I was hurting my head, looking at the white curtains... I just remembered the message Lu Jia sent me before drinking... and the reason why I drank so much was also because of this message information……

When I don't know what to do, I like to use alcohol to numb myself... This is probably the biggest weakness in my character, and it hasn't changed from Shanghai to Dali.

(End of this chapter)