I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 412 She's Back
If I say that I chose to leave Shanghai a long time ago, it was a reconstruction of my life; then leaving Dali to Jimo is more like a thorough baptism of my heart... During the half a year in Jimo, I seem to have changed a person, Become content with the situation, become not enterprising.

I haven't made any money for a long time, but fortunately, my expenses are not large, so I still have a lot of money in hand.

But I don't admit that this is depravity, I call it carefree.

At the age of 30, I am lucky to be associated with such a high-level word as Xiaoyao... At least, after a series of uncontrollable things happened, I didn't turn myself into a bitter and hated person. I just love the sea more, so I spend a lot of time on the beach every day, watching fishing boats go out to sea, watching the ebb and flow of the tide...

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At first, I didn’t want to come to Jimo. I went to Xiamen and stayed by the seaside for a month... But like Dali, Xiamen is a city more literary and artistic, and more enthusiastic about tourism construction; Enough of the tourist atmosphere here, I don't want to see those unfamiliar faces with backpacks and looking around every day.

So, on a morning just after breakfast, I left Xiamen without warning...

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After Xiamen, I went to Zhoushan, LYG, Yantai, Weihai, Rizhao, these coastal cities along the way; but the stay time did not exceed half a month. Although the tourist atmosphere of these cities is not as strong as Xiamen, there are still, and this is I have no reason to stay long.

Finally, I stopped in Jimo. Of course, there is a tourist atmosphere here... But I like the name of this city. It is a homonym for "lonely", which fits my state of mind at this stage. I am indeed lonely while looking for with a new state of life.

I am really lonely, because at this moment, I am far, far away from those people in Dali and those right and wrong...

In the past six months, I haven't been back to Dali, and even changed my contact information... Except for the occasional contact with Lu Jia who is abroad, I have never contacted anyone in Dali.

But that doesn't mean I've forgotten them...I haven't forgotten them. Sometimes when I'm sitting by the sea in a daze, I'll think of one of them inexplicably.

I don't know, is Chen Jin still as romantic as before?Has Nicole given up her obsession?After rebuilding the bathroom, the temple directed by Ma has refurbished the canteen...Also, Yang Sisi, I don't know if she stayed in Dali or returned to Shanghai...

Half a year is enough time for too many things to happen, maybe she has already looked away and has a real boyfriend.

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Last night, I had a dream. I dreamed of Ye Zhi again. I dreamed that I was sitting on the roof and saw her... She stood under the eaves and told me that she missed me very much.

In the dream, I knew it was a dream.

It has been more than a year, no one has seen her again, and there is no news of her, she will not come back again.

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This evening, I was sitting by the seaside smoking as usual, and a fishing boat came ashore in a short while.The bosses of the surrounding seafood shops flocked to the store, wanting to buy first-hand fresh seafood at a low price.

I forgot to mention that the place where I live now is called Xiangyangzhuang. It is a fishing village. The village is built on the mountain and faces the sea. When buying and selling seafood, it will be lively for a while, and the rest of the time, it is as quiet as I am alone.

At the most exciting time, Yutou found me... I met Yutou at the local motorcycle club. He was a handsome guy, but just because his surname was Yu, he was dubbed Yutou by people in the club.

Yutou is a second-generation fisherman, and his family is a typical example of relying on the sea to eat the sea. In addition to a seafood wholesale city, there is also a very high-end sea view hotel...

Because he is a second-generation fisherman, the difference between us in the club is also the greatest... This is reflected in the motorcycle.

He has a Ducati Devil, the best motorcycle in the club, and I have a small displacement light pedal.

At that time, due to the shortage of cars and people, the club advertised for recruitment in this fishing village. I signed up through the QQ group they provided.

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Yutou took off his riding gloves and sat down beside me. He lit a cigarette and said to me, "Brother Mi... quit the club."

I laughed: "I didn't pay a penny less for the membership fee...why should I refund it?"

"The club wants to develop, and all motorcycles with a price of less than 2 yuan will be eliminated... This is everyone's opinion, there is no way... Otherwise, you can change the motorcycle... I guess you can't afford it, but you can. You have changed it a long time ago... just this Guangyang, is it a second-hand car bought from someone else?"

"Knights don't distinguish between high and low, and motorcycles don't distinguish between high and low... Did you say that?"

"I said it...but I really did it for your own good...just yesterday, the club next door fell to his death, and he was also riding a pedal. When the street was blown up, he couldn't keep up with the convoy and was run over by a muck truck. They're all out...it's on Qingwei Road."

"I won't retreat, don't scare me... If such a big thing happened, it would have spread the word a long time ago."

"Brother Mi...retire. If you really want me to tell the truth, it's ugly...you won't be able to save face."

"It's okay, just say... I have a big heart."

"Your heart is big enough!"

After a short pause, Yutou said again: "Let's tell you this...Everyone thinks you're quite pretentious...Every time you bend, I see you posing from afar...The poses are so beautiful, But I only saw my body pressed down, but the car was still straight... You said you stepped on the pedal, what kind of bend did you make... Who knows that you did this to express yourself in front of the girls in the team... But everyone else Take you as a laughing stock...Of course, this is a trivial matter...The point is, the team is really unprofessional with a pedal...Our team has been improving, and now even domestic cars are not allowed in, the last time It has to be a Japanese car too..."

"If you put it in a period of turmoil, you are the type of person who is most likely to be a traitor."

"Don't put a hat on me... Let's talk about the facts. In the field of motorcycles, domestic cars are really not in the mainstream... First-class clubs are not allowing domestic cars to enter now. This is the trend!"

"Be clear first, are you rejecting me, or my car... If you say you reject me, I really think you have no eyesight... just the few in the convoy Girl, can Mi Gao like me?...You really don't know how beautiful my ex-girlfriend is..."

Yutou interrupted me, and said: "Don't be bragging, can you... With your sloppy look, which girl can fall in love with you... Seriously, everyone really hates you People, every time there is an event, I want to put you aside, but you are the most active one. Every time there are still an hour before the agreed time, you have already arrived... You say, you What are you trying to do, don’t you just want to show yourself in front of a few girls... I’ve seen people like you a lot... But even if you’re pretending to be aggressive, you have to have some financial strength... Let’s play cars, It's really not worth taking money... But you said it yourself, every time we were engaged in team building, did you take the initiative to buy an order... Everyone thinks you are boring and not enough friends!"

"The last time I ran the New Northern Line, did I invite you all to drink mutton soup?"

"7 yuan a bowl of mutton soup, thank you so much... my uncle!"

I don't speak, and I don't have any emotions in my heart... I just think it's fun to get together with this group of children, and it can relieve the daily boredom... I'm really bored, and I've been idle for half a year. No money was ever made.

Yutou said again: "Brother Mi, you should be more careful...the last time I met someone like you was in the textbook when I was in school...it was the Ah Q written by Lu Xun...Look... Do you look like him? You are quite old, and you don’t have a girlfriend... I think about the girls in the team every day... Such tender girls, can they be your favorite... You just start from the club Retire, and think about your personal problems carefully, don't idle around all day... I don't see you have a serious job to do, and everyone in the village is wary of you..."

I smiled and replied, "Are you here to get me out of the club, or are you here to teach me how to behave?"

"I'm scolded every day for being worthless, but I'm not qualified to teach you how to be a man... But the people in the village have bad mouths... You can do it yourself... You should also think about the club's affairs."

"If you refund all the previous membership dues to me, I will refund it."

"Look...look...how unkind you are!"

"If you don't quit, I won't quit... It doesn't matter if you bother me, as long as I like you."

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Just as Yutou and I were chatting randomly, my mobile phone, which only the delivery boy could call, suddenly vibrated in my pocket... I picked it up to check, it was a Shanghai number, and it seemed familiar.

I stared at it for a long time, then connected.

"Mi Gao, I'm Jian Zihan... You must be quite surprised, but it's not difficult to find your new number..."

After being silent for a while, she said again: "Ye Zi came back... About a month ago... She had no contact with anyone, so I didn't hear about it until yesterday... I really want to know, she has been here for more than a year. What happened during the time...but no one knows except herself..."

"What... what did you say?"

"She's back...you're not dreaming, and I'm not dreaming either...she's in Shanghai...but she hasn't contacted me...certainly hasn't contacted you either...she survived the shipwreck ...It's absolutely true!"

It was so sudden, just like hearing that she had an accident in Thailand, even more sudden than this.

I looked up to the distance of the sea...the setting sun was hanging obliquely on the sea level...the place was golden yellow.

It must not be a dream, there is no sunshine in the dream!
(End of this chapter)