I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 450

Gently exhaling the smoke from my mouth, I lost my mind for a while looking at the giant billboard opposite the hotel, but my spiritual exploration has never stopped; for the first time in my life, several women who will appear in my life A comparison was made.

In the past, I was very reluctant to make such a comparison, because I knew that I was a strong-willed person, and I also knew what kind of woman I wanted to spend my life with.

At this moment, some of the beliefs I held fast have loosened.

I don't want to comment on this looseness, but this looseness is enough to change me and make me a different man.

……

After standing still for a while, I finally checked the time when Yang Sisi sent me a message, exactly five hours had passed.

After much hesitation, I chose not to reply to the message; firstly, I didn't want to disturb her rest; secondly, the United States is too far away, and she has a heavy responsibility. If I let her know that I am in Shanghai, the kind of people who want to come back , but the feeling of not being able to come back will definitely make her very uncomfortable.

Thinking about it again, this is probably the difference between me and Cao Xiaobei and others. Compared with them, I have less passion, but I am more willing to think about her from Yang Sisi's perspective.

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Walking out of the hotel, I wandered the streets, tortured by boredom...

I wanted to invite Dai Qiang, who was working in Shanghai, and that cousin out for dinner; but when I thought that one of them belonged to Ye Zhi and the other belonged to Jian Zihan, I gave up the idea.

But after thinking about it, I felt that I was also quite ruthless, because since Ye Zhi came back, I have done a lot of things to hurt her, and said a lot of ruthless things, but she used to be kind to me, but continued. to date.

Let’s just talk about Dai Qiang and that cousin, without Ye Zhi’s help, how could they have achieved today’s results; especially Dai Qiang, who has been reused all the time, if it is not because of me, it is a bit self-deceiving.

But because of this, I feel even more sad...

I know that the former Ye Zhi really loved me, and because of this, my family was also taken care of.

If it is said that there is a difference between high and low love, Ye Zhi's love is very high...at least for a while.

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Based on this mood, I took the initiative to call Dai Qiang. If he had time, I would ask him out to have a meal together. It is not necessary to talk about Ye Zhi, but I must make up for the missing family affection over the past year.

Dai Qiang on the other end of the phone seemed very busy, he asked eagerly, "Hello, who is it?"

"Your brother."

He froze for a moment, and then said suddenly: "Brother?... I'm going, am I dreaming?... You haven't heard from me this year, and I asked my aunt, but she didn't say anything... I really want to send you away." Be a missing person!"

I smiled and replied, "I'm not coming back, and I'm in Shanghai right now, do you have time to come out for a meal?"

"No, I really can't go out now. I have a report in my hand, and it must be completed before 10:30. If I can't finish it, I will be held accountable!"

"Then you should be busy first."

"If you don't leave tomorrow, I'll treat you to dinner. I have half a day off tomorrow afternoon."

When Dai Qiang said this, I heard the sound of closing the door, and he seemed to have entered a private office; as expected, he lowered his voice and said to me: "You must have known about my sister-in-law's return, right? ... She It has been a week since I re-managed the group, I heard that I came back a month ago, but I haven’t made any public appearances.”

"Well, I knew about it at about the same time as you...but don't call me in front of my sister-in-law and behind my sister-in-law...I sound awkward!"

"What's wrong?"

"Are you really stupid, or are you pretending to be stupid with me?"

"I'm really not stupid, I just don't understand the situation...but I can tell you a little bit about what I know."

Speaking of this, Dai Qiang's voice became even lower: "Brother, you know... There are rumors in the group that what happened to my sister-in-law in Thailand at that time was probably not a natural disaster, but a man-made disaster... For more than a year, my sister-in-law has been waiting for an opportunity... Although this news has not been confirmed, there will definitely be a result... Just wait and see, if this thing is true, it won't be long before the person who blackmailed my sister-in-law , it will come to the surface, because since my sister-in-law can come back, she will definitely not let it go... Let me tell you, the bigger the group is, the more terrifying the internal conflicts will be, and now I really understand it!"

I can't describe my feelings at this moment, I just feel my heart tremble, tremble, and beat very hard, and after a while I said to Dai Qiang: "Recall what you just said, and you think you can believe it. ?"

"Brother...don't believe it, you have never worked in such a group, and the interest relationship here is really scary!"

I retorted: "Then it is also a rumor, who can confirm it?"

Dai Qiang replied patiently: "If it was someone else, I would definitely not talk about this matter... But you are different, you should at least have a little respect for your sister-in-law for more than a year... I am with you Said, even if you don't call me today, I will definitely find a way to get your phone number, and then talk to you about this matter... I know, you will definitely hate sister-in-law, hate her for making you suffer It’s been a year of suffering, but please think about it... my sister-in-law is already so good to me, taking care of me everywhere... If she had no choice, how could she have the heart to hurt you?"

After an extremely long silence, I finally replied in a low voice: "Dai Qiang, listen carefully...whether she hurt me or I hurt her...I have already taken the past lightly...I Calling you has no other meaning, just thinking that we brothers haven't seen each other for so long, and we have a meal together... If you don't have time, let's make an appointment next time. "

"elder brother……"

"You have to hand in the report at 10:30... let's not talk about it."

Before Dai Qiang could speak again, I took the initiative to hang up the phone.

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I was still walking alone on the street with people coming and going, but my mood was no longer the same as when I just went out.I couldn't control my heart and thought about many things related to Ye Zhi.

I'm not going to lie, until now when I think about it, I still feel my heartbeat when I ran into her on the viewing platform.

This makes me feel miserable, I want to have a glass of forgetfulness water that can make me lose part of my memory, and then drink it in one gulp.

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Just when I lost myself again, Yang Sisi, who was far away in the United States, called me, probably because I had not waited for my reply, or because I was really curious about what I would send her.

(End of this chapter)