I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 457 Take me away
I was very confused, but subconsciously I could still feel how determined Yang Sisi looked at me.She was longing for an answer, and it was also an attachment that she still didn't want to let go after her heart was broken countless times.

I raised my head, took a deep puff of the cigarette, and thought of the countless scenes I have experienced with her over the years. At this moment, I especially want to hug her. For me, this may be the answer, but What words should I use to say it?

I was at a loss: a man, after being hurt by a woman, can quickly try to find comfort in another woman; or, I liked Yang Sisi very much, but because of Ye Zhi's appearance, I was sure To separate each other, and firmly believe that you will not like two women at the same time.

Yes, I am a traditional man in my bones. I always feel that being passionate is a sin, so I will deliberately avoid it.

At this time, I really want to call Chen Jin, and I want to ask him: How did he manage to love Tina's body and Nicole's soul at the same time... Not only that, he can also love her at the same time Mess with countless women... He always tells me that he will definitely enjoy himself in time on the road of love, but I think this is a desperate self-indulgence... But no matter what the result is, He always does.

I finally opened my mouth and said to Yang Sisi: "Before I answer you, can you tell me, can one person really fall in love with two people at the same time?...even more!"

"I don't know... But love must be deep or shallow... Just like me, maybe I have a crush on Cao Xiaobei, but I never thought of marrying him... And you, when you were with me, What kind of mood are you in?"

I hesitated to speak.

Yang Sisi said to me again: "Are you particularly afraid of being a scumbag?...You obviously love Ye Zhi deeply, so how could you like Yang Sisi?"

"No, I'm not afraid of being a scumbag on my back...I've always been a man who pursues simplicity in love, and I reject complicated love relationships...I just want to find a woman to live my life in peace and stability. If you don’t pursue romance, you don’t need to be liked by many people!”

With a hint of melancholy, Yang Sisi smiled and said: "Yes, if you were not such a man, how could I like you? ... So, people are really contradictory, if you can really love Ye Zhi at the same time , still like me, then would I still like you like this?... I think I am an emotionally clean person, but I still can't help but want to get an answer from you!"

I wiped my face heavily with my hands, and it took me a while to reply: "There are some things that really shouldn't be asked for answers... The answers I want may be against my will. The real answer only exists in the relationship between two people." , you should feel it with your heart.”

"So, if one day I completely disappeared from your life, or died...would you be sad?"

"I will be in pain!"

Yang Sisi looked at me with tears in her eyes, then smiled and said to me: "It's worth it!... I believe this is your sincere words... Whether you like it or not, at least it proves that I am very important to you... You In this lifetime, no matter who you end up with, you will never forget me."

I was silent, but there was a little impulse in my heart, I wanted to say "I like you" to her, this very important sentence.

I am not a piece of wood. It has been more than three years, and there will always be a few clear moments that allow me to see my inner thoughts... Yes, if there is no Ye Zhi, the situation between me and Yang Sisi may be different .

But at the moment when I was about to speak, she smiled and said to me: "Mi Gao, on the day Ye Zhi gets married, are you going to snatch the marriage?... If you dare to go, I will accompany you... "

My emotions suddenly disappeared, I just shook my head, and then signaled to her that I didn't have such a ridiculous idea.

"Then guess, when you and Lu Jia get married, will Ye Zhi go and snatch you away?"

As Yang Sisi said, she filled a glass of wine for herself and drank it in one go...

I just looked at her like this, and after a while I replied: "Why do you have so many out-of-the-ordinary thoughts in your mind?"

"Because I've thought about what I'll do when you really get married... Maybe I'll pretend I don't know, or maybe... Maybe I'll mess with you... I'll tell Lu Jia that you don't love her ...Although you don't love me...But I don't care...As long as you are not married, you can't drive me out of your world!"

Yang Sisi poured herself another glass of wine, but drank it all in one gulp.

Only then did I understand why she had to ask me to drink, but she also drank herself.

She just wants to use this drunkenness to let us say all the things that should be said and should not be said... Maybe in this way, she will feel that she has no regrets.

While staring at each other, I didn't respond. I poured her another glass of wine and signaled her to finish it. I wanted to see what kind of words she could say after she was drunk... My current mood Like her, it is also a state of non-avoidance.

This is probably the most indulgent time since I got along with her, so I dare to listen to what she says.

However, her drinking capacity was really bad, she just drank three glasses in a row, and she was already drowsy.

That's fine, she's calmed down, I should go too... Although it's hard to get a car here, as long as you want to leave, you will always find a way.

……

Turn on all the lights in the living room, I helped Yang Sisi go to the bedroom where she lived, I took off her shoes and socks for her... Then I looked at her, she calmed down like a budding flower, open in autumn...

How can there be flowers blooming in autumn?

This is too precious, so precious that people can't bear to pick it!
I touched her cheek lightly, and covered her with the blanket again.

I should really go... Farewell to Shanghai, back to Dali, it is a new beginning.

If we say, there is still such a pity...it is that I didn't let her eat the preserved egg and lean pork porridge I brought from Dali.

……

Walking out of the villa, Shanghai in the early summer was still showing a little bit of coolness. I unconsciously lit a cigarette and tucked my collar... I looked at the brightest place and finally decided which way to go Walking in the right direction... But at the moment when I took my steps, in the dark world, I felt a sense of loss, carrying loneliness and going to the end of the world.

That is, the moment I turned my head, I saw Yang Sisi who opened the window, so she was not drunk...

The evening wind messed up her hair, so she shouted to me against the wind: "Migao...take me away...you can go anywhere...You support me, I will wash and cook for you, and have children!... ..."

She was drunk, standing on a villa worth tens of millions, but asked me to raise her!
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