I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 547 I Will Silently Follow You
After all these years, I have never rejected Lu Jia so loudly, and I can no longer care about her mood... because I am also a victim in this ambiguous relationship!
I put out the cigarette in my hand, and took another look at Lu Jia who was sitting on the sofa. Her eyes were very loose, like a person who had lost her soul.

After a while, she finally wiped away the tears hanging on her face. I knew that with her personality, she would definitely say something to me... She is not a woman who will easily resign herself to others just because of a few words.

"Mi Gao, I know what you think now, the more I talk, the more disgusted you are... Anyway, I won't say anything... I will just tell you clearly, the two houses in Dali and Chengdu , even if you break the sky, you can't take it away from me... You can think that I am a shameless woman... It doesn't matter, just treat it as a broken pot... Anyway, I am not happy, and won't make you feel better..."

"Do we have to lose both?"

"I don't hurt, I have nothing to hurt... Anyway, if you don't want me, someone else will want me... The one who really hurts is you... I have wasted your youth, and I have taken over your assets... See for yourself, what valuable things do you have on your body now?"

"When you say these words, it's like a different person!"

"Could it be that you, Mi Gao, are the only ones who can change in this world?"

"Yes, of course you will change... If I had known earlier, you would have become so thorough... I shouldn't have helped you on the train...Because you are such a cruel woman, even if someone else took over your Seat, you are more capable than me..."

Lu Jia remained silent.

Her silence made me flustered, so I lightened my tone and said to her: "Lu Jia, let's get together and get together, don't be enemies, okay?"

"Don't tell me this, my brain is messed up now."

"I can give you time to calm down... You have the right to choose to live a right life... You are right, your own conditions are much better than mine... You are a returnee from studying abroad, and you have a high salary Work, you are not afraid to find the right person in this material world... you can let me go and make yourself decent."

"With you, I have no dignity at all... I made it very clear, if you don't get married, otherwise you don't expect to get these two houses back."

I was so anxious that I subconsciously took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it. After taking a deep breath, I said to Lu Jia in a low voice, "I doubt it, have you really loved me? ... You have seen the darkest days in my life... So you know better than anyone else how difficult it is for a person like me who has no foundation to make a career in this society ... These two houses were bought by me risking everything... If you really loved me, no matter what, you would not be willing to put me in such a situation... You really want to bury me with your own hands person?"

Lu Jia scolded: "If I wanted to bury you, would I still come to you with my account book? ... Or do you think that marrying me is the biggest bury for you?"

"Not to mention the present, if time goes back three years and I still work in Shanghai with a salary of only 6000 yuan a month and live in a rented house, would you still dare to marry me?... If you don't dare, I'm afraid I will live forever. I didn't even have a chance to see what your account book looks like... Lu Jia, what I dislike the most is that you pay with calculations... Can't two people be more pure when they are together?... If you can Be honest with me, when I was in Shanghai, maybe I wouldn’t do anything, I was so cautious and timid... I was afraid that if I couldn’t do well, you would be disappointed and unhappy... I especially Tired, but I don't know how to express it to you!"

"I admit what you said...From now on, I can make it up to you...I beg you to give me a chance."

I took a deep breath of the cigarette, and my heart was filled with despair... I found that Lu Jia and I could no longer communicate normally, because she would always avoid the important points in my words... She looked unconscious, but she was more Sober at all times... so much so that what I say is like a hammer on cotton, without pain or itching.

Amidst the pain in my throat, I finally said to Lu Jia: "You value material things yourself, thinking that everyone else is like you...so you will blackmail me with the house...I will not compromise, because we have Completely different values...Look at it, Lu Jia...I will turn your rejection into motivation in my heart...From now on, you can keep your eyes open and look at how I, Mi Gao In the predicament, I came out step by step... You are right, I have nothing materially, but my spirit has always been rich... It is a gold mine... Unfortunately, you have never been the one who can dig this gold mine. The woman in the mine... because your eyes and heart have been blinded by your calculations, you will never find the shining places on my body!"

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After saying these words, Lu Jia and I parted ways in the "Cangshan Yishu" house... I don't know how long Lu Jia will sit there, anyway, I can't sit still...

On an asphalt road covered with landscape lights, I limped against the cold wind and walked towards the corner at the end of the road...

Standing at the end of the road, I couldn't wait for a taxi, and I was already in no mood. I just smoked while feeling the cold wind blowing from my neck to the Erhai Lake.

I'm so lost...

At this moment, I doubted my vision, why would there be a woman like Lu Jia in my life?
She makes me feel suffocated... It seems that as long as I don't want to get married with her, she will ruthlessly drive me to death!
She didn't consider my situation at all; although I have never expressed it to others, the incident of being hit and broken my leg really hit me hard... I became sensitive because of this, and I was afraid that I would really become a You're useless, that's why you desperately want to make a career...

I have always been a man with strong self-esteem, and I can't tolerate myself like this, but when I was standing by the abyss, Lu Jia pushed me hard again.

I am not wrong, it is her who is wrong... She is too selfish!

This time, even if I fight to the death, I will not indulge her again.

……

In a daze, a car stopped beside me, and Ye Zhi pressed the window of the car, she said to me: "Where are you going, do you want me to give you a ride?"

"No...a taxi will come in a moment."

Ye Zhi opened the car door and walked out of the car. Seeing her beautiful appearance, I felt ashamed... So I leaned on a cane, moved my body, and looked to the other side.

"Didn't you get that house?"

After pondering for a while, I asked back: "Do you think this is normal or abnormal?"

"People are greedy...don't take it too seriously...take it as a test."

"Yes...that's all I can think of."

After a while of silence, Ye Zhi walked up to me from beside me.She looked at me, then stretched out her hand to straighten my hair that was blown by the wind, and with an encouraging smile, she said: "No matter what time you are, you are the best in my heart... If one day, you If you succeed, I must be the happiest person in the world for you...so be like a fighter, cheer up...I will silently pay attention to you...come on!"

(End of this chapter)