I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 569 Deep Concern

After drinking the wine in the glass in one gulp, I closed my eyes tightly again, swallowing the extremely spicy aftertaste in my stomach... I am used to it, and I am not willing to use physical pain to escape the conflict in my heart. Imagine that picture in your mind.

During this process, An An kept looking at me, as if she really wanted to get an answer from me.

I wiped my face heavily with both hands, and then I said to her: "One of them is in the morning, and the other is in the evening. If it were you, who would you choose?"

After thinking for a while, An An replied, "I understand what you mean."

"As long as you know!"

"I think you want both... because morning represents vitality; dusk is the most beautiful moment of the day, just like a glass of old wine, the more you drink it, the more delicious it becomes."

I almost failed to hold the lighter in my hand. After staring at her for a long time, I replied: "I never thought you could say such unreliable words!"

"Embracing left and right, isn't that what you men dream of the most?"

"Whether it's a dream or not, as long as we live in a society ruled by law, we have to talk about things according to the law."

"Only in the fairy tale world, there are so many romantic fantasies of a man and a woman... In the adult world, there are too many desires and choices... Many times, these desires and choices can be seen by you...I am the most A vivid example... He didn't want to divorce his wife because he was afraid of damaging his own image; he also didn't want to leave me, so he could only use money and material things to keep me, and then maintain a relationship between me and his wife. A delicate balance... Anyway, he did it, although in different ways, he did keep both women by his side."

I looked at An'an and didn't know what to say for a moment. She was always like this. When she talked, she would take a stand and analyze herself or a social phenomenon.

For me, this has no reference value, because I will never be the man who controls others in my life. I have my own bottom line and loyalty, which has nothing to do with social status or money.

An An seemed to realize this too, and she said to me with apology: "I'm sorry, not every woman in this world is like me, and not every man is like him... We are the negative teaching materials of this society... ...impossible for long!"

After pondering for a while, I asked, "Have you never thought about getting rid of this kind of life?"

"I thought about it, I think about it every day...but I am a canary in a cage. Even if I break out of the cage one day, I have completely lost touch with this society. I don't know how to survive...you want me to Returning to the entertainment industry will only lead to an even more humiliating life...You know that industry!"

"Do you want to invest in something?"

An An replied with a wry smile: "There is no trustworthy person, and there is no reliable investment channel."

"What do you think of this bar?"

An An looked at me with doubts on her face, she didn't know why I asked her so suddenly.

I hurriedly explained: "It's like this. I have a project in my hand and am anxiously waiting for the start-up funds, so I want to cash out the shares in this bar, but the price I offered is not low. I talked to a few people, and they didn't ability next."

"How many shares do you have and how much do you want to transfer?"

"30.00% of the shares, transfer price, 200 million."

An An tapped his temple, and replied after a long while: "He did put a bank card on my side. If it was only two or three million, he might not pay attention...Although two million is not about how much money, But it will definitely attract his attention, and if he wants to ask me where the money is going, I’m not very good at explaining it.”

I was a little surprised: "He won't let you make some investment yourself?"

"He is a very suspicious person. If I want to make an investment, he will definitely suspect that I have two intentions... He also understands that once I can become financially independent, the relationship between us will change. Fragile... So, he always told me that he can support me for the rest of my life, and I don't have to do anything, and I'm not allowed to think about making money... In his opinion, what he gave me is enough!"

I know in my heart that this relationship is very deformed, but it is inconvenient to say too much, because no matter what An An chooses, I have no way to be responsible for her future. If she listens to me, she makes a choice that I regret , she will hate me.

After pondering for a while, I finally said, "I can understand your difficulties, so just pretend I haven't said anything about it."

An An seemed to want to say something more, but in the end she held back... I could see that she wanted to take over the shares from me, but she really didn't dare to make that man unhappy, so after weighing it, she just I can choose this.

……

It was already 11:[-] at night when I left the bar and returned to my place of residence; after I washed up briefly, I lay down on the bed.After thinking about it, I still contacted Jian Zihan on WeChat, and I asked her if she slept.

Probably because he hadn't contacted her for a few days, Jian Zihan responded with a few surprised expressions, and then asked, "Is there anything wrong?"

Without further ado, I transferred 10 yuan to her via WeChat.

"Are you crazy?... Even if you win 10 million in the lottery, it's not your way... Why did you transfer [-] yuan to me? We don't have any friendship!"

"Don't pretend to be garlic... I know it all."

"What do you know?...It's inexplicable!"

"It's boring to talk too much, you can collect the money."

Jian Zihan immediately called the phone, and I sighed before answering it. Before I could speak, Jian Zihan said to me in a particularly funny tone: "Mi Gao, you transferred 10 yuan to me for no reason. What does money mean?"

It was only then that I realized something was wrong, so I pondered for a moment before replying: "Our bar opened, didn't Ye Zhi borrow your company's resources to make an advertisement for us... I have inquired about the market for this advertisement The price is between 10 and 15. Considering that I passively accepted this resource, I can only give you 10 yuan as compensation. There is no way for other shareholders to follow behind with such a big favor!"

"I understand... But I can tell you that I haven't contacted Ye Zi for half a month... She must have done this for you by herself. She was afraid that you would think too much, so she pushed it on me ... How can there be such a stupid woman in this world? ... She thinks everything from your point of view, and bears all the pain by herself... She really thinks she is made of iron!"

I have mixed feelings.

Jian Zihan asked me again: "Have you had a bad time recently?"

I asked back: "Where do you see that I am not doing well?"

"Ye Zhike clearly told me clearly that if you live well, forget it... If you live badly, she will feel sorry for you for the rest of her life... she can only do something like this now. Prove that you are not doing well!"

I stared at the ceiling for a long time in a daze, and then I replied: "Is she also afraid of indebting me? ... If so, there is no need for this at all, because I have been willing to wait for her for the past year or so. The idea is that she can come back, and I didn't think about getting anything in return from her."

"If people's ideas can be highly unified, then there will be no conflicts..."

"You're right. The biggest contradiction between us is that we all insist on what we think is right, but we never calm down to think about what the other party needs!"

Jian Zihan sighed: "So I don't want to meddle between you... I think that when you don't fully understand some things, others will get involved, and it will only become more and more chaotic... But I I still hope that you are together, the reason is very simple, because you both have each other in your heart, and you are deeply concerned about each other!"

(End of this chapter)