I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 58 The Lie Debunked
In the finale of the movie, Yang Sisi and I looked at each other, and I tried to snatch the bottle of skin care water from her hand, but she hugged me even tighter than before, and shouted at me: "What are you doing, What you gave to others, you still want to go back?!"

"Bring it, haven't you never used such a cheap thing, I'm afraid it will spoil you!"

"I'm so poor now, how can I spoil it... Stop making trouble, it's not good to disturb the people behind watching movies."

"Don't talk nonsense, take it back."

"I was wrong, I was wrong, it's okay..."

"Where did you go wrong?"

"I should be very surprised, very surprised... I shouldn't have made sarcastic remarks to you on the premise that I know you have a glass heart."

"It's late, return it to me quickly, and I'll give it to Bai Lu."

Yang Sisi looked at me with a little displeasure, and replied after a while: "What kind of a hero is it to give it to Bai Lu?... If you have the ability to give it to Ye Zhi, I'll return it to you... I'm afraid she won't like it even more. She is very rich, and you don't even look at the skin care products she uses, there are tens of thousands of them."

I was immediately discouraged, then turned my gaze away from Yang Sisi, and said, "Is there any energy in saying this?"

"Coward!"

Yang Sisi scorned me while stuffing the skin care lotion into her purse, and then told the audience behind me who had been dissatisfied with us for a long time, saying that I have a brain problem, and told them not to argue with me.

……

This free movie showed me my internal injuries, so that when I returned to the inn, I was still a little depressed.I had no desire to fall asleep, so I sat alone by the Erhai Lake, smoking a cigarette and drinking a sip of beer as usual.

The Erhai Lake is different from the Bund. The high-rise buildings on the Bund will always compress the pain in your body into a single point, and then shoot through the most vulnerable part of your heart like a bullet; while the Erhai Lake, because there are no tall buildings around it, and there is no hustle and bustle It will give people a very open feeling, it is like a huge pot, which can hold all the sorrows, and the wind is the flame at the bottom of the pot, it will boil your sorrows in a short time, and then turn them into water Steam, disappearing into the sky...

In a daze, I received a call from Lao Huang.After connecting, he asked me straight to the point: "What do you think about letting you go back to Shanghai as a product manager?"

"I didn't tell you very clearly last time, why did you bring this up?"

"This position will not always be vacant. Recently, the higher-ups have been looking for candidates...I can't keep up with the pressure to keep it for you, so I called today to confirm with you at the end...I don't want you in the future either. I regret that I didn't fight for you."

"There is no such thing as regret. You don't have to worry about it on my side. Everything is going well."

Lao Huang smiled "hehe", and then asked in a low voice, "Recently, Sisi has been posting what you did in Moments every three days, what's going on?"

An ominous premonition welled up in my heart, and I immediately replied: "No way, why does she keep sending me all the time when she has nothing to do?"

"Then I will ask you."

I couldn't speak, but I felt that this was a matter that must be explained clearly... and in my silence, Lao Huang sighed again, and said: "Mi Gao, after thinking about it, I still think you are staying in Dali. It's not suitable...I've already talked to your dad on the phone and told him all about your current situation, you should be mentally prepared..."

My heart suddenly stopped, and then I felt a sense of suffocation. I said angrily: "Are you confused? ... If I really have any dirty relationship with Yang Sisi, I dare to let her post those in Moments." Bitch, it's too late to hide from you, I would do such a stupid thing?... She and I are friends, she stays alone in Dali, no one to rely on, I will take care of her, what's wrong?"

"Don't say anything. Even if I shot myself in the foot with a rock, you didn't let me feel relieved."

I was so annoyed that I began to speak indiscriminately: "My dear mother...why are you such a grandson!"

Lao Huang hung up the phone, I was trembling with anger, I felt that my world collapsed at this moment... I shouldn't fucking mess with Yang Sisi, from the moment we met, she was destined not to let I am safe.

Before I recovered from this burst of energy, my dad called again. I couldn't bear it, I just felt that I was exhausted... At this moment, the only thing that can make me vent and calm down is this The cold Erhai Sea.

I tore off my coat, and plunged headfirst into the Erhai Lake. In the constant oppression of suffocation, I heard the cell phone left on the shore, the ringing ringing continuously, and saw a story that was all piled up by lies. I, and Lu Jia abandoned my face for the sake of living. I was tortured so much that I dived deeper...

After the bone-chilling chill, I finally had a warm hallucination. I seemed to hear a gentle call, and Wang Lei was kindly hiding behind the gentleness... I had a feeling that I was on the verge of death. , I even hope to die like this, and then live in another world, to be a hero, a rich man, and a great man who can control his own destiny.

"Mi Gao, face it like a man...you are not a slave to life, you are a seed growing in the sun, and you will become a big tree."

I know this is a hallucination caused by suffocation, but I still want to hear her continue... because after going through death, she can only exist in my spiritual world in such a way, and then give me to fight against this The world and the courage to live.

I miss her so much...

But I really couldn't hold on anymore, the desire to survive forced me to surface again, I grabbed a corner of the reef with my hands, I gasped heavily, and my eyes blurred by the water ignored everything, I only saw a fragile and helpless self.

I know how much my parents hope that I can have a good relationship with Lu Jia, and I also know how much effort they have put in for it, so I am so afraid of their disappointment. This feeling can only be understood by those who are really in it.I want to be a filial son, because I know that it is extremely difficult for my parents to raise me.

Whether it was me or my parents, when faced with the fact of Lu Jia's departure, they were all very tragic.And I can only choose to do my best to hide it, but now I can't hide it!
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I finally wiped off the water on my face, and there was another creepy feeling in an instant. I saw a pair of eyes watching me on the shore, and it was almost 12 o'clock in the morning.

I opened my eyes again, only to realize that the person squatting on the ground with the guitar on his back and looking at me was Director Ma. He took a puff of a cigarette and asked me expressionlessly: "You buddy still has this habit. ?”

"Damn... Where did you come out, you scared Dad to death!"

"Just got off work, passing by."

I climbed up from the Erhai Lake, a gust of wind blew by, and I shivered again, but my heart felt better.Only then did I pick up the mobile phone that was thrown on the shore and look at it. There were six missed calls on it, all of which were from my dad.In addition, there is a message of "See the message, call back quickly."

I sniffed, then put on my clothes and sat down beside Director Ma. I asked him for a cigarette and lit it tremblingly.

Director Ma told me to wait, so he went back to the utility room of the inn and brought some firewood. He poured kerosene on it, lit it, and said to me: "These things are used by Tie Nan for the bonfire party. You used it."

I leaned closer to the mouth of the fire, and a burning sensation came, which dispelled the chill on my body, and brought me back to the world from the miserable hell.I said to the horse guide: "My buddy is in big trouble."

"Tell me."

I took a deep breath, and then replied: "I told you, I had a girlfriend in Shanghai before, she felt hopeless with me, so she went abroad, but I didn't dare to tell my dad about it. Mom, they always thought I was doing well in Shanghai. But today, my bastard ex-boss told them all about me being dumped by my girlfriend and coming to Dali."

"That's enough to hurt your ass... But why did your former boss do this? Even if you don't work in the previous company, you have to talk about the affection, right?"

(End of this chapter)