I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 616

10 minutes later, Director Ma drove the car to the "Dali Prison" located in "Tianjingshan". My mood has something to do with it. I used to stay in the detention center for drunk driving, so I know better than anyone else what kind of mood those people are using to survive their days... Sometimes, the sun is shining brightly, but the sky Sitting on the empty playground, I feel inexplicably heavy and damp in my heart. As long as I can change myself to go out, even if I eat a big mouthful of shit, I am willing to do so!

……

Because of my depression, I opened the car window a little, and then took another look at Director Ma. He looked calm, and had been reading something like a small manual; This pocket comic.

I asked him, "You monks, do you still watch this thing?"

"With a Buddha in your heart, everything you see is a Buddha."

"Oh, this is the so-called wine and meat piercing the intestines, the Buddha left...?"

"That's what it means...Buddhas never stick to formalities."

I smiled and said, "I think you want to return to vulgarity."

"How do you say that?"

"Didn't you realize that you are consciously looking for reasons for your vulgarity?... Today you can find entertainment from a comic book, and tomorrow you can hug a woman and say that there is a Buddha in your heart; anyway, the Buddha you understand is not Sticking to the form, it seems that the way of humanity, the way of heaven, the way of authenticity, the way of sex, the way of yang, the way of whiteness, the way of black, and the way of Buddhism are all ways. As long as you dare to walk, the urethra is also a way..."

Director Ma was stunned for a long time, then nodded and replied: "It can be understood that life is born between feces and urine, and the urethra is of course also a road... In fact, thousands of roads in this world all lead to the same end point .”

"Then do you know that there is another way, called nonsense?"

Director Ma was stunned again...and I have become used to it, ever since he escaped into Buddhism, he is often confused by my point of view and finds it difficult to justify himself...

In fact, he didn't need to explain to me. I didn't talk to him to understand any mystery at all. I was just nervous, so I wanted to talk to someone so that I could properly divert my attention.

……

During the short silence, I subconsciously glanced in the direction of the gate. The next moment, there was a Mercedes-Benz S-series sedan parked on the left side of the gate. It seemed that it was also here to pick up people. The owner of the car, like us, never got out of the car. car, but judging from this level of car, the people inside must be rich or expensive.

It wasn't until this time that I opened my mouth and asked Director Ma: "Tie Nan will come out later, do you want to tell him about Taozi?"

"If you think he can bear it, then you tell him."

"When was the last time you went to see him?"

"I do the math... It's been almost three months."

"How is his mental state?"

This time, Director Ma didn't answer directly, but asked me in reverse: "In the past few years since he came in, Tao Zi has never visited him, do you think he really doesn't notice it at all?  … If he has really grown up in the past few years, then he should take all these things aside."

"I hope... I think that people who have received this kind of extreme education will either become better or develop in a worse direction... But except for Tetsuo himself, no one can know what state he is now .”

"Aren't you talking nonsense...don't think too much about it, just be at ease when it comes...he should come out soon."

……

While speaking, the door symbolizing justice and solemnity was finally opened, and then someone came out from it...

Although I know that people who commit crimes and go in will have their hair cut off, but the image of Tetsuo with long hair has been deeply ingrained in my heart, so I dare not recognize it, not to mention that the figure is very thin and extremely thin. It fits Tetsuo's burly figure.

I looked at Director Ma, wanting to confirm with him, he nodded and said: "It's him, the life inside is not easy, people change after suffering, suffering..."

After a short pause, Director Ma said again: "It's better to change than to be useless...Let's go, let's bring him back."

I felt like I was riding a tiger, but I still bit the bullet and nodded.

No, the Mercedes-Benz S-Class opened the door in front of us, and a man and a woman came out from inside. The man was a bit older, and the woman looked as big as a peach, but it was definitely not a peach.

Director Ma held my hand that was about to pull the car door, and then whispered: "Don't move, the people who get out of the car are Tie Nan's father and his stepmother... If he can forgive his father, he will forgive you too." There is nothing more to say."

I thought the same way, so I held my breath, and then watched the development of the situation through the car window.

……

He couldn't hear what they were talking about, but Tie Nan's stepmother walked over to meet him first, and then reached out to pick up the luggage bag on Tie Nan's body...Tie Nan didn't let her pick it up, but didn't show his face, and then He reached out and asked his father for a cigarette, and after lighting it, he stood there and started smoking...

I finally said to Director Ma with emotion: "His dependence on cigarettes has not changed at all... However, I can feel that his whole person is much calmer. If it was in the past, this situation would have made him explode a long time ago." Are you gross?"

"It's a good thing not to blow up..."

Saying so, Director Ma opened the car door before me, and then walked towards Tetsuo... I also followed his footsteps, even though I knew that Tetsuo might not give me a good face, but since I came, It's not like I want to be a coward... Besides, I never felt that I did something wrong back then. If Tetsuo broke the law, he broke the law. If I choose to cover him, then he may commit an even bigger crime. Wrong, when the time comes, there is really no chance of recovery.

……

Director Ma and I stood side by side in front of Tie Nan. Director Ma smiled and asked first, "How is it? How do you feel now?"

"From the bottom of my heart, I just want to sleep well, and then find a convenience store to buy a pack of cigarettes."

"Your condition is really not high."

"I don't dare to think about higher conditions. You have become a monk. How dare I expect you to drink and eat meat with me like before!"

"Isn't there still Mi Gao here?"

Tie Nan finally took a look at me. I was a little nervous, but I still calmed down and smiled at him. I wanted to say a few words of encouragement to him, but I couldn't say anything...

Tie Nan didn't respond to my overtures, he looked at me expressionlessly, and the next moment, he opened his mouth first and said to me: "Just now I saw you limping over... What's wrong with your leg?"

I was stunned for a moment, and then hurriedly replied: "I was hit by a car some time ago, and I suffered some sequelae."

"Are you all right?"

"It's okay, it's definitely okay."

Director Ma took my words and said: "He just doesn't want to worry you as a brother, but it's actually quite serious... If it wasn't for waiting for you to come out, he would have gone to Thailand for treatment... The doctor said it was peroneal nerves Damaged, his entire leg is in danger if left untreated..."

I interrupted Director Ma, and complained: "We just met, what are you talking about?!"

I thought Director Ma would respond to my words, but Tie Nan patted me on the shoulder and replied: "If this matter can't be delayed, go to the treatment quickly... There is nothing between us, so you don't have to feel sorry for me."

"I……"

"I won't say anything extra... I'll have dinner with my dad first, and I'll make an appointment with you tonight... By the way, are you going to leave tonight?"

"Don't go, I booked a ticket for tomorrow afternoon."

"That's good...we'll contact you tonight."

"to make."

Tie Nan smiled, then turned and walked towards his father's car...

I watched in astonishment, he didn't mention Taozi at all, what kind of mental journey did he go through in it?
The moment he opened the car door, he suddenly turned around and said to me: "Migao, if you really feel sorry for my buddy, you can bring a pair of your favorite cigarettes to my buddy at night... even if we are two It's clear...do you still remember what kind of cigarettes my buddy likes to smoke?"

"Liqun."

"Waiting for your Liqun."

After finishing speaking, Tetsuo got into the car, and at this moment, a beam of sunlight passed through the gaps in the leaves and fell on the car window... I never realized that the things in the gaps can be so bright!

(End of this chapter)