I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 624 There Are Already Countless Results Between Us

Accompanied by the dreamlike lights, Ye Zhi drove the car all the way from the ancient city to Xiaguan. I found the place where Bai Lu lived now according to the address I got from Nicole.This is a very old community, and there are no decent supporting facilities around it, only a dirty and messy small vegetable market. If Bai Lu's car was not parked nearby, I can't believe that she would live in such a lifeless place. A place of quality.

The reason why I didn't contact her in advance is to see what kind of life she is living now. If I ask her out in advance, according to her personality, she will definitely create a glamorous illusion to deal with me.

This is not difficult to understand, because everyone has a good face, so no one is willing to show their downcast side to others, not to mention that Bai Lu, who used to be, has always been an undisputed delicate woman in the eyes of our group.

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I found the room where Bai Lu lived, and I knocked on the door. Bai Lu asked who it was, and I told her it was Mi Gao; she was silent for a long time before opening the door for me.

I subconsciously looked inside. The room was very small and there was almost no living room. The depressing feeling was even worse than the low-rent apartment I rented in Shanghai.This is not the most uncomfortable thing for me. When I see the ashtray full of cigarette butts and countless empty beer cans, I really can't tell what it feels like.

I didn't expect that a woman can be so miserable when she is down and out!

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Bai Lu let me sit on the sofa, and she stood leaning against the corner of the wall. She lit a lady's cigarette for herself, and then asked me, "How did you find this place?"

"We have so many friends in common, it's not difficult to find this place."

"What's with you?"

"I'm going to Thailand soon, and coming to you is the last thing I want to do in Dali. I hope you don't make it difficult for me, and if you can handle this matter, then I will really do it before I leave. , I have fulfilled all my wishes."

As I said that, I took out the key that Director Ma gave me from my pocket, and put it on the coffee table together with the note paper with the address on it.

Bai Lu looked at me puzzled.

I explained again: "This is a house that Lao Ma bought for you. It is small with two bedrooms and one living room. It is completely enough for you to live alone."

Bai Lu first showed surprise on her face, and then her expression became complicated, so that after a while, she said to me: "Isn't he a monk, all things are empty, and he still thinks about what I do?"

"Others become monks for the sake of cultivation. He has really made monkhood a profession... Do you believe that the money for this suite is what he has saved over the past two years as a monk?"

"I don't care where he got the money to buy the house, but I really can't afford his things!"

I smiled and replied: "What are you doing with such angry words?...Dare you say that you are not moved at all?"

Bai Lu's eye circles were red, and she took another deep breath of the cigarette while avoiding my gaze.

After a while of silence, I said again: "Actually, it's superfluous for the old horse to ask me to do this... Tell me, is there anyone in this world who knows him better than you?... So, you should know too What did he think..."

"Do I know, is it important?... He never considered my feelings, he is just a selfish person!"

"Don't say he is selfish, you also didn't consider his feelings."

"How else should I think about him?"

Bai Lu spread her hands, looked around, and then said with anger, "You can see what kind of life I'm living now... In the past two years when he went to Jizu Mountain, I'm in a trance every day, and I can't do anything smoothly. The little money in my hand has already been lost in business...I'm already at this age, so I can't just lick my face and beg my family?!"

"It's not ashamed to ask your family. I think your family must have looked for you."

"I've looked for it. They arranged a job for me and found someone for me to marry again... But Mi Gao, do you think it's possible?"

After pondering for a while, I replied: "I can't draw conclusions for you, but if you have really considered the feelings of the old horse, you should return to your family and accept their arrangement."

Out of anger, Bai Lu said "I know" several times in a row, and then fell silent; in the process, she refilled another cigarette for herself, and she couldn't control herself anymore. In front of a man who was several years younger than her, she shed tears of grievance.

She choked up and said, "Of course I know what he thinks...but I'm not reconciled...I want to wait a little longer, maybe one day he will figure it out..."

"He said that the Buddha cannot be betrayed."

"Listen to him talking nonsense!... Mi Gao, I can't take this key. I must make him feel that he owes me. If one day, he feels that he doesn't owe me anymore, there will be a real relationship between us. It's over!"

"Why are you doing this?... You can also choose to be like Taozi... Besides, the old horse is different from Tie Nan, as long as you live well...he is willing to fulfill you."

"Sorry, I'm not a peach."

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In the end, I couldn't persuade Bai Lu to accept the house owned by Director Ma, but I still kept the key with her; I think it's time for her to have a good talk with Director Ma. , or go back, she should face it herself; and I no longer have the conditions to go back for her, because after this night, I no longer belong to this city.

When I was about to get up and leave, Bai Lu stopped me again, and she said to me: "Don't always think of yourself as a firefighter, you want to meddle in everyone's affairs... I'll just ask you, you and Si What about the matter of thinking?...It's been three years, shouldn't there be a result?"

I was a little caught off guard, so I waited for a long time before replying: "There are already countless results between us."

"I'm talking about the last result."

"She's gone... what else can happen?"

"Then will you wait for her?"

At the same time that Bai Lu posed this question to me, Ye Zhi, who had been waiting for me downstairs, honked her horn. She was reminding me to hurry up. I did come up for a long time, and it was a long journey to Kunming. The journey, we have to hurry up.

So, I didn't give Bai Lu an answer, so I bid farewell in a hurry.

I know that once the topic of waiting is pulled away, it will be endless...

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Back in Ye Zhi's car, I said to her with some apologies: "Sorry for keeping you waiting for so long!"

"I just blocked someone else's parking space. I honk to tell you that I will drive outside to wait for you...I didn't mean to rush you."

I stared blankly at Ye Zhi, this look made her very uncomfortable, and she asked me again: "What's wrong with you?"

"Nothing, let's go."

Ye Zhi didn't say anything more, she started the car, and then drove away from the community, until the car was about to drive to Xiangyun County, she said to me again: "I'm a little thirsty, help me twist the cup open it."

I quickly took out the cup from the cup holder, unscrewed the cap and handed it to her.

The moment she drank the water, I suddenly felt that this deserted night was so quiet... I seemed to be able to hear the cries of insects under the moonlight, even though it was winter.

This is an indescribable feeling, and it has been a long time since I have experienced this kind of world with only two people, and it is in such a sealed space like a car.

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Don't get me wrong, I didn't have any evil thoughts. Even when we were in a relationship, I always kept my own place. Because a woman is beautiful to a certain extent, you only want to take a walk with her, go shopping, watch the sunset, or have a night out. night……

I was thinking, if my love for her was only so superficial, it would be really good!

(End of this chapter)