I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 65

I just came to the parking lot of the hotel with a trace of loneliness and helplessness.Ye Zhi had been sitting in the car waiting for me, I opened the door and sat down in the co-pilot's seat.

She didn't start the car in a hurry, but said to me with some concern: "I feel that your mood is a bit low, what's the matter?"

I sighed softly and replied, "My dad is very stubborn. He still wants me to go back to Shanghai and work in my original company."

"He sees that we are acting?"

I shook my head, and replied: "He is false, true and false, I don't know if he sees it, anyway, he didn't say it clearly."

"Oh, I thought there was something wrong with me and let him see the flaw." After a short pause, Ye Zhi said again: "Then what he meant by asking you to go back to Shanghai is that he doesn't approve of the scene being performed by us. It's a matter of coming."

"It's not that I don't approve, it's that I don't have confidence in me..."

Ye Zhi didn't say anything more, but I believe that she must have understood what I meant.

……

I didn't let Ye Zhi drive me to Longkan Wharf. I got off at the intersection of Dali Road leading to Longkan Wharf and Majiuyi respectively. I wanted to go for a walk alone and think about what happened recently .

After I got out of the car, Ye Zhi said to me again: "Mi Gao, I have to go back to Shanghai tomorrow, so I won't be able to accompany you and uncle... Please express your apologies to uncle and me."

"Put your work first, I'm the one who should apologize, I'm the one who caused you trouble!"

Ye Zhi smiled, and replied: "Don't say that, my usual work is quite boring. I can have such an experience today. Looking back now, it's quite interesting."

I also responded to her with a smile, and said: "By the way, I will transfer the money for the hotel and meals today to you later."

"Why do you calculate it so clearly...Even if it's just an ordinary friend, it's not a problem if my uncle comes all the way to Dali and I entertain you."

"That's what I said..."

Ye Zhi interrupted me, and said: "Don't talk about this matter, keep uncle here for a few more days, maybe I can come back in time, and treat him again."

"I don't dare to keep him for a few more days. He leaves early so that I can get down to do something earlier."

……

Walking alone on the small road without street lights, loneliness and melancholy follow all the way.At this moment, I really want to find someone to talk to, just talk about my inner helplessness and struggle.

I walked to the Erhai Lake again, and sat down on a bench under a street lamp.My legs are a little sore, counting the time, I have been walking alone for almost an hour.

After lighting a cigarette, I took out my mobile phone from my pocket, and then turned to Lu Jia's number that was already occupied by someone else...

I don't know why, but I always feel that talking to that irritable and low-quality woman is the least burdensome, because I can unscrupulously present a self with many dark sides in front of her.

I am not afraid of her scolding me, nor afraid of her looking down on me; because I have already looked down on her in my heart.

"How have you been lately?"

The street lights on Huanhai Road were half off before she replied to my message: "It's not good."

"How about scolding me a few words to vent?"

"Are you cheap? There is no one who takes the initiative to scold!"

"If you don't scold me a few words, how can I have the nerve to scold you later?"

It took her a long time before she replied with a message that made my jaw drop: "I'm pregnant with my ex-boyfriend's child."

"My god, it's a trivial matter how we two scold each other, but can you stop joking about yourself... how come you are pregnant with your ex-boyfriend's child?"

"I'm not joking. I haven't been to my aunt for two months. I went to the hospital for an examination today. I am definitely pregnant."

I felt anxious for her, and asked again: "Then what are you going to do, will you be born or be aborted?"

"Do you have a brain? I was born to raise you?"

"I don't want to be a father!"

"Then you don't fart... How are you doing?"

"Don't we both have this kind of virtue? It must be because of a bad life that we want to send a message to each other, scold a few words, and complain a few words."

"Aren't you in Dali? Such a good place, why do you feel that you have a bad life?"

"Don't run on me, okay?...Even in Dali, you still have to eat and drink, and you have to deal with the relationship between people."

"Stupid."

"You're a fucking idiot."

"You are the number one idiot in the world...Since you sent me a message, I haven't had a good thing...Can you stop sending me a message in the future."

"It's over if you put me on the blacklist."

"I want you to disappear by yourself."

"Are you afraid that when you want to send me a message in the future, you won't be able to find someone?"

Her emotions seemed to calm down suddenly, and she replied: "Sometimes, it's cool to find someone to scold! So, don't take the initiative to send me messages in the future, I can only take the initiative."

"Why?"

"Just because I'm a woman, I can be willful and make trouble for no reason!"

"You say that, I'm really convinced!...Can you tell me what kind of woman you are in reality? I don't think it will be full of swear words, right?"

"Why should I tell you."

I felt that I couldn't continue chatting with her, but she sent another message: "Tell me, what made you so depressed?"

"It still looks like a chat."

"Do I need your approval?... If you want to say it, say it quickly. I won't accompany you if it's late."

I pondered for a while, and finally replied: "I'm quite contradictory. On the one hand, I don't want to disappoint my family, and on the other hand, I don't want to leave Dali... Today, my dad took the train all day and night to come to Dali, and he insisted on me. Go back to Shanghai to do my previous job. But this Shanghai, I really can’t go back, I feel depressed when I think of the people and living atmosphere there!”

"Have you been hurt too deeply by your ex-girlfriend?"

"Not exactly. I think Dali is quite suitable for me. The new friends I made are not like those in Shanghai. I feel exhausted. Everyone is very happy to start a business together."

"Then tell your dad, tell him how you feel now, and your dissatisfaction with Shanghai; if he still doesn't understand you, it will only prove that he is selfish, and you don't have to take his request too seriously. Something happened."

"You always get along with your parents like this?"

At a critical moment, the other party mysteriously disappeared again, but I felt that this chat was rewarding. I should try to let Lao Mi understand my deepest thoughts. What is really lacking between us is probably being able to talk to each other. communicate.

After sitting for a while, I raised my wrist and looked at my watch. It was already 11 o'clock in the middle of the night, and I thought it was time for me to go back to the inn to rest.

……

When I was about to reach the inn, I saw a figure sitting under the tree where I often had lunch with Director Ma. When I got closer, I realized it was Yang Sisi.She also recognized me at the same time, and in the night, she asked me, "Didn't you fall in love with Ye Zhi, where is she?"

"Why, do you think that we are going to live together just in time?"

"You're so nasty, there's nothing you can't do."

I gave her a look of contempt, and then asked: "Aren't you doing training in Xiaguan, why did you come here so late?"

"I made an appointment with Sister Bailu to talk about things. She asked me to go back to the inn tonight."

"What are you going to talk about?"

"It has nothing to do with you, so don't ask."

"I don't ask, you just stay here by yourself, I'm going back to sleep."

After I finished speaking, I turned around and walked into the inn, but she stopped me again: "Wait, I still have something to tell you."

I look back at her...

"Come back, I'm not a monster, why are you so far away from me?"

I took a few steps back to her side, and she said to me: "Our inn is expected to open in November."

It was as if chicken blood had been injected into my veins, and I asked, "Where did you hear the news, is it reliable?"

(End of this chapter)