I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 91 I'm a Sinner

This was the first time in my life that I was detained in a police station. Looking at the cold-colored lights, my heart was filled with anxiety and helpless panic. I wanted to smoke a cigarette to relieve myself, but I lost even the freedom to smoke.

I can only wait passively, waiting for the hospital to issue an injury report. If it is a minor injury, it may only involve compensation for medical expenses, but if it is more than a minor injury or a serious injury, then this matter will be complicated. The worst The result is a few years in prison, or even longer.

My previous life was not smooth enough, and I really couldn't bear the consequences. The huge psychological pressure caused a burst of pain in my brain.

I don’t know how long it took before the door was opened again. It was the same policeman who had just interrogated me. He threw a medical examination report in front of me and said, “The medical examination results came out, and they belonged to minor injuries. Your friend is talking to me. The party who was beaten communicated, and it is still in the public security stage. It has not been reported to the procuratorate for approval. If a mediation can be reached, how much compensation should be paid? If you pay the full amount, the matter will be over; , even if you get the victim’s forgiveness, you will be sentenced, but the sentence can be suspended... Think about it, even if the sentence is suspended, your nature has changed... So, I suggest that you try your best to reach a mediation with the victim at the public security stage .”

I wiped my face heavily with my hands. I had ten thousand words to say, but when the real words came to my lips, I found that they were so pale, so I simply chose to remain silent.

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The next morning, I saw Bai Lu. She looked exhausted just like me. She sat down opposite me and said to me: "Mi Gao, we have fallen into a trap. The other party's current attitude It is very clear that he asked us to transfer the inn to him first, and then he accepts the mediation. I asked my friend who is a lawyer, if they do not accept the mediation, once you are transferred to the procuratorate, you may be sentenced to one to three years If they do not accept mediation by then, you may not even have a chance of probation."

"Well, what is the background of this person?"

"It's not a serious business. As for whether it has any connection with Cao Jinbo, it's hard to say for the time being."

I nodded, without words.After a while, Bai Lu sighed again and said to me: "What happened to the black car driver last time has already sounded the alarm for us, why are you still so impulsive?"

I looked at Bai Lu, feeling very uncomfortable, and I replied: "I admit that I was impulsive, but I don't understand, the one who did the bad thing was the grandson who was beaten, why did everyone blame me? Is the character of jealousy and hatred so unpopular in today's society? People who really do bad things think they have tricks?... Hehe, if this world is so indiscriminate between black and white, even if it makes me sit in prison Yes, I admit it too."

Bai Lu was silent for a while, but I wanted to smoke more, and at the same time, I had more doubts about myself. Could it be that my personality is really not suitable for mixing in society?I have no intention of harming others, I just want to be a good inn with the spirit of struggle, but why is it so difficult?Is it because of the background of the poor that everyone can come to fish me?
Bai Lu finally opened her mouth, and she replied, "I don't mean to blame you...I just want to remind you that there is still a long way to go in our lives, not to mention shocking every step, but at the very least You should also maintain your vigilance, because while there are many good people in this world, there are also many bad people. I don't want you to suffer...and those people should definitely be condemned, but in this matter, we are indeed being calculated. , the other party is very good at using the law to prey on vulnerable groups, and we are really passive now."

"Inn transfer, how much do they bid?"

Bai Lu replied in a low voice, "50, buy it now."

"Fuck...this is fucking commercial extortion!"

"There is no way. If we don't agree, you will definitely face prison... I have discussed it with everyone, and everyone agrees that this matter should be spent as a lesson. There will be many opportunities in the future. After all, everyone All young."

"I can't promise, I can still sit in prison for one or two years."

Bai Lu shook her head, someone outside was already urging her, maybe she was able to meet me at the summoning stage because of her relationship, so naturally she couldn't stay for long.She picked up her handbag and said to me before she left: "I will take care of this matter as soon as possible, so as to save you from suffering too much... This is the end of the matter, please calm down yourself .”

"I'm really not afraid of going to jail, because I have a clear conscience...you must keep the inn!"

Bai Lu glanced at me, said nothing, and then walked out of the room...

Maybe it was because I was too tired, the back of her leaving made me extremely dazed, I seemed to see the picture of myself taking off my shirt and decorating a small bar with Director Ma; during that time, we were very tired, but we felt it was very worthwhile, because We are all looking forward to this inn in our hearts.

I can't forget Director Ma's smile full of vicissitudes, and I can't forget the way he called his two sisters after smoking on the day the inn resumed business. If the inn is really sold at a low price, then I'm sorry He, because I ruined his hope of becoming a man again, I also feel sorry for others, I am a sinner!

I beat myself on the head over and over again, but the guilt in my heart didn't get any less.

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I can no longer tell whether it is day or night, I can only hear the faint sound of rain from outside, as if shouting for something, and I can also see my mood, a little cold, and a little desperate... Then I feel myself It is a stone, which can neither control what happens outside nor save the self trapped inside.

I have never been so disappointed in myself, and I think of Lu Jia and Wang Lei again, and there are many messy people and social relationships, so I can hardly breathe, as if suffering from spatial claustrophobia...

I even wanted to go back to Shanghai for a moment.There, although I lived anxiously, I was not afraid. Now, all bad emotions plagued me like a serious illness. I dare not think of Lao Mi. He will collapse; he will hate me even more for not being up to date, because I didn't listen to him and go back to Shanghai.

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It seemed that after several years, the door of the room was opened again.This time, it was not the policeman who interrogated me, but a female policeman I had never seen before. She first put an A4 paper in front of me, and then said to me: "The party who was beaten agreed to settle the case." Now, you sign this mediation agreement, then go to collect your own things, and then you can go out."

I hurriedly picked up the mediation agreement and looked at it. It demanded compensation for various expenses, totaling 5 yuan. Inn outside the agreement.

If this time is a complete calculation, I will lose completely!

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Walking out of the police station, the rain had stopped. A beam of sunshine from the dark clouds made my eyes sting. I lowered my head instinctively. The potholes on the road brought back my mood. Who is the person who came to pick me up; or, I can only go back by myself.

My eyes gradually adapted to the light of this world, and I raised my head to look at the Cangshan Mountain behind me... only to find that when it was raining in the ancient city, it was already snowing on the Cangshan Mountain...

I heard from the old Dali people that when the seagulls fly back to Dali from Siberia and the Cangshan Mountain starts to snow, Dali will usher in a new tourist season, but what else can I do in this city?
Do I still have the face to face people like Tie Nan, Director Ma and Bai Lu?And Tao Zi, she gave up everything in Shanghai in order to be able to take root in Dali with Tie Nan, and now their dream has also been broken.

And the money lost from the transfer of the inn, how can I make up for it?

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I finally used the only change I had to buy a pack of Yunyan from the newsstand opposite. After lighting it up, I sat on the curb opposite the police station, but my mind was even more confused when I was inside, because I saw a lot. Consequences beyond one's ability.

Looking around, the Erhai Lake seems to have been painted with a layer of color, even more beautiful than before, but unfortunately I am no longer the same person I was before.I don't know where I should go, I always feel that the inn doesn't belong to me anymore...

I hope someone will guide me and tell me where to go, but I am afraid of seeing those familiar faces, and I hate those calculating people even more...

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In confusion, I lit another cigarette, and when my lungs hurt, a car stopped beside me, and then I saw Sun Jiwei who opened the car window. This should not be a coincidence, but why did he come? pick me up?

In doubt, Sun Jiwei waved to me and signaled me to get in the car first.

(End of this chapter)