I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 98 Letter

In the eyes of the crowd, Yang Sisi hugged me even tighter, and I felt a tender feeling, and then there was an unreal feeling, because I didn't understand, if she really likes me, this kind of feeling How did it come about, and do I match what she likes?
Or, does she just regard dependence as liking?After all, she is still at an immature age, she is easily impulsive and easily deceived by some false appearances.

I finally spoke to her and said, "Sisi, let go..."

"I'm not loose, and I don't want to listen to you...I know what you're going to tell me."

"You're about to miss the plane."

"You come with me, let's go back to Shanghai."

"Don't mess around, even if I want to go back to Shanghai, it's not now...I still have a lot of things to do."

"Then I'll stay in Dali and wait for you."

After Yang Sisi finished speaking, she finally let go of me, and then looked at me expectantly... This kind of gaze gave me a lot of pressure, and forced me to tell her what I was thinking.

"Sisi, don't tell me to wait... Lu Jia waited for me for three years, but I couldn't give her anything she wanted... So, I can't give you what you want... I It is impossible to go back to Shanghai, and studying abroad is also your destiny, so we are not the ones who can wait for each other."

Yang Sisi looked at me with extremely complicated eyes, and after a while of silence, I said to her again: "Calm down, calm down... Maybe you won't think so in the future."

"I really hope that I don't think so, but people's emotions are uncontrollable."

"Yes...you are right. Just like me, I still think of Lu Jia, especially recently, I have a new choice in life, and I think about it more and more frequently."

Yang Sisi cried again...

She's a smart girl, and she knows what I mean by that.

I patted her on the back, smiled and said to her: "The luggage has been checked in, hurry up and get on the plane... See you soon."

She really calmed down, and after taking a look at me, she ran into the terminal building again, and I thought about her last look, only to realize that the eyes can also be forceful, and she really looked hard I glance.

……

Outside the isolation fence at the airport, I lit a cigarette and raised my hand to look at my watch... Not long after, a plane crashed into the clouds from the runway of the airport, and I knew Yang Sisi was inside, because Dali's The airport is not big, and there are not many flights taking off and landing in a day, so there will not be two planes taking off within 10 minutes.

When the plane completely disappeared from my sight, my heart was also empty... I don't know who will be the next one to say goodbye after Yang Sisi leaves.And on the day I leave, who will come to see me off?

……

Back at the inn, everyone was sitting in the bar. After I went in, they asked me with concern: "Has Sisi boarded the plane?"

I threw the car keys on the table, feeling my mouth was dry. I drank a sip of beer before replying, "I watched the plane take off."

There was a hint of reluctance on everyone's faces, but because they knew that this kind of parting would inevitably happen, they didn't open their mouths to express their inner emotions, but asked me: "Did this girl cry when she left? "

I smiled and replied: "It's not those bloody novels, hugging at every turn, tears in her eyes at every turn... She looks quite calm." After thinking about it, I added: "Maybe there will be such a thing in my heart." Be a little sad."

Director Ma replied coldly: "She didn't cry because she was bleeding from her heart... I really didn't mean you hang people, I really don't see any human touch in you!"

Although Director Ma's words upset a group of people, everyone still chose to remain silent, because our choice is unreasonable.We failed Yang Sisi and chose to benefit ourselves, but she is the most vulnerable in our group and the one who most wants to stay in Dali.

My mood was extremely low, I drank the beer in my hand, and then said to everyone: "Let's talk... I'll go back to my room and sleep for a while."

Everyone responded, and then fell into silence collectively. I knew that Yang Sisi had left, and they felt bad.

……

Walking out of the inn, Xiao Song, who came to pick up the car, stopped me and said to me: "Brother, did you forget something in the car? When I checked the car just now, I found a box inside."

"I gonna go see."

Xiao Song opened the car door for me, and I took out the box from the back seat.When I opened it, I found a pair of basketball shoes inside, which happened to be a size 43 that I could wear.

I hesitated for a while, and then said to Xiao Song: "I didn't buy basketball shoes, did someone else leave them on the car?"

"Look again, didn't you just send that girl to the airport, didn't she leave it behind?"

I picked up the shoes, and there was a letter underneath, which said: "Mi Gao, by the time you see these shoes, I may have already boarded the plane...Although I always quarrel with you, I really want to separate I feel so sad when I am here... Hehe, I think this is normal, after all, if you live together every day, even if you are an old dog and I am a kitten, you will still have feelings... I am leaving , I’m giving you a pair of basketball shoes, just to remind you to exercise more, don’t be like those two lazy guys like Director Ma and Tie Nan, the fat on their stomachs can be used as a swimming ring...you... I still have a little handsome in my heart!...Smiling face... In this life, maybe there is really no chance to meet again. I hope this pair of shoes can always accompany you, just like I am by your side, accompany you step by step, and walk steadily Well, every way in the future... Don't be complacent, and I don't want to put my posture so low in front of you, but who told me to be a woman you can buy with a bottle of skin care water!!!... Sigh! You'd better Don't remember how I was cowardly, I have always been arrogant... Speaking of being arrogant, I remembered one more thing: You really can't be so impulsive and crazy in the future, although women like heroes, But this is a society ruled by law after all, so I'm really worried that you will suffer... During the few days when you entered the police station, I couldn't sleep every night, and I wished that I could suffer this crime with you!...Okay, don't repeat Yes... If you stay in Dali next spring, remember to go to Dali University to pick a cherry blossom for me, and then mail it to me. By the way, I went to Dali University to step on it. The basketball court there is very, very beautiful. Sometimes you can not only see Cangshan Mountain, but also Erhai Lake, which just match the basketball shoes I gave you, so you must play basketball often... Finally, I wish you a good time in the basketball court. Girls... smiley faces!"

I lowered my head, accidentally, her letter slipped from my hand, I picked it up, and read it again...

My heart seemed to be melted by something, and then I had some urges to burst into tears, I tried my best to hold back, and finally hugged the pair of Joe 13 basketball shoes she gave me, and subconsciously went to the sky took a look……

Time seems to be something I can touch. When I swipe my finger, it goes backwards... I thought it was real, and looked at the clouds again, but the passenger plane carrying Yang Sisi was nowhere to be seen. Didn't look back either...

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In the evening, I went to Dali University for the first time in my life. There is really a beautiful basketball court in the school. Looking at the young people who are active on the court, I am also eager to try, but I am afraid that my pair of shoes will be dirty. The shoes she gave me ended up just sitting in the stands...

I asked a classmate who was eating tea eggs in the stands, and I found out that there are no cherry blossoms in this season. It really won't be until next spring that the school's landscape avenue will be full of cherry blossoms!
As the sun was setting, I lit a cigarette for myself against the wind blowing from the back of Cangshan Mountain. It seemed that after just one cigarette, the sky became dizzy, and it seemed that it was a suitable time to fall in love. So many student couples came to the stands one after another.

They hugged each other like no one else, and fed each other. I have experienced these things, and I can’t say how envious they are, but I feel lonely, and then I become very confused, especially looking at those bright people on the other side of the sea. I even hated myself when the neon lights came up.

I exhaled heavily, then extinguished the cigarette in my hand, and left Dali University.

(End of this chapter)