Doomsday: The brain was eaten by zombies at the beginning

Chapter 229

If there is no good result, the correct result is not obtained, the expected result is the result you want, this is the meaningful result, and everything you do is around this result If you do it, if you don't get this kind of result, then what you do will naturally lose all meaning, no matter how much time and energy you put in, and your own hard work, so what can you do? It’s not good if you can’t do it, you can’t control the result, the feeling of not being completely lost can’t deceive people, it’s real, and this kind of result is a kind of declaration, declaring that all your efforts in the process are wasted and wasted Yes, paying meaninglessly is the most intuitive manifestation of wasting time and wasting life.

The current Ye Qing made this plan, although the complete goal plan is very simple, but the process of implementation is very difficult, the time and energy, patience and perseverance required are huge, and it cannot be solved with an ordinary amount The problem is that it takes a lot of effort to promote this simple plan.

Even in this case, when one’s efforts are huge, one still judges by the results. Only when one obtains the desired results, one finally achieves one’s goal, one becomes a peerless master, one’s strength reaches that height, and one succeeds. Solved the problem of my own reincarnation, and successfully solved the problem that has plagued me for so many lifetimes. This kind of result is the result I really want. Only when I achieve this result can I say that my contribution is meaningful Evil, in the process of implementing this plan, all the painstaking efforts I put in are meaningful, and this meaning is naturally reflected in this result, otherwise, no matter how much energy and time Ye Qing put in, If the final plan fails, if he fails to reach that height and level of strength, he will not be able to solve the problem of reincarnation, and he will really waste a lot of time, wasted a lot of precious energy, and wasted A lot of precious lives, even if these lives are not wasted, they are not something that Ye Qing can take and arrange at will, but in fact, all these plans are what Ye Qing wants to do on his own initiative, it is now as imagined In order to accomplish this great goal, that is to say, in this situation, his life is doing the right thing, doing something for his own freedom, that is to say, his current life can be regarded as a To do things for one's own noble pursuit, in a sense, it is a meaningful life, a life worthy of respect, and this period of life is the meaningful and not wasted time of life that shines.

Everything Ye Qing does now revolves around these things. The behaviors that he imagined are not a waste of life are just making these plans, thinking that he is doing useful things, for his own free life that is not rich given limited meaning.

This is also the reason why Ye Qing executed this very difficult plan perfectly after formulating the plan.

Because only when this plan is implemented, can it be considered as a meaningful life, and it can be considered as a meaningful time when you can feel that you are still alive.

If there is no such plan, Ye Qing will not know what is the meaning of his own life. Objectively speaking, it is indeed the case. Dominated life, this kind of meaningless life has no meaning at all, what is the meaning of it, no.

Ye Qing would definitely not choose to use this method to just drift with the flow to end these lives, and there is also a cruel truth that this way of drifting with the flow will not be able to end this kind of life, because he is a reincarnation, his life It is not a lifetime, but a lifetime, one world after another, after this tragic world, there is another miserable world waiting for him silently, in this extremely tragic situation, even death Not the only relief, for death can only end this world and begin another.

This kind of situation can only be regarded as a continuation, not as the beginning of another world, because it is only the world that changes, the same thing is that one's own fate is the same tragic, without any change, so what is the meaning of such a death Well, it doesn't make much sense, at least for Ye Qing, death doesn't mean much, unless what you have done in this life is perfect enough and there is nothing worthwhile to do, then death is the next world The beginning of the death is the beginning of another opportunity, this kind of death is meaningful, it is the death that will really help Ye Qing.

For example, in this world, you have already gained enough strength, and there is no way to gain any more strength. In this case, death is a relief and an opportunity. Go to the next world and start from the heart, and continue to snowball on the basis of the strength accumulated in this world. , to increase one's own strength, such death is an opportunity, a chance to renew one's life, such a continuous accumulation of strength, one day can reach the ideal height, reach
In that state, in such a situation, death is meaningful,
Of course, these things are still very far away for Ye Qing, and there is no need to think about them for the time being, because this life is very unusual. At least there is a stable environment that can support Ye Qing's cultivation and accumulation of strength, not the kind of world where he doesn't have a little time and energy to improve his strength, the kind of world where he has to devote himself to fighting against fate.

That would be very bad. Without a little time at your disposal, you can only devote yourself to the tragic fate of wrestling with fate without restriction.

What I think about all day is not how to live a good life, but what kind of disasters, ups and downs and difficulties will appear in my life. In this case, all my time and energy will be consumed by such things. involve.

If all my energy and time are involved in these things, then I naturally don't have any energy to think about what to do and what to do to make sense. In fact, no matter what I do in this situation Things are meaningless things, or things of little significance, because there is no time to do anything, and everything mentioned here is something I want to do, not the kind of thing that is to cope with the robbing that appears in life. There is no way to avoid this kind of thing, it must be done, and there is no point in doing this kind of thing, it is very pitiful, a pure waste of time.

I want to do something meaningful, but I don't have the opportunity or time to do what I want to do on my own initiative. This is where I struggle.

(End of this chapter)