This psychologist is weird

Chapter 269 Professor Zhu's Life and Despair
Beside Chen Lun, Shu Rou also stopped her chopsticks and looked at Professor Zhu.

Professor Zhu, who was looking out of the room, was fascinated again, turned his head, put the chopsticks in his hand on the bowl, and looked at the three of Chen Lun,

"Chen Lun, you should already know my information."

Looking at the three of Chen Lun, Professor Zhu said again.

"...Well, I read it, they turned your information upside down."

Chen Lun didn't answer, it was Rao Chang who spoke, and Rao Chang still buried his head, holding chopsticks, eating something on the table.

"It should be written in the information that I used to study clinical surgery."

Professor Zhu smiled on his face, followed by the smile faded, and then said aloud,

"I used to work in a military hospital, and I was also a member of the military establishment, but later I retired and changed jobs, and I also left the military hospital."

As Professor Zhu spoke, he paused again, and cast his gaze down, on the coffee table, as if recalling.

"One of my parents used to be a physician and the other was a nurse. After I was born, my mother left the hospital to concentrate on the things in the house.
In my memory, my parents were very loving and rarely quarreled. My father stayed with my mother most of the time except when he was in the hospital. "

"At the age of 21, my father got stomach cancer. He persisted in the hospital for a period of time before he passed away. Before the bed, she used to be a nurse, and she felt that she should always take care carefully. She took good care of my father and accompanied my father in active treatment. Until my father passed away, she still did everything very meticulously. .

Our family is all related to medicine. In fact, it is very clear that there are always few diseases that can be cured, but my mother always feels that if she does everything well, my father will gradually get better until My father died. "

"After that, my mother suffered from severe depression and often had thoughts of suicide, but I didn't implement it because I was here."

His eyes fell on the coffee table, Professor Zhu said trivially,

On the TV behind him, there are also some short local news from the parents.

"But even so, the overly severe depression caused her to have a lot of incidental symptoms. She couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, and her body quickly lost weight... She persisted in this way for less than a year.

She still passed away because of being overwhelmed by various aspects of her body and various complications.

On the day she passed away, I was with her in the hospital. Before she left, she seldom smiled. She told me that she asked me to comb her hair, and she was going to see my father. "

"After my parents passed away one after another, I also graduated from the Department of Clinical Medicine of Capital University. Because I wanted to find a simpler environment, I accepted special recruitment and entered the army and entered the military hospital."

"I have been in the army for several years, and I have seen many patients with mental illness in the military hospital. It may be my mother's death. After a long time, it came out of my mind."

"I resigned from the military hospital and went back to graduate school in psychology. In the end, I stayed at the school and became a teacher, and also worked in the hospital affiliated to the school."

"Over the past decade or so, I have done some research, treated some patients, taught some students, and got acquainted with some teachers, professors and staff in the school.

The person in charge of the cleaning of the School of Psychology is a cleaner who has worked in the school for more than ten years. After sweeping the floor, he likes to rest under the shade of the trees in front of the teaching building.
Sometimes I think about something, and I also like to sit on the side of the road, and when I get familiar with it, I will say a few words,

His wife passed away very early. He had a son who was studying in a university in another city. He was very promising. He won a lot of scholarships in the school, so he could bear his own tuition and living expenses.

When he was talking to me, he would always talk about his child in a few words, and when he talked about his son, he couldn't stop smiling.

Professor Qiu of clinical medicine used to be a classmate with me, and her wife was his classmate in elementary school, junior high school, and high school. They were childhood sweethearts, grew up together, and then got married.

I was there when they got married.They have a son, and after a while, his son will get married, and he will marry a girl from outside the city. "

Professor Zhu's words seemed to have no purpose, just talking about people he knew, and briefly talking about his own life.

Raising his eyes again, Professor Zhu looked around the room and continued talking,

"This house was bought when my parents were still alive."

"After so many years, the people living upstairs and downstairs have not grown much. When walking in the corridors and in the community, we can always meet each other, and we gradually become familiar with them."

"A few years ago, it was always said that this place was going to be demolished, but the location is so good that no one mentioned it gradually."

"There is a couple living upstairs. The son is working out of town. There are one or two people living downstairs. They are also teachers and professors at Capital University. Some of them are already retired."

After speaking, Professor Zhu paused again, raised his gaze, and looked outside the room.

"I have been in school for so many years, and I have known many people,

Also a professor of psychology, Professor Qi did not work in the school's affiliated hospital, but worked in a mental hospital. He had a child in his house who suffered from severe autism and depression. His wife was killed by a mentally ill person early. The gangster was killed.

Professor Qi has some psychological problems, which can be seen by his colleagues all the year round, but he is still relatively stable. He is also a doctor himself, and he knows his psychology well. We often let him relax. "

"After teaching for so many years, I also know many students. After graduation, some students still have some contact with me. Sometimes they ask me about professional problems, sometimes they ask me to help with consultation, and sometimes they have some psychological savings. If you are depressed, let me help you manage your emotions."

"There is a student who worked very hard and worked very hard when he was studying. Although his family conditions are not very good, his hard work has made his classmates admire him very much. The teacher is also very optimistic about him. he,
His family lived in a backward village. His father died on the construction site when he was working for people in his early years. He only had a mother who raised him up and enabled him to study. "

"After graduating, he stayed in the capital to work. When he visited me last year, he said that he was preparing to bring his mother over. He and I also have some contact from time to time."

"Until a few months ago, he told me that his mother died from a mass bacterial infection. When it was sent back to him, there were only ashes."

Professor Zhu was talking, looked out the window, paused,
Listening to Professor Zhu's narration, Chen Lun's eyes were calm, and they fell on Professor Zhu, without saying a word.

Shu Rou also looked at Professor Zhu, but said nothing.
Rao Chang didn't know when he also put down his chopsticks and looked at Professor Zhu.

Professor Zhu paused again, turned his head, and looked at Chen Lun,
"Chen Lun, I'm a little desperate."

"I think this world is pretty good, and there are a lot of things I miss... It's just that I find that this beautiful thing is like a phantom, which can be broken with a single poke. It always makes people feel a little hopeless."

The professors looked at Chen Lun, at Shu Ruan Rao Chang.

"Maybe it's a coincidence, or maybe it's because I'm pursuing it myself. After the first contact with the strange incident you mentioned, I'm trying to understand it."

"I'm a little desperate."

Professor Zhu said to the three of Chen Lun.

(End of this chapter)