Heroes Advent: The Promise Sword Master

Chapter 163 Helpless, she turned her face, I'd better go my way.
At night, it is not as dry and hot as early autumn. People finished their day's work and rushed towards home.

Hao Haoxuan lowered his head, ignoring those who were in a hurry.

Starting from Nanqiao District, head all the way north to Dehero Park. The building at the back corner of the park is Li Xingru's home. Hao Haoxuan called her when he walked through the park. At the gate of the Confucianism, she waited there, and it happened to be eight o'clock in the evening.

When the two saw each other, they both looked at each other and smiled, without any extra words, they walked towards the Hero Park.

Going for a walk didn't make Hao Haoxuan's mood any better, there were still pedestrians who were in a hurry around him, although there were more elderly people walking in the park, but Hao Haoxuan's eyes were always involuntarily looking at those pedestrians returning home.

Home.

Just these two words made the silent Hao Haoxuan even more silent, his family
"Haoxuan, the college entrance examination is coming up next year, so I'd better read more books." Li Xingru had nothing to say, "Don't focus on things like heroes coming, life has to go on, doesn't it?"

Hao Haoxuan smiled, but still did not speak.

After a long time, Hao Haoxuan said: "Xingru, I have lost a lot in the Heroes' Advent incident. In fact, if I can, I really don't want to participate in it anymore. I'm tired of this ridiculous world, but I can't. Someone has to stand up. Protect those who are homeless."

Li Xingru: "I still remember you said at the swearing-in meeting that you wanted to be a scientist."

Hao Haoxuan: "People will change. After experiencing loss, people will grow, and many thoughts and ideas will change. This is not Yi or Yasuo's [poison]. I say these things entirely out of my own considerations."

Hao Haoxuan wanted to say something else, but Li Xingru stopped him and said: "Yes, people will change. The world is also changing, and the only constant is changing Haoxuan constantly. I don't know what you want now. Is it the right thing to do, because like you said, someone has to stand up, I just don't want that person to stand up, you have the ability to get what you want, no matter what kind of life, even if you If you don’t work hard to fight for it, the family property left by your uncle and aunt is enough for you to live happily ever after, so why make things difficult for yourself?”

persuade?

Li Xingru felt that it was too selfish to do so, but he had to persuade him, so he could only make indirect remarks without giving any details.

So a lot of things are just spoken in a hazy way, just like the relationship between the two of them now, being hazy is not necessarily a bad thing.
But is it really a good thing?

The truth is a sharp knife!Ignoring the truth may lead to a better life. When faced with a choice, some people will pretend that nothing happened, leave those painful and unavoidable things behind, and simply live life, giving everything to talk and laugh.

But did these people really include Hao Haoxuan himself?He was struggling in his heart. The disappearance of his mother and the death of his father caused Hao Haoxuan to endure great pain in his heart. Everyone and everything became sharp in his eyes, and the sharp knife of truth seemed to be on his throat. , as long as he lightly forehead, it will penetrate into the fragile throat.

At this time, Li Xingru's words wanted him to take a step back, both inside and out. As long as he took a simple step back, those so-called truths would disappear, and there would be no more pressure.

"I think, I can't just focus on the life in front of me, let alone let the world go on in chaos."

"What can you get in exchange for doing this? No one will appreciate you. A hero is a false proposition. People hold up the name of a hero when they need it, but once they no longer need you, people will forget you and even Forget everything you have done for them. Even so, do you still insist on going your way?"

When Li Xingru said this, he felt the sadness of Irelia beside him, and Irelia also felt the disgust from the host.Irelia knew that what Li Xingru said was not unreasonable. Although she, as the leader of the Revolutionary Army, did not agree with it, she could not reprimand her for only caring about herself.

The Heroes Square is not big, and the fallen leaves are rustling by the wind. Pedestrians walk in twos and threes on the Heroes Square. Hao Haoxuan and Li Xingru walked on the square, attracting envious eyes.

Two young guys, two well-dressed Biren with even more glamorous appearance, when the old people saw them, it was as if they saw their own youthful shadows, and those who were going home after a day of work saw this pair, They will also unconsciously enjoy the future life and the beauty of the world.

The breath of youth is enough to touch the hearts of those bystanders, and they are unwilling to believe that both of them have distress in their hearts.

"I'm sorry, Li Xingru, I have more important things." This time Hao Haoxuan didn't hesitate, he hesitated for a long time, and it took a long time before he said this sentence.

As soon as these words came out, a feeling of despair lingered in Hao Haoxuan's sad mind.

Li Xingru lowered his head and smiled, "Why are you so serious? Even if you choose this path, aren't we still friends?"

Li Xingru also understood the hazy relationship and drew an insurmountable line.

"Send me home!"

After turning around for a while, Li Xingru was also tired, and she had to go to school tomorrow. Hao Haoxuan sent her home, and he seemed to have lost his soul, walking staggeringly on the street.

"Hehe, is this the love of adolescence?" Hao Haoxuan had tears in his eyes, but they just rolled around in the eye sockets and then flowed out.

He also regrets saying that I have more important things now, but he has to do it!

Yi and the newcomer Yasuo didn't speak, and they didn't know how to comfort Hao Haoxuan at this time, they just followed behind him and watched him silently.

Yasuo: "Don't say it, this Moutai is really delicious."

Yi took the wine gourd from Yasuo's hand, took a sip and said, "Who said it wasn't? Youth, haha, is this the trouble of youth? Youth, for me, is gone forever Already youth"

Yi took another sip of his drink.Yasuo winked at the side and said: "You (drink) less. It's not much."

Clinker, Yi unexpectedly raised his neck and drank all the remaining wine.

He exhaled a long breath of alcohol, and then shouted: "No! Hahahaha!"

Yasuo muttered: "Your youth is gone, and my wine is gone."

Master Yi ignored Yasuo's stinginess, the hero would infect his emotions to the host, and the host also had the ability to infect the heroes.That sad feeling made Yi involuntarily think of those teenagers who used to laugh and scold together in the nameless mountain.

They learn swords together, practice together, and discuss which girl in the village is good-looking.

It was nothing more than a war. All the teenagers died in foreign countries, and the girls in the village also disappeared without a sound under the iron-blooded chariot of war.

...

In the past, Hao Haoxuan always felt that he was not the kind of person who would get into trouble with himself, but now it seems that he was wrong before.Tears have already soaked the front of his clothes and wet his sleeves. Hao Haoxuan felt that he needed to get out of this sad situation, but it was too difficult!

He roared desperately, trying to make his soul escape from the grief at this moment. He flipped through countless famous quotes of masters in his mind, praying to find solace in poetry and more meaningful things, so as to heal his grief.

"Dreams! Dreams! Where have you been!? How fascinating you are!" (from "Onegin")
The grief has subsided a little, but it's still there.The gazes of passers-by have changed from the envy of the golden boy and jade girl just now, to the pity, indifference and ridicule for Hao Haoxuan who is alone and mentally damaged.

It’s better not to block, Hao Haoxuan thought to himself: “Let me meet that sharp blade, that sad truth, that cruel reality.”

Thinking of this, Hao Haoxuan shouted loudly among the indifferent or happy crowd watching, regardless of the crowd around him:
"My love is on the mountainside; I want to find her. The mountain is too high, and I can't lower my head to wet my robe with tears. My lover gave me a butterfly scarf; what to answer her: an owl. From then on, I turned my face and ignored me. For some reason, I was shocked. I My love is in the downtown area; I want to find her in a crowded city, and I can't cry when I look up. My lover gave me a picture of double swallows; what to answer her: candied haws. From then on, I turned my face and ignored me, and for some reason it made me confused. My love At the riverside; I want to find her. The river is deep, and I can't cry with my head tilted. My lover gave me a gold watch chain; what to give her back: sweating medicine. Since then, I have turned my back on me, and for some reason it made me nervous. My love At Hao’s house; I want to find her but I don’t have a car, I can’t shake my head and weep like hemp. My lover gave me roses; what do you say to her: Chi Lian snake. From now on, turn your back on me. I don’t know why—let her go.”

Yi's neck was already flushed, he really wasn't very good at drinking, especially when he was agitated just now, he drank a little too much, and now he stared at Hao Haoxuan in a daze and gasped for breath.

Yi Fangcai's roar and venting about his youthlessness made his heart beat non-stop, and the cool autumn night became hot and unbearable.The green light in his eyes flickered, then he patted Yasuo on the shoulder and headed in one direction.

"Why are you going?"

Master Yi swung his arms and turned around, grinning and said, "Haha, he's not like me, he has brothers."

After Yi left, Yasuo took out another wine gourd from under the hood around his waist, after thinking and thinking, he still made a decision, and took a step forward to Hao Haoxuan's side.

Throwing the wine gourd in front of Hao Haoxuan's eyes, he also said politely: "If you don't have hatred in your eyes, and don't believe that there are gray heads in the world, relax, buddy, and believe that your story is not over yet."

Yasuo's sloppy way of speaking made Hao Haoxuan's thoughts clearer. Seeing that Yasuo started to be polite, he shook his head and said: "Early autumn leaves are frightened, and the wanderer's heart is wandering. (The original sentence is like a guest's heart. Next, I still say I cherish the old forest."

Now Yasuo is not happy, the memories in his heart are constantly surging, how will the wanderer's life return to the root?
Memories always make me want to cry, Yasuo turned grief into drinking capacity, and gulped down a gulp to say that this re-transformed Yasuo doesn't have much in common with the old Yasuo before, except for drinking capacity.
Yasuo: "I'm so sore!"

Pink boudoir, little loli Mumu pouted.
Mu Mu asked Mu Mu: "Tell me, why doesn't he play with me?"

shameful dividing line
Chongshan 1: Mr. Lu Xun wrote my lovelorn poems to mock the lovelorn poems that were popular at the time, and used the format of Zhang Heng's "Poems of Four Sorrows". not educated.
First love is inherently reserved, hazy, and extremely pure, but when you lose it, your thoughts will inevitably become sharp, but the sharper it is, the more self-contradictory it is. I hope I can write this feeling out.
Mr. Lu Xun is sorry, Mr. Pushkin is sorry!

(End of this chapter)