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Chapter 452 Past Events ([-])
Before Lu Zihao and Xu Qian divorced, they rented a house not far from the Temple of Heaven Park. After they had children, they would often bring Lu Yuan and Lu Jian here for a walk on weekends.

Ever since they could walk and talk, the brothers fell in love with the echo wall in the park. At that time, the echo wall had not been surrounded by railings, and the two little guys could stand at both ends and talk to each other for a long time.

Although they are just able to speak, they just call each other's name and say a few simple words, but this is infinite fun for children who have just experienced the magic of language.

Therefore, Lu Zihao immediately thought of the Temple of Heaven Park and the Echo Wall, so he and Xu Qian took their children to the Temple of Heaven.

Lu Zihao deliberately picked Monday. In the morning, there will not be too many tourists going to the Temple of Heaven. The weather in BJ is good that day. The Temple of Heaven near Yongdingmen has stood here for 600 years.

The two bought tickets at the ticket office. The off-season joint tickets they bought last year had expired, so they could only buy tickets separately.

With the divorce and separation of half a year, Lu Zihao and Xu Qian's contact with each other is becoming less and less. Except for the children, no matter how they talk these days, they are silent all the way to the Temple of Heaven.

Enter from the north gate and walk to the Hall of Prayer for Good Harvests. In the surrounding field of vision, you can't see the buildings of the modern city. You can only see the sky when you look up, and the main hall when you look down.

Xu Qian and Lu Zihao didn't speak, but the two children talked endlessly along the way, Lu Jian couldn't see, so Lu Yuan kept holding his hand, telling him what was on the road as he walked, acting as his brother's eyes.

The closer the two brothers are, the more unhappy their parents will be. But Xu Qian already knew that Zou Lingling was pregnant, and it was impossible for the two of them to be together again anyway. She only hoped that Lu Jian's eyes would get better soon. She can take Lu Yuan out of here.

But thinking that Lu Jian's eyes were healed, but he couldn't see his mother, Xu Qian felt sore again.

Compared with Xu Qian's tender heart, Lu Zihao looked at the empty and blue sky, and the magnificent Hall of Prayer for Good Harvest under the sky, his heart was empty, his eyes were dull and empty, and he didn't think about those problems that were destined to be unsolvable.

There were not many people in the park, and Lu Yuan hadn't been back to BJ for half a year, but he was still very familiar with Temple of Heaven Park, so he took Lu Jian and trotted all the way south, passed through the Hall of Prayer for Good Harvests, and ran towards the Echoing Wall.

"Lu Jian! Let's make a phone call!"

Lu Yuan called talking on the echo wall a phone call. This is a code word that only the brothers understand. Lu Jian nodded happily when he heard it, but he said, "I'm not Lu Jian, I'm Lu Yuan!"

Lu Yuan didn't understand why his brother wanted to compete with him for his name, but it didn't matter, as long as he could make a phone call.

So the two ran to both ends of the echoing wall and began to talk on the wall bricks. They would call each other's name, say "hello", "goodbye", or blah, blah, blah, blah.

Lu Yuan whispered to the echoing wall, "Lu Jian, Lu Jian?"

On the other side, Lu Jian shouted, "I'm not Lu Jian, I'm Lu Yuan, I'm Lu Yuan!"

"Then...then...who is Lu Jian?"

"You are Lu Jian, you are Lu Jian."

"Okay, I'm Lu Jian, then I'll be Lu Jian...I...I, you are Lu Yuan, Lu Yuan..."

"Yes, I am Lu Yuan, I am Lu Yuan!"

"Why are you Lu Yuan?"

"Because...because I'm going to be with my mother."

"I want to be with my mother too."

"Lu Jian can't...with mother...."

"What? What did you say?"

A gust of wind blew, and with the voices of other tourists around, the conversation between the two was blurred, and the two began to talk to themselves to the echoing wall.

Lu Yuan stared blankly at the wall, and muttered, "I'm Lu Jian, I'm Lu Jian? Lu Jian is me, I... I, Lu Yuan!"

Lu Yuan suddenly yelled towards the echoing wall, and then there was a response from the other end, "What are you doing, Lu Jian!"

"You...you come here."

Lu Yuan asked Lu Jian to come over, but his mind was a little confused, what was his name?He wanted to call the person opposite to come over and ask.

When Lu Jian heard the sound, he walked towards Lu Yuan, and Lu Zihao and Xu Qian who were beside him found that Lu Jian seemed to be walking normally, no need to support the wall, and he could trot!
Xu Qian hurriedly stepped forward to hug Lu Jian, and asked, "Son, can you see it? Can you see it? Look at mom, look at mom!"

Lu Jian looked at Xu Qian, showed a faint smile, pressed Xu Qian's nose with his fingers, and said, "Mom! I miss you, Mom."

Lu Jian could see it, just so suddenly, Xu Qian hugged Lu Jian and burst into tears.

Lu Zihao finally breathed a sigh of relief, coming here really helped, the elder son's eye problem was finally resolved.

But when the family returned to the hospital in the afternoon, they found a new problem, a problem that might be more difficult than being invisible to the eyes - Lu Jian finally refused to admit that he was Lu Jian at all, instead of saying that he was Lu Yuan. It's Lu Jian.

As soon as the counselor said he was Lu Jian, he hugged Xu Qian hysterically, cried and called his mother, saying that he was not Lu Jian, but Lu Yuan.

This is hard for Xu Qian and Lu Zihao, and it's even harder for the experts. Such a case has never been seen before.

The expert finally said that, "As long as you two remarry, I think the disease will be cured soon. When the two children are together, they can be called whatever they like."

However, it is impossible for Xu Qian and Lu Zihao to remarry. In the end, the experts came up with an expedient solution. Simply, the two children should change their names, and how they should live in the future. It's just a name. Anyway, a son is still a son. It won't change and won't run away.

What the doctor said is correct, it’s just a name, anyway, twins, it doesn’t matter which one they like to use, even if it’s Lu Hai or Lu He.

But the crux of the problem wasn't here, but Lu Jian refused to go home with Lu Zihao, and he grabbed Xu Qian along the way, insisting on being with his mother.

At the end, Xu Qian said: "Both children follow me, you are going to have a new child soon, you go and take care of her, Lu Yuan and Lu Jian will follow me."

Lu Zihao categorically refused, the two children were his blood, no matter what, he had to keep one by his side, and with Xu Qian's current financial situation, it was already difficult enough to take care of one child, let alone two.

During this period of time in BJ, Lu Zihao paid the room fee, Xu Qian left Licheng for too long, and lost her summer job there, how can she take two children back home?Even if Xu Qian's parents are willing to help, but the old man is just an ordinary farmer, and the two children are growing up, how can they endure hardship?

Lu Zihao could only say: "No, I will take care of both children, you should find someone to marry."

But after saying this, Lu Zihao himself knew that it was impossible for Xu Qian to agree to give up the child, so the two were at a stalemate.

In the end, there was really no other way, so Lu Zihao had no choice but to say: "Otherwise, change, Lu Yuan will follow me, let Lu Jian follow you, and then change their names. Later, when they grow up, tell them about the matter."

This seemingly unbelievable decision turned out to be a no-brainer, but although Xu Qian felt sorry for Lu Jian, how could she be willing to let Lu Yuan go?The palms of the hands and the backs of the hands are full of flesh, if Lu Yuan was brought to BJ, should he be left here?

Thinking of this, Xu Qian's heart felt like a knife was being twisted. At this time, she didn't hate Lu Zihao or Zou Lingling in her heart, she just hated herself, hated her incompetence, hated that she misjudged the wrong person, hated that she didn't know what to do. Can't raise two kids.

For a mother, the only thing she leaves for her children is love. If there is hatred, no matter where it comes from, it will be poured on her head in the end to protect her children.

"One month, one month later, I will bring Lu Jian back. If he recovers by then, I will keep Lu Jian with you and bring Lu Yuan back."

Xu Qian thought to herself, maybe Lu Jian just misses herself, and when he recovers, he might miss BJ's life. As for Lu Yuan, it's really hard for him to follow her, so let him stay in BJ for a while to take good care of his body.

So Xu Qian took Lu Jian back to Licheng and left Lu Yuan in BJ. After nearly a month, when the summer vacation was about to end, Lu Jian suddenly had a high fever, which reached nearly 40 degrees.

Xu Qian wanted to take Lu Jian to BJ, but she had no choice but to go to the doctor first, and she saw it for a week. After the fever subsided, Xu Qian found that Lu Jian was stunned and couldn't remember many things.

She can't remember that she has an older brother, she can't remember that she has a father, she can't remember that his name is Lu Jian, but she only remembers one thing - I am Lu Yuan, and I want to be with my mother.

"Mom, I'm afraid of the dark, don't lock me in the toilet."

(End of this chapter)