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Chapter 397 Misunderstanding (for subscription)

Seeing that Kim Taeyeon hesitated to speak, with a complicated expression, Jiang Junhyuk was a little puzzled.

After all, he is not a roundworm in Taeyeon's stomach. He doesn't know what Taeyeon is thinking, let alone that Taeyeon connected the lyrics with him, thinking that he composed this song based on his own experience.

In the final analysis, although he has the memory of the 'original owner', it is only a memory after all, and he has no empathy, let alone a deep impression.

So for Kang Jun Hyuk, lyrics are just lyrics, nothing more.

Besides, the complete lyrics of this song are actually about the puberty of a little girl. Jiang Junhyuk, a big man, is even less likely to think of himself.

Even Jiang Junhyuk thought that Taeyeon was dissatisfied with this song, but it was hard to speak.

then.

After thinking for a while, Jiang Junhe said: "Nu Na, I think this song is not bad..." After a pause, "Why don't you do this, because it's just finished writing and I haven't had time to record the demo, or I will give you an annoyance." Then sing it once, and listen to it completely?"

Jiang Junhyuk really thinks this song is not bad, and it is more suitable for Kim Taeyeon who is emotionally sensitive.

Of course.

Everyone has his own taste in music, what he thinks is good is just a personal opinion.

If Kim Taeyeon is really dissatisfied, Jiang Junhyuk will not force it.

After finishing speaking, Jiang Junhyuk looked at Kim Taeyeon, but after waiting for a while, Kim Taeyeon kept silent, just looked at him, making Jiang Junhyuk speechless.

Just when he couldn't hold back and was about to speak again, Taeyeon nodded and responded.

"Ah."

And then... it's gone.

Jiang Junhyuk twitched his mouth, wanted to say something, but found that he had nothing to say, so he didn't bother to think about anything else, so he simply stood up and walked to the side of the piano.

Since he started learning lyrics and composition, in order to consolidate and improve, Jiang Junhyuk specially bought a piano, which happens to be ready for use at this moment.

Sitting in front of the piano, recalling the score, Jiang Junhyuk moved his fingers lightly, and a beautiful melody sounded slowly.

After more than 20 seconds, following the melody, Jiang Junhyuk sang softly——

sometimes wishing myself

can disappear from this world

this world is too dark

I cry every night
……

Kim Taeyeon sat on the sofa, staring at Jiang Junhyuk with both eyes, as the melody and Jiang Junhyuk's slightly mournful voice sounded, her heart ached again, and in an instant, her eye sockets were a little moist.

Recalling Jiang Junhe's life experience, thinking of Jiang Junhe's parents and grandfather passing away one after another, he is alone in this world without any relatives.

Thinking of Jiang Junhyuk's sinking for more than two years, thinking of Jiang Junhyuk's obsession with games in order to avoid pain, but in the eyes of others, even her, they don't really understand Jiang Junhyuk.They only thought that Jiang Junhe was depraved and did not seek to make progress, but they never thought about what a heavy blow the successive deaths of relatives would be to a teenager.

What kind of harm did that dark life cause to Jiang Junhe's soul, and even made Jiang Junhe contemplate suicide, but they didn't know about it.

Not only her, including Tiffany, they don't know.

Jiang Junhyuk has been struggling in the dark, has been powerlessly escaping, he has given up his life and indulged in games, but in the dead of night, when he is alone, the pain is always haunting him, no one understands, no one cares, He was alone, facing the darkness alone, facing the pain alone, licking all the wounds alone.

And these, they didn't know, and didn't really care about it.

They only saw Jiang Junhe's depravity on the surface, but they didn't deeply understand the cause of this depravity. They never thought of stretching out their hands to pull Jiang Junhe away from the darkness and let Jiang Junhe return to the sunshine.

Thinking of this, Taeyeon blamed herself even more, tears rushed out of her eyes, and she couldn't hold back anymore.

At this time, the song is about to reach its climax——

beautiful, once beautiful

That memory, I feel so painful

This level of pain is too painful

but it won't disappear

friends, people

just look at me

I don't look like that
always go away

But even so, I'm not sure

it might be the world

dazzling light
Maybe that's all the pain
Even if you take a step forward, there will be a momentary light

Can't give up
not even a day
I sleep peacefully
Even so, try to stand up

what if i could find myself

ah ah ah ah ah ah--

ah ah ah ah ah ah--

……

The melody gradually slowed down from the excitement, and the song gradually came to an end——

How much

how painful
How much

how painful
How much

How much

how much to look forward to
……

As the last note fell, Jiang Junhyuk raised his hands and sat quietly in front of the piano for a while before slowly calming down.

He has improved A-'s singing skills, and let Jiang Junhyuk understand that if a song, especially an emotional song like "To My Puberty", wants to touch people's hearts, the singer must integrate emotions, just like a performance, not It is difficult to make others empathize if you integrate into it and don't substitute into it.

So it is.

When singing this song, Jiang Junhyuk was full of emotion, and he didn't restrain his emotions until the end.

After calming down, Jiang Junhe turned his head and looked at Kim Taeyeon: "Nu Na, what do you think of this song..." Just as the words came out of his mouth, Jiang Junhe suddenly froze.

On the sofa not far away, Taeyeon burst into tears, raging on her face, looking straight at him with eyes full of... heartache?
Jiang Junhe was stunned immediately.

What the hell?

He knows that Kim Taeyeon is emotionally sensitive, and he also knows that the song "To My Puberty" is really easy to move people. After all, when he first heard this song in his previous life, he, a big man, was touched by this song, otherwise he would not Impressed by this song.

But Taeyeon is also a bit too sensitive, right?

Could it be that the lyrics of this song touched the heartache of Kim Taeyeon's past?
Thinking that this song was originally about describing the budding and troubles of a young girl during puberty, Jiang Junhyuk faintly 'woke up'.

but!

Is there any need to cry so sadly?
Jiang Junhe was speechless for a moment.

But speechless is speechless, Kim Taeyeon is so sad, he is too embarrassed to sit there indifferent.

He had no choice but to get up from his seat in a hurry, walked quickly to Taeyeon, picked up the tissue on the table next to him, and handed it to Taeyeon gently.

She still had to comfort her softly: "Nu Na, what's wrong with you? Don't cry, you..."

"Ian..."

Facing the tissue that Jiang Junhe handed over, Kim Taeyeon didn't pay attention at all. She stood up and looked at Jiang Junhe guiltily. When Jiang Junhe was confused and didn't know what to say, she suddenly opened her hands and hugged him. Kang Jun Hyuk.

Hugging him tightly made Jiang Junhyuk even more confused.

This……

What the hell?

Jiang Junhe was completely dizzy, with question marks on his forehead.

After a while, seeing that Taeyeon still didn't let go, Jiang Junhe had no choice but to say: "Nua..."

But before she opened her mouth, Taeyeon hugged her even tighter, and said something that made Jiang Junhyuk even more inexplicable——

"Ian, I'm sorry! It's all Nuna's fault! Sorry! It's Nuna's mistake! Sorry! Sorry!..."

Kang Joon Hyuk: "[_?]"

Who the hell can tell me what's going on?

Jiang Junhyuk was completely, completely confused.

He knows that Kim Taeyeon is emotional and sensitive, but this is a fucking song, how can you get to this point?
(End of this chapter)