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Chapter 420 Covenant (for Subscription)

"wait for me?"

Jin Zhini couldn't help being slightly stunned when she heard the words, but then she reacted, frowned and said, "It was Zhixiu O'Neill who told you that I was coming."

It's not a question, it's an affirmation.

When Jin Zhini wanted to come, and knew that she was coming to Jiang Junhyuk, only Jin Zhixiu was there.And Kang Jun Hyuk said that he has been waiting for her, so there is no need to guess, 100% it is Kim Ji Soo who tipped the news.

Jiang Junhe stopped, turned around and looked at Jin Zhini: "Is it important?"

Jin Zhini was speechless.

Jiang Junhe said: "Let's cook first. Let's have a good talk after dinner."

Jin Zhini bit her lower lip slightly, and nodded silently.

Jiang Junhyuk did not spend a lot of time for dinner. He simply made two servings of pasta. After the meal, he made two cups of tea, one for Jin Zhini and one for himself. He sat down on the sofa opposite Jin Zhini and took a sip of the tea. Putting down the teacup, he looked at Jin Zhini.

"Jennie..."

After pondering for a while, Jiang Junhe said, "We've known each other for almost two years, right?"

Jin Zhini frowned and nodded slightly.

From 15 years to now, it has indeed been nearly two years.But Jiang Junhyuk's rather formal tone gave Jin Zhini a bad feeling.

Jiang Junhe said: "Frankly speaking, from the moment we know you, you don't give me a good impression..." As soon as the words fell, Jin Zhini's face turned ugly, and Jiang Junhe smiled, "...Since we want to talk openly, if you talk What's the point of such a conversation? What do you think?"

Jin Zhini curled her lips, her face softened slightly, but she still didn't say anything.

She is not a fool, since she got acquainted with Jiang Junhe, she has been awkward not once or twice, she naturally knows that Jiang Junhe has a bad impression of her.It's just that Jiang Junhe said it so clearly, it is equivalent to slapping him in the face, and he will inevitably feel a little uncomfortable.

Jiang Junhe smiled again, and continued: "I think so. - People have their own personalities and characteristics. No two people in the world are exactly the same. If people want to have a long-term relationship Going on, having conflicts will only hurt each other's feelings. The best way to get along is to seek common ground while reserving differences. You point out the dissatisfaction with me and my behavior that make you unhappy. unfold before your eyes.

And you, too.

How should I put it, there is no perfect person in the world, as long as there is a person, there are flaws.

But whether it's you or me, when we first like someone, what attracts us to the other person will definitely not be his shortcomings, nor his dark side.

What attracts us the most must be the best side of the other party in front of us, or in other words, whether it is a shortcoming or a dark side, at least these are the places that attract us the most and are the most exciting in our hearts.

Do you agree with that, Jennie? "

Jin Zhini froze suddenly, looking at Jiang Junhe, her thoughts fluttered.

Thinking carefully about Jiang Junhe's words, recalling the experience from meeting Jiang Junhe to the present, Jin Zhini suddenly found that this is indeed the case between her and Jiang Junhe.

What Jiang Junhyuk has done, if it is deduced from the social definition and morally, the word 'scumbag' is simply the most appropriate description for Jiang Junhyuk.

This should be the most disgusting and unacceptable in the eyes of others.

But I don't know why, this kind of Jiang Junhyuk is what attracts her, that is, it makes her keep letting go, parting and reuniting, and can't help but want to continue with him.

Then these shortcomings in other people's eyes, the most unbearable places in other people's eyes, in her eyes, are the most exciting to her.

Jin Zhini couldn't refute what Jiang Junhe said, but could only agree with it.

Jiang Junhe said: "So, whether you are good or me, we must first admit one thing: we are not perfect people, we all have our own flaws, and we all have our own unbearable aspects. But at the same time, we have They also have their own shining points, or at least the shining points in the eyes of the other party, which is what attracts us to each other, and it is the bond that keeps us connected when we separate and reunite.”

Hearing this, Jin Zhini said, "So that's what you want to talk to me about? Confess what is unacceptable to both of us, correct or avoid it as much as possible, and then only focus on the shining points of each other to reduce disputes and conflicts?"

Jiang Junhe nodded: "Jennie, the reason why people fall in love is not to feel pain and suffering, but because what people need is a kind of spiritual pleasure. If in a relationship, there are only quarrels and abuse, it proves that the relationship is There is no need to maintain it anymore. Of course, this does not mean that in the relationship between two people, there can be no disputes and conflicts. Happiness and joy should be the majority, and this kind of relationship is necessary to be maintained for a long time."

After a pause, Jiang Junhe said: "It's like us. In our relationship in the past two years, quarrels and conflicts have always accounted for the majority, so our relationship is not healthy, which is why we have been on and off. Together, there is no reason why you want to maintain it with all your strength."

Jin Zhini frowned, looked at Jiang Junhyuk, and remained silent.

Jiang Junhe said: "Now that we have talked about it, our conversation today is to speak freely and resolve the gap, so let me ask first, Jennie, what behaviors of mine make you feel unhappy, and you want me to correct it? You can Directly point out that as long as I can do it, I will try my best to correct it, and if I can't, I will try my best to avoid causing trouble to you."

Jin Zhini pursed her lips tightly and remained silent for a while.

It's not that she didn't want to say it, but she suddenly discovered that what annoys her about Jiang Junhe is also what attracts her the most.

If Jiang Junhyuk is devoted to her and obedient to her, let alone whether Jiang Junhe can do it, even if Jiang Junhe can do it, then it means that she has achieved her goal and conquered Jiang Junhe, and for a Jiang Junhe who has already been conquered by her , will there still be the deadliest attraction?
If her boyfriend is a boy who is submissive and obeys her everywhere, is such a boy worth her continuing to associate with?
Or rather.

A person who is looked down upon by her and not as good as her, what value can she like?

She likes Kang Jun-hyuk, at first because of his good looks, then because of his indifference, because for her, Jiang Jun-hyuk is like a challenge, a peak that has not been stepped on... If Jiang Jun-hyuk is no longer challenging , no longer giving her a feeling different from other boys, no longer making her obsessed and unable to let go, so after losing the freshness, will Jiang Junhyuk still be the Jiang Junhyuk who made her unforgettable?

Jin Zhini couldn't find an answer, so she could only remain silent.

As for what Jin Zhini was thinking, Jiang Junhe naturally didn't know.

Seeing that Jin Zhini remained silent for a while, Jiang Junhe had no choice but to continue: "Since you haven't thought about it yet, I'll confess first."

After a pause, looking at Jin Zhini, Jiang Junhe said, "Frankly speaking, Jennie, from the impression you gave me, I think your character is a bit willful and impulsive. You let me have a kind of you that you actually like." It's not me. What you like is to achieve your goal and become a person who can never be rejected. In other words, you don't like being rejected, you like everyone to follow your heart, and you are the main one. The reason why you couldn't let go of me was because I didn't obey your will at the beginning, which made you feel frustrated with me.

You don't want to fail, you just want to succeed. "

Jin Zhini's heart trembled, she looked at Jiang Junhe, opened her mouth, but was speechless.

Jiang Junhe said: "But you have to understand that this world never revolves around one person. You have your pride, and I also have my persistence. And many things are beyond our control. This is not only you, but also me. The same. I also have a lot of things I want to hold on to, things I want to get, and things I want to stick to and not give up. But this world doesn’t run according to my will, and I can’t control people’s hearts. All I can do is let go What should be let go, and what can be persisted, I can only be myself, not trouble others.”

Speaking of this, Kang Jun Hyuk thought of Tiffany, Lee Su Hee, and Ahn So Hee...Because of the remnants of the 'original owner', when Tiffany broke up with him, he could only agree.And he wanted to be devoted to Li Suxi, and to grow old with Li Suxi, but in the end, he couldn't win the hearts of the people.As for An Zhaoxi, he wanted to stick to it but couldn't suppress his desire, so he could only let go.

In fact, many things in this world are like this.

Everyone wants to be happy, everyone wants to get what they want, everyone doesn't want to leave regrets, everyone hopes to never regret... But, it's like standing at a crossroads, unless your time is always fixed at that moment, forever Stay, otherwise, you can only give up, you can only choose one way to move forward.

Nalan Xingde said that if life is just like seeing it at first sight.

But life can't be just like the first meeting, if it's just like the first meeting, why bother to know each other?

and so.

There are bound to be regrets in life, and there are bound to be regrets. What people can do is to make themselves as painless as possible and to pursue happiness as much as possible.

At least so.

Life is not only black and white, it can also be full of colors.

Even if the colorfulness is just what you think, there is no empathy in this world, and what people feel can only start from themselves.

Looking at Jin Zhini, Jiang Junhe said again: "I said this, not to accuse you of anything, nor to deny that your liking for me is not sincere. Each of us lives only for ourselves, because we can only feel ourselves, we All the decisions we make, all our feelings, start from ourselves, from our hearts. Therefore, liking is not a single thing, and there is no reason or unreasonable liking at all. There are thousands of ways to like someone. There are thousands of reasons, but no matter what the reason is, at least this kind of feeling is real, and it is what we desire and are willing to give.”

After a pause, Jiang Junhe said: "Just like me. Although I am a little dissatisfied with some aspects of your character, there are things about you that I like and I miss. ——Your strong desire for me, your desire for me Your entanglement, your unyielding character, your distinct personality that is different from other girls, the different passions you bring to me, your sexiness, your unique temperament, your beauty...all of these are You attract me.

All if you want to ask do I like you?Promise is yes.These lovely places on your body are what I like and what I miss.

only……"

Looking at Jin Zhini, Jiang Junhe sighed: "There is no perfect person in the world. I am the same, and you are the same. There is a valuable cost in the communication between people. When you bring me more trouble than I like you In the end, you made me feel more trouble, just trouble, just want to get rid of the quagmire as soon as possible. Jennie, liking someone is because that person can make you happy and let you have a pleasant relationship.

If boredom exceeds pleasure, then the other person will only feel trouble and want to escape instead of enjoying it.

and so.

Jennie, that's what I want to talk to you about today.

Communication between two people is like playing a seesaw. There must be a balance point, a bottom line, and a limit set by both parties in advance.

Just like playing a seesaw, when one person is always on top, it means that the other person sinks to the bottom, and the happiness of one person means the pain of the other person being restricted everywhere.This kind of relationship is unhealthy, and an unhealthy relationship will only have one result if things go on like this.

Jennie, you like me, and I like you.

So I hope that when we get along, happiness and joy are the majority, troubles and troubles are just embellishments, like desserts after a meal, bringing some passion to life, it cannot be static, but it should not be the staple food of our life.

What do you think? "

Jin Zhini fell into silence. After a long time, she raised her head: "What kind of bottom line do you think we should set?"

The corners of Jiang Junhyuk's mouth curled up undetectably, but then he returned to normal. After a little consideration, he said, "Actually, I only want you to do one thing."

Jin Zhini said: "What?"

Jiang Junhe said: "Think twice, don't be too impulsive." After a pause, "For example, when you exposed my home address, it was just because I didn't answer your call, you were unhappy, and you just did what made you happy regardless of the consequences. It's something you temporarily relieve your anger. But in fact, the problem has not been solved, and doing so will not do you any good, it will only cause trouble and disgust."

Jin Zhini curled her lips subconsciously when she heard the words.

If she hadn't exposed Jiang Junhe's address, how could Jiang Junhe pay attention to her, and how could the two of them be sitting here now.

But Jin Zhini also understands.

If it hadn't been for Jiang Junhe who was also a bit small-minded and deliberately wanted to take revenge on her, if she had been ignored, then after that incident, Jiang Junhe hated her extremely, and the two of them would indeed have no follow-up.

In fact, what Jiang Junhe said was right. Sometimes she is too impulsive when she is willful, and it is no wonder that Jiang Junhe wants to avoid her if she acts recklessly.

Thinking of this, Jin Zhini nodded: "I promise you. But..." Looking at Jiang Junhe, Jin Zhini said, "Since we want to draw a bottom line, then I also have a request."

Jiang Junhe said: "You say."

Jin Zhini said: "I know you are flirtatious, and I also know that you can't be loyal to me, but I ask for something..."

Jiang Junhyuk looked at Jin Zhini, waiting quietly to speak.

Jin Zhini said: "Your public girlfriend——it can only be me!"

(End of this chapter)