i want to be famous

Chapter 442 Selfishness (for subscription)

I don't know how late the night is, the wind is calm and the sea is calm.

Bed.

Li Yilia was sweating profusely, and her body trembled uncontrollably. After a long time, she let out a long breath, turned over, and hugged Jiang Junhe.

"I feel...I want to date you."

Muttering softly, Li Yiliya raised her head and reached out to touch Jiang Junhe's cheek: "If I want to date you, what do you think?"

"Nu Na, stop joking."

Jiang Junhe had no idea at all, turned his head slightly, and avoided Li Yiliya's right hand with a smile.

I just clapped my hands once, and now I want to date, boss, your purpose is too clear, right?If you covet my body, you can covet my body. Isn't it impossible to applaud a few more times and get emotional?Urban men and women, boss, can we stop being so childish?
With a dumb smile, Jiang Junhe said again: "Nu Na, you knew from the beginning that I don't want to have a girlfriend. If it wasn't like this, would you agree to see me?"

Li Yilia was speechless and pouted.

Although Jiang Junhe was telling the truth, but at this moment, it was a bit too unpleasant.

Just like men like beautiful women, women naturally like handsome guys. If there is no chance, it’s fine, but if there is a chance, it can guarantee safety and not be entangled. In fact, there is not much difference between men and women.

Again, modern times are not feudal ancient times. With the gradual penetration of Western ideas in certain aspects, especially in South Korea, a place that is more influenced by the West, women have long been freed from the shackles of the past in certain concepts. Li Yili Although Ya is not as overindulgent as some women, she is not the type who will give up after seeing her body.

If it was this type, she would not be able to be an actress.

But Li Yilia is still very picky. If she hadn't met Jiang Junhe, a boy who made her very excited, she would not have agreed so easily.

After all, the aura on Jiang Junhyuk's body is too dazzling. Not only is he extremely handsome, he is also talented, and he is proficient in acting and composing. It can be said that Li Yilia has a certain admiration for Jiang Junhe, or in other words, fan psychology. That's the reason why she was willing to accept the appointment after Jiang Junhyuk made a phone call.

Originally, she only regarded this date as a 'one night stand', but after she really applauded with Jiang Junhe, Jiang Junhe's excellence on the other hand made Li Yiliya more satisfied with Jiang Junhe.

It was also for this reason that she couldn't help but test it out.

And the result of the test... Sure enough, men don't have a good thing!

Glancing at Jiang Junhe, he twisted Jiang Junhe's chest angrily, and Li Yiliya said angrily: "Jiang Junhe, do you want your EQ to be so low that you can't just perfuse me?"

Jiang Junhe said with a smile: "Nu Na, you said you were perfunctory, don't you think it's fake?"

"Fake it, I'm happy to hear it!"

Jiang Junhe laughed, glanced at Li Yiliya, nodded, and said with a smile: "Okay. Then I solemnly reply to that, and I will consider it."

"consider?"

Li Yiliya was dissatisfied again: "You are really good, you are so insincere in perfunctory!"

Jiang Junhe laughed again, shook his head and said: "Nu Na, if I really agree, it will be more insincere, okay? I just told you that I don't want to have a girlfriend, but I immediately agreed, and there was a process of changing my mind in the middle. None, doesn’t it seem more fake? I reply to you to consider, which proves that I have listened to your words and have thoughts, which is not sincere.”

Li Yilia was speechless.

Ok.

She knew that what Jiang Junhyuk said was a lie, and she was just trying to argue, but it still sounded reasonable, and the logic could be rounded off.

In fact, she also knows that it is unrealistic to associate with Jiang Junhyuk. If she really wants to, she will not play "one night stand" with Jiang Junhyuk.If you think about it with your brain, you will know that if you do the most intimate thing between the two from the beginning, it is equivalent to one step. Without the gradual process, Jiang Junhe can basically get everything he can get from her. Spend time developing a relationship with her.

Although there is mutual appreciation in the relationship between a man and a woman, there is also a process of giving to each other at the same time, and there is a reward for giving. It's like a glance of gears, gradually matching.

And now they have no process of running in at all, one step is in place, Jiang Junhe no longer has that kind of desire for her, so how can he still have much nostalgia for her?

Or how to put it, I don't know how to cherish things that are too easy to get.

Because it's too easy to get, without the process of giving, I don't expect anything in return, and even if it's a two-shot, I won't feel it's a pity.

Anyway, I didn't pay at all, and I didn't suffer.

Only when people feel that they are at a disadvantage, feel that what they have paid is not worth it, and want to seek a fairness, and only in this way, people will not let go easily.

And between them...

Li Yilia gritted her teeth slightly, and couldn't help pinching Jiang Junhe again.

But the embarrassment was only for a moment, and then Li Yilia let go.

After all, she never thought about dating Jiang Junhe from the very beginning, but after the two had a relationship, they gradually had extravagant hopes under the confusion of love, which led to a kind of longing psychology.

But after figuring it out, knowing that the probability is very small, this mentality gradually faded away.

Putting her arms around Jiang Junhe again, Li Yiliya said again, "Jiang Junhe, tell the truth, how many women have you had? Among them, where can I rank?"

Jiang Junhe laughed, a little speechless.

He found that as long as they are women, there are not many who do not compare. It seems that they think that as long as they have a relationship, they must occupy a relatively higher position in the hearts of men, preferably number one.

With a dumb smile, Jiang Junhyuk followed suit, "It doesn't matter how many, but in terms of appearance alone, you are the most beautiful."

"Really?" The corners of Li Yilia's mouth curled up.

"Of course." Jiang Junhe nodded resolutely.

Anyway, Li Yilia doesn't really want to hear the truth, or in other words, all she wants is the "truth" she wants to hear. Jiang Junhyuk only looks for trouble when he is too idle, and he really ranks one by one. .

"Then who do you think is more beautiful between me and Jin Zhiyuan?" Jiang Junhe finished speaking, Li Yiliya asked again immediately.

"Of course it's you." Jiang Junhe reaffirmed.

"I think so."

Li Yiliya smiled brighter. Looking at Jiang Junhe, Li Yiliya said: "In terms of popularity and acting skills, I have only debuted for two years, and I think I am not as good as Jin Zhiyuan. But in terms of figure and appearance, Jin Zhiyuan is really good." Not as good as me."

Jiang Junhe suppressed a smile and nodded in agreement.

Li Yiliya said again: "But to be honest, it is said that women chase men's interlayer gauze. To be honest, Jin Zhiyuan's looks are not bad. Why are you not attracted to her at all?"

"Didn't I say that I won't have a girlfriend."

Jiang Junhe said helplessly: "Frankly speaking, I would not be untouched by being liked by a beautiful woman. But what Jin Zhiyuan wants is something I can't give. What she wants is a boyfriend, and I am I have no intention of making a girlfriend at all. You say, this fundamental contradiction can't be resolved, if I don't want to ask for trouble, how can I accept her?"

Li Yiliya said: "Whether you accept it or not is one thing, but you don't want anything delivered to your door, and you don't take advantage of it. Are you really so naive?"

Jiang Junhe was speechless.

Co-authored in your heart, a man has such a virtue, seeing cheap is like a weasel seeing a chicken.

Li Yiliya said with a smile: "Anyway, you won't be at a disadvantage. If you take advantage of it, you will take it. At worst, it will be the last one."

Jiang Junhe was speechless.

Shaking his head, Jiang Junhe smiled wryly and said, "Nu Na, I don't use my lower body to think, you don't really think I'm so stupid, do you? Lie to Jin Zhiyuan and play with her feelings. But Nuna is also a woman. I don’t believe that Nuna really hopes to meet such a man. If it were Nuna you, I played with Nuna’s feelings. Would Nuna really be willing to swallow her anger? Just accept it?
If you are angry, don't you have any intention of taking revenge on me?Even if you can't take revenge on me temporarily, you will keep this matter in your heart for the rest of your life.It's fine if there is no chance, if there is a chance, Nuna will definitely beat me to death.If I encounter that kind of irrational person again, who doesn't care about the pros and cons at all, and explodes in the media, it will only be me who will be devastated.

Taking a step back, even if I didn't expose it to the media, if I just publicized it in the circle, my reputation would be 100% rotten.

Nu Na really think it is so easy to take advantage of the cheap? "

"You are sober." Hearing what Jiang Junhe said, Li Yilia couldn't help laughing.

Jiang Junhe said: "So, I have never liked to deceive women. Between men and women, it is best for Jiang Taigong to fish, and those who wish to take the bait. Just like me and Nuna, it was simple from the beginning, you love me, there is nothing Reluctantly. In this way, no one owes anyone, let alone anyone taking advantage of others. Without the mentality of losing money, naturally there will be fewer conflicts."

"That's unlikely."

When Jiang Junhe finished speaking, Li Yiliya seemed to be holding her back, and retorted: "Women are different from men. Men are mostly rational, but women are emotional. You think you owe each other, but women don't necessarily think so Compared with men, women are more likely to be emotional and more involved. Frankly speaking, before I met you, I thought that tonight would be a one night stand. After tonight, I have no interest in you. "

Jiang Junhe frowned slightly, looking at Li Yilia.

Li Yiliya said: "But to be honest..." Looking at Jiang Junhe, Li Yiliya said, "...I really have a relationship with you, and I am more interested in you, and even want to go further with you."

Speaking of this, seeing Jiang Junhyuk frowned subconsciously, Li Yiliya laughed and said, "Don't be nervous. I'm more interested in you, but I'm different from Jin Zhiyuan. As you said just now, from the beginning, the two of us The relationship between them is simple, you love me, and no one forces anyone. Therefore, I will not be greedy, expect to be your girlfriend, and I will not extravagantly imagine. It should be said that I will not extravagantly imagine that you will become my boyfriend. friend.

With such a bottom line, and knowing where the boundary line is, I will not have too many expectations of you, and naturally I will not invest too much.

But not investing too much doesn't mean I won't invest. After all, I'm also a woman, and I can't be as rational as you men.If we continue to communicate, sooner or later, there will be a day when I feel that my devotion to you and your dedication cannot get the feedback I deserve, and I will also be dissatisfied. Otherwise, break up with you rationally, or have resentment towards you. "

Jiang Junhyuk couldn't help but smile wryly upon hearing this.

Thinking about it carefully, Jiang Junhe had to admit that Li Yilia's words were indeed reasonable.

Thinking of the girls he has been dating for a long time, Park So Yeon and Yoo In Na are better, after all, they are relatively mature at that age.The rest, whether it is Park Minha, Jin Zhini, or IU, especially the latter two, are really just like what Li Yiliya said, more and more expectations are placed on him, and more and more demands are placed on him. More and more want to get his feedback, to get the feelings they think should be equal.

With a wry smile, Jiang Junhe looked at Li Yiliya again, shaking his head and said, "Nu Na, you really know women better than me."

Li Yiliya said with a smile: "Of course I know women better than you. After all, I am also a woman." After a pause, she suddenly turned over, rode on Jiang Junhe, leaned slightly, kissed Jiang Junhe on the lips, and said "But don't worry, I won't be the latter. When I feel that my expectations of you are getting higher and higher, I will stop the loss in time and never let myself become a bitter woman who loses self-esteem."

Jiang Junhyuk blinked and said with a smile: "Nu Na, according to what you said, wouldn't it be better for us to keep one night stand?"

"Of course it's better..."

Li Yilia found a good seat, sat down slowly, then bent down and gave Jiang Junhe a deep kiss, after a while, she raised her head and said, "But are you willing?"

Jiang Junhe laughed, looked at Li Yiliya, and nodded jokingly: "I think this is the best."

"But I don't want to."

Li Yilia gave Jiang Junhe a reply without hesitation, and then before Jiang Junhe could reply, he bent down and kissed his lips again.

…………

After one o'clock in the morning, Jiang Junhyuk returned to the apartment.

Lying on the bed, recalling everything that happened tonight, especially the conversation with Li Yiliya, Jiang Junhe couldn't sleep, and couldn't fall asleep.

What Li Yiliya said tonight reminded him.

Or rather.

Because of these words, he finally had a clearer understanding of Jin Zhini and IU's psychology.

indeed.

Everything is as Li Yiliya said.

Why did he not have so many things when he dated Lee Yoo-bi and Kim Ah-young before, even when they broke up, they didn’t have any conflicts, and they didn’t bother him after the breakup, and even now they are still friends, occasionally calling or texting Get in touch.

Thinking about it carefully, in addition to personality factors, another reason is indeed precisely because the time they have been dating is very short.

Because the relationship between friends with benefits was clarified from the beginning, no emotions were involved, and the time was too short, so they didn't invest too much, so the breakup was clean and there was no conflict.

But Jin Zhini and IU are different.

Just like Jin Zhini.

Let's not talk about Jin Zhini's character, aside from personality factors, the reason why Jin Zhini can't let go of him is that she keeps pestering him intermittently.A very important reason is that from the very beginning, Jin Zhini was the one who put in and gave, but he seldom gave back to Jin Zhini, and was even a little indifferent and resistant.

So it is.

The more Jin Zhini invests in him, the more she pays, the more she wants to get something in return from him.

When this relationship has not been able to achieve an equal or fair response, Jin Zhini will naturally feel deeply unwilling, and this kind of unwillingness may be the reason why Jin Zhini has been unwilling to let go.

From another perspective, if he has been giving to Jin Zhini, but Jin Zhini has not reciprocated.

Will Jin Zhini pester him when he proposes a breakup?

Maybe Jin Zhini would just feel relieved to get rid of a sticky brown candy, or maybe she would feel guilty, but she would never have too much nostalgia.

After all, if he was the one who paid, even if it was a breakup, Jin Zhini didn't actually lose anything.

But the problem now is that, comparing the two, Jin Zhini is the one who has been giving and putting in all the time, and he has not given Jin Zhini equal feedback. Jin Zhini has been pestering him, and it is understandable that she is not willing to let go.

The same goes for IU.

Maybe IU didn't think of having too much entanglement with him at the beginning, but as time passed, Liu Renna's factors, coupled with Jin Zhini later, IU spent more and more thoughts on him, and spent more thoughts on him, After paying too much, IU will inevitably want to pay back.

Perhaps this is the reason why the two are increasingly repelling other women.

A very important key is that both of them feel that they have paid more for him than other women, so they naturally want and must get equal status.

The reason why Park Minha is relatively better is because Park Minha only knows that he is still in contact with other women, but he doesn't know who those women are.

If you can't see it, if you don't compare it, you can pretend to ignore it.

This may be the reason for the differences between them.

This is also what he must pay attention to.

Thinking of this, Jiang Junhyuk gradually understood, he knew how to deal with his relationship with IU and Jin Zhini in the future, and also understood what he needs to avoid in the future.

Human nature is selfish.

It cannot be said that there are no infatuated men and women in the world, nor can it be said that there are absolutely no people who are willing to give, but relatively speaking, these will always be a minority, a rare case.

It is human nature to want something in return.

Only by understanding these can we grasp the fundamentals, so as to deal with the seemingly complicated and chaotic relationships, and have a root principle in doing things.

(End of this chapter)