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Chapter 72 I don't like it so much

Park So Yeon was speechless.

Back home, lying on the bed, she still felt that Jiang Junhyuk's reason for breaking up was too ridiculous.

But it is undeniable that if she is looking for a boyfriend, she would rather meet someone like Jiang Junhyuk.

At least this kind of people don't perfunctory their feelings, don't deliberately deceive, and don't use love as a cover to lie to women.

To put it bluntly, the basis of love is goodwill.If this foundation does not exist, it is like a castle without a foundation, barely maintaining the gorgeous surface, how long can it last?
From this aspect, Park So Yeon even appreciates Kang Jun Hyuk.

After the goodwill fades away, it is better to end decisively than those hypocrites who are full of moral principles.

A hypocrite not only deceives the other party, but also deceives himself. In the end, he couldn't bear it and broke up. In order to comfort himself, he would attribute the fault to the other party and cause more harm to the other party.

Take a step back and say, even if it is better, take all the faults on yourself, but what about the youth and feelings that the other party gave?Could it be that a sorry will make up for everything?
Thinking of this, Pu Suyan suddenly understood Jiang Junhyuk a little bit more.

The reason for the breakup was child's play, and it was not fair to Cai Xiubin, but since the goodwill disappeared, what's the point of continuing?Compared with that, isn't this a greater injustice to Cai Xiubin?
Compared with the damage caused to Cai Xiubin in the future, the decisive breakup now highlights Jiang Junhyuk's sincerity.

In the matter of feelings, after all, it cannot be forced, and if it can be forced, it can't talk about feelings.

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Meanwhile, lying on the bed, Kang Jun-hyuk was also reflecting.

In fact, when he first came into contact with Cai Xiubin, he didn't have the purpose of dating, but more of wanting to develop a dewy relationship.

But since when did this idea change?
Jiang Junhe thought for a long time, and determined the exact time - it was his birthday.

On his birthday, a sudden omen in the notebook disturbed his thoughts. After weighing the gains and losses, in order not to go against his fate and encounter bad luck, he gave up on Park Soo-young and chose Cai Soo-bin.

It was also from that moment that Cai Xiubin became different subconsciously, with a different weight.

But honestly, does he like Chae Soo Bin?I still like it a little bit.

But also just a little like it.

This liking has also gradually faded away in the long time of not seeing each other and the passage of time.

The reason why he made up his mind to break up with Cai Xiubin is undeniable that Zhao Xinrong's persuasion was one of the inducements, and Cai Xiubin's refusal was also related, but the most fundamental reason can be summed up in only five words——

Not so much.

Kang Jun Hyuk couldn't help thinking of Lee Su Hee.

His feelings for Li Suxi are more complicated, but more than liking.

It is a trace of belonging and a warmth.

Zhao Xinrong said that he is soft-hearted and emotionally hesitant, Jiang Junhyuk actually knows it too.

If it weren't for hesitation and confusion, he and Li Suxi wouldn't be able to reach that point.

After all, he deserved it all.

But it is precisely because of Lee Su Hee's lessons learned before that Jiang Jun Hyuk made up his mind to break up with Cai Xiu Bin.

Since I don't like it that much, why bother to get entangled, and in the end it hurts others and myself, but it's just another history repeating itself.

Bernard Shaw said that the lessons of history tell us that people will not learn from the experience of history.

Jiang Junhe doesn't know if he will commit the same crime again in the future, but at least he has awakened at this moment, and he can't make the same mistake again and again.

People are always responsible for themselves and others.Because being responsible to others is actually taking care of yourself.

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Since making the decision, Kang Jun Hyuk no longer took the initiative to contact Cai Xiubin.

In order not to affect Cai Xiubin's work, he planned to wait for Cai Xiubin's filming to finish before proposing a breakup.

But women are sensitive.

Cai Xiubin soon discovered Jiang Junhyuk's abnormality.

However, since the filming of the TV series has reached the final stage, I really can't get away from it, so I can only keep it in my heart temporarily.

But as soon as her role was finished, she immediately recruited Jiang Junhe.

"separate?"

When he suddenly heard about the breakup, Cai Xiubin just felt baffled: "Why?"

Thinking of Park Soo Young, he asked again, "You fell in love with that girl from before?"

Jiang Junhe shook his head: "It has nothing to do with her. I am just friends with her."

Cai Xiubin said: "Then why? Even if it's a breakup, you have to give me a reason. At least let me know where I went wrong."

Jiang Junhe didn't hide anything, and told the reason frankly.

Cai Xiubin opened his eyes wide, feeling funny and absurd at the same time: "Just because I didn't let you visit the crew, you are going to break up with me? Jiang Junhyuk! I didn't expect you to be so childish!"

Jiang Junhe smiled wryly: "The reason for the breakup is related to the crew, but not the main reason. The main reason is..."

Cai Xiubin asked: "What is it?"

Jiang Junhe paused and shook his head: "It's nothing. I'm too naive, and I'm all responsible."

Originally proposing to break up, I hurt Cai Xiubin. Besides, I don't like you that much, it's too much.

But Jiang Junhyuk's obvious hesitation made Cai Xiubin think of other places.

She remained silent for a while, and asked, "Did I not let you visit the crew to hide that you are my boyfriend? In your opinion, I am not sincere about this relationship?"

Jiang Junhe smiled wryly, but didn't speak.

Cai Xiubin said: "If you really misunderstood, I don't blame you. In terms of feelings, I am indeed conservative."

After a slight pause, Cai Xiubin said: "We haven't been dating for a long time, less than a month.

Maybe you think that as long as the relationship is established, it is tantamount to intervening in the other person's life.

But I'm a more conservative person, and I don't want you to get too involved in my life before I'm really sure that I like you.

Kang Jun Hyuk, I don't deny that I have a crush on you, nor do I deny that I like you a little bit.

But my character is like this, before it is really determined, I hope we can give each other more space. "

After another pause, Cai Xiubin said: "If you still insist on breaking up after I explain it, then... so be it."

Cai Xiubin left.

Jiang Junhe stayed alone in the living room, unable to tell what mood he was in.

Li Suxi and Cai Xiubin, one can't wait to cling to him every day, and the other cares more about personal space.

But seriously, neither of them was wrong.

The only one who was wrong was him.

The only thing wrong was that he didn't like them that much.

If he deeply likes Li Suxi, then the more Li Suxi clings to him and cares about him, the happier and sweeter he will feel.

If he deeply likes Cai Xiubin, then as long as Cai Xiubin is given time, he can finally enter her life and become the most important part of her life.

But the reality is...

If only if.

He didn't like them that much.

In fact, most of the feelings between men and women are like this, which sprouts from good feelings, blossoms from liking, and turns into love.

Since I don't like it that much, it's better to end at flowering and stop at budding.

Jiang Junhyuk inexplicably remembered Zhao Xinrong's highest pursuit of a man he said——

In the midst of thousands of flowers, the leaves do not stick to the body.

The reason why a leaf does not touch the body is not really free and easy, but because it has never been touched.

(End of this chapter)