Three Kingdoms: Starting from zero, a wealthy party

Chapter 131 Han Yang is Scared

Han Yang understands Guo Jia's words. He just doesn't know what he thinks in his heart now. He doesn't know whether he should have this child. If he doesn't, he will definitely hate himself. , I would hate myself even more, Han Yang felt that this was more tiring than fighting, and he didn't know what to do.

Guo Jia asked all the generals to leave first. Ji Ling didn't understand the reason, and said, "Isn't it a very happy thing to have a child? Why is the king so sad? Shouldn't he be happy?"

Zhang Liao turned around and pulled him out of the door, but he was still unwilling, so Ma Chao also pulled him out.

After seeing them leave, Guo Jia took Han Yang to sit in the courtyard, asked Xiaomei to prepare food and drinks, and sat in the courtyard to eat.

Han Yang was in no mood at the moment, his heart was in a mess, Guo Jia filled him with wine, and said: "Your Majesty has just become a father, and he is a little uncomfortable. These lowly positions understand, but the current situation is not what the three armies want to see." Arrived."

"You are the leader of the three armies, and you control all the Xiliang troops. If you mess up your feet, won't all the soldiers below follow you?"

"So now Your Majesty must cheer up and not be affected by these things. To stabilize the morale of the army and train soldiers and horses is what should be done right now."

Listening to Guo Jia's words, Han Yang drank what was in front of him in one gulp, picked up the jug, poured the wine and said, "Guo Jia, have you ever experienced what it's like to be a father?"

"I don't even have a wife in a humble position, let alone a child. I haven't experienced this feeling yet."

"Do you know? When I just learned that the baby was my child, I couldn't believe it, I couldn't believe this fact."

"But after just passing, I felt very scared. I was afraid that I would not protect this child well. I was afraid that I would not be able to watch this child grow up. I was suddenly very afraid of death just now. He died, and I was afraid. I'm dead, and I'm scared too."

"He is going to die. How can I live? When I became a father for the first time, the child left as soon as he said it. How can I accept it? But if I die, I used to be at the forefront of the war. That one, because he was young and frivolous, fought with Guan Yu, Zhang Fei, and Zhao Yun, and you must have heard about it."

"But now that I have a child, I'm afraid of going to war. I don't know if I still have the courage to rush to the front. I'm afraid of death. If I die, how will the two of them spend the rest of their lives?"

"Joy, I don't have half of it. In this position, there are too many things to consider. I can't do what Cao Cao did, sleeping with other people's wives, and not taking the life of my own child seriously. It's treacherous, it's ruthless, but I can't completely let go of my kinship. Feng Xiao, what do you think I should do?"

The wine glass in Guo Jia's hand has not been put down since he picked it up. He has been listening to Han Yang's words. He doesn't know what kind of responsibility the word "father" means. In this war-torn era, in order to survive , anything can be done.

But if the bond of flesh and blood is really severed, isn't it really no different from a beast?Guo Jia asked himself that in this troubled world, he could keep his mind calm, but Han Yang confused his mind again.

He didn't know if what Han Yang said was right, he just felt that the child must live, as long as the child could live in peace and stability, then Han Yang would have no worries.

He got up and walked aside, an attendant walked out from the wall, Guo Jia ordered him to let Feng Lu come to the courtyard.

After a while, Feng Lu climbed over the wall, and Guo Jia told him to do his best to protect Xiao Wang's safety. Feng Lu showed embarrassment because he was only ordered by Han Yang.

Guo Jia saw his embarrassment, and said: "Everyone is helping the king to solve problems. At this time, there is no need to make a clear distinction. I also ask you to agree to my request. Since the king knew that he was a father, his frown was sad. Now, we should do our best to share the worries of the king."

Feng Lu was moved by Guo Jia's words, and he agreed to the request, but Guo Jia thought about Guo Jia's safety for a while, and decided to ask Han Yang for instructions, and let Ma Chao be his personal guard.

After Feng Lu left, Guo Jia sat back at the table, and Han Yang was drinking. Naturally, he and Feng Lu's little actions just now could not be hidden from his eyes. He smiled at himself and said, "Military teacher, am I the king of Xiliang?" Kind of a failure?"

"Why did your majesty say that?"

"In front of you, I have lost my composure many times. As a king, I cannot allow such a gaffe."

"The humble official thinks that the king's words are wrong. What is a king? It doesn't mean that you can become a king if you are ambitious, nor can you become a king if you are ruthless. The kings of all generations in history are different, but those who can become kings must have great talents. Possesses the ability to govern one side."

"Your Majesty has rectified the administration of officials, sympathized with the people, and trained the soldiers. From these things, it can be seen that Your Majesty is not ashamed of his position as the King of Xiliang."

"The last time the king had a similar situation, it was in the Dingling tribe. The king saw countless people being slaughtered, and he began to hate war in his heart. Today, he is restless because of the little king, but all these can reflect the benevolence of the king. There is nothing wrong with benevolence.”

"Cao Cao once said: Rather teach me to betray the world, don't teach the world to betray me. From the perspective of a humble position, he will become a hero, but he will definitely not be a wise king, because the people will not love him. Like water, water can carry a ship forward and it can capsize it.”

"If the common people have accumulated grievances for a long time, they will rise up to resist like the Yellow Turban Army back then. How can such a person say that he is a wise master?"

"The humble official believes that "benevolence" and "governance" should complement each other and promote each other. Only in this way can the people live and work in peace and contentment, the army will be smarter and more capable, and the king will be more loved by the people."

"Then what do you think this king still lacks?"

"I don't dare to speak nonsense. I believe that what the king lacks is a heart that can be ruthless."

"You just criticized Cao Cao for being too ruthless. Why did you come to me and ask me to be ruthless?"

"Your Majesty must be very clear about the reason behind it. The word "ruthless" was born around ambitious people. I can assure you that at the beginning of your development, Your Majesty must be very ruthless, whether it is towards yourself or others. , because if you are not ruthless, you will be eaten by others."

Han Yang nodded, motioning for him to continue talking.

"Your Majesty's power has gradually grown, and the feeling in my heart is to put it bluntly, to be afraid."

(End of this chapter)