Come to modern times to be a boss

Chapter 135 Xu Ran's Story 2
"Hey, what's wrong?"

Xu Ran stretched out his right hand and waved it back and forth in front of Zhu Quan's eyes.

"It's nothing, I just feel very confused!" Zhu Quan continued to let himself go without blinking.

Hearing this, Xu Ran immediately withdrew her stride, turned around and flipped from behind the sofa to Zhu Quan's right, put the cold drink on the coffee table, and looked at Zhu Quan with burning eyes, "Why are you confused? Let me listen, we can discuss together!"

Zhu Quan then withdrew his gaze and glanced at Xu Ran, "Do you think I will live like this for the rest of my life?"

"What do you mean 'just live like this for the rest of your life'?" Xu Ran didn't understand what Zhu Quan meant, and frowned slightly.

Zhu Quan straightened up. He planned to talk to Xu Ran about his problem and see if she had any better insights.

After all, it is said that women are a very delicate group. Although they are sometimes very mother-in-law, maybe they can provide him with good ideas?
"Look, I can write novels now, and I can also do a little bit of martial arts. Show me, what should I do with my future career plans?" Zhu Quan looked at Xu Ran seriously.

Suddenly being asked such a serious question, Xu Ran was also a little stunned, looked Zhu Quan up and down, and then slowly said, "You, are you not stimulated?"

"No, I'm normal!"

"Then why did you suddenly think about career planning?"

"I think this kind of day is very boring." Zhu Quan's eyes pierced through the floor-to-ceiling windows of the living room, looking at the flowers and plants on the roadside, his eyes were blurred.

"I write novels every day, as if I have been reduced to a code tool, and a machine without emotion."

"There are still many things I know, but I always feel that I don't need them, you know?"

"And I feel that I have no purpose in life now. I don't know how to spend the money I earn from writing novels; I don't have to worry about food and drink, and I live in such a high-end villa. I can drive any car in the garage. You say, Where is my worth?"

Zhu Quan looked at Xu Ran eagerly, like a lost puppy, feeling extremely lonely and helpless.

Xu Ran probably knew what was going on. This kind of thing had happened to her too. Based on what she had learned, Zhu Quan had fallen into 'self-doubt'.

This is actually a kind of mental illness, most of which occur in wealthy families. As Zhu Quan said just now, these people have left the bottom life with the most intense social competition, and suddenly entered a very leisurely circle, completely unable to adapt.

The purpose of their struggle in the past was to have no worries about food and clothing, luxury cars, foreign houses, and even beautiful wives and concubines. After they got them all, due to the limitations of their own structure, they could no longer set a higher goal for themselves, so Lost motivation to live.

Some people choose illegal paths such as pornography, gambling, and drugs for the sake of stimulation; others simply eat and wait to die, go shopping and walking dogs every day; only a very small number of people, whether it is their own awakening or the guidance of others , finally touched the threshold of another level, regained a new life, and continued to struggle for it.

The other level is very simple, from the realization of self-worth to popularization to influence the people around, let them recognize your value, and in the process of recognizing your value, let their own life also start from the most competitive part, stand out.

Xu Ran organized his words before slowly opening his mouth and said: "Zhu Quan, I have encountered your situation before. Let me tell you about my experience!"

"Since I can remember, I have been sent to the countryside by my family. At that time, I didn't know that I was a kid from a rich family, and I would often do some mischievous things, such as climbing trees to dig out bird's nests I told you before. of."

"Later, when I grew up, I realized that my family was very rich. My parents wanted to train me, let me experience a life of poverty, and let me know that money is hard to come by."

"At that time, I was in high school or a sophomore, and my world view suddenly collapsed."

"I used to study well, in order to study hard and get into a good university. I am no longer like my neighbors in the past, facing the loess and back to the sky, thinking that my parents will not be reunited every year during the Spring Festival."

"That year my grades plummeted, from the top ten in my age to the bottom ten in the class. Although the teachers kept persuading me, I was so stupid at the time and talked a lot of nonsense. Don't go in."

Zhu Quan slowly looked away from the window, and began to listen to Xu Ran's story.

"Until one day, I remember it was a winter, it was snowing heavily that day, the class teacher was teaching us, an old lady interrupted her anxiously."

"Later we found out that this old lady was her mother-in-law. She went to school that day because the head teacher's daughter was sick, and the old lady was alone at home, so she had no choice but to come to school."

"It was just a small cold, limited to the conditions in the countryside at that time. The little girl became dumb later, but my head teacher still taught us conscientiously. At that time, we didn't know that such a serious accident happened in her family."

"It was another monthly exam, and I finally became the bottom one in the class. The class teacher called me to the office and persuaded me patiently. At that time, I was just going in one ear and out the other, and ignored her words."

"However, the little girl next to her has attracted my attention. She is about six or seven years old. She is doing her homework there honestly, and occasionally looks up at me in doubt. Maybe she is confused. Why is she so good at studying? A student who was able to take the bottom one in the exam."

"Seeing that I was indifferent, the head teacher was also very helpless. He could only leave me aside and help her daughter with her homework."

"I saw that she was the one talking all the time, and the little girl was silent, so I curiously asked why."

"The head teacher didn't hide anything, so she told me the general situation, and said that her daughter likes to sing the most, and her biggest wish is to become a big star. Now that she can't speak, she wants to be a writer."

"I asked an idiot at that time, why is it a writer, the head teacher touched her daughter's head, her eyes were very gentle and proud, and she said, 'Yaya said that since she can't sing, she has to tell others what she wants. things, put them in words.'”

Speaking of this, Xu Ran's eyes were already blurred with tears, "It was only then that I realized that I was not even as good as a six or seven-year-old girl. My conditions were much better than hers, not to mention the conditions at home. At least I can still talk, right?"

"A child knows how to tell others what she thinks. As for me, I don't even have an idea. I even reject all the good intentions of my parents. I just want to be a person who eats and waits to die."

"At that time, I promised Yaya: 'Since you can't sing, my sister will sing for you,' I remember very clearly. After listening to my words, Yaya happily wrote a sentence in her homework book: Sister, you are so beautiful. He will definitely be a big singer in the future!"

"Later I asked my parents for money, and I said I wanted to treat Yaya, but my parents refused and scolded me: 'There are many people in difficulties in this world, can you help her? Are you coming?'”

"I was very angry at the time, very angry, so I saved up all my pocket money, secretly stuffed it into the class teacher's drawer, and vowed never to speak a word to them again."

"Since then, I have made up my mind that I must be admitted to the conservatory of music, and I must become a big star. When I make money by myself, I will treat Yaya and cure her."

"I never went to the class teacher's office until I took the college entrance examination. I was afraid that if I saw Yaya, I would feel that I was sorry for her. My parents could help her, but they didn't help her. I felt that I was a sinner."

At this point, Xu Ran was sobbing. Zhu Quan handed her a tissue, patted her on the shoulder, and didn't know how to persuade her.

"When I got the admission letter, I walked into the head teacher's office again. Fortunately, Yaya was there. I just wanted to tell her that I had already started her dream."

"That day, Yaya was very happy. I didn't know why at the time. When she called me 'sister', I woke up like a dream. It turned out that she could speak, although her voice was still very weak."

"The teacher in charge told me that there is a hospital that has a new treatment and needs to do some clinical trials. Yaya was selected for some reason, and then she was able to speak."

"It was only later that I realized that it was all a routine arranged by my parents. They rejected me in the first place to stimulate me and make me want to make money; but how could they be ruthless to ignore such a cute little girl?"

"Although Yaya can talk now, her dream has become my official goal. Maybe I used to do it for Yaya, but I know that there are many people like Yaya, just like what my parents said , they cannot help everyone."

"I became more determined to dream of becoming a big star. Only a big star has enough influence to change more people's minds."

"I donated most of my income to the hospital and school in that county. I don't want to see the tragedy of Yaya happen again. Later, I also gave my opinions to the higher authorities many times, hoping to pay attention to the medical care and education of left-behind children. .”

"What makes people happy is that the country has also paid attention to it, and the corresponding policies are in place. I think my dream has come true!"

After hearing Xu Ran's words, Zhu Quan was also deeply moved.

Xu Ran stopped sobbing, threw the tissue in his hand into the trash can, and then said to Zhu Quan, "My dream was given to me by Yaya, and I have almost realized it. I have already thought about my next goal, which is What about you, queen of the movie?"

Zhu Quan thought of the stone tablet in front of the gate of the Arch Guard Division, with three sentences engraved on it: Arch the gate of Huaxia, defend the interests of the people, and punish lawlessness!
It's for the Arch Guard!
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(End of this chapter)