i'm the villain

Chapter 1055

After calming down, Zach cleaned up all the soot on his desktop, and then continued his work, monitoring and researching the mental state of No. 5.

He is very clear that this is his duty, everyone is doing what they should do, he is certainly afraid, after the fear is over, he must continue his work, because he is still alive.

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Outside the window, looking at Zach who was back to work, Jane was silent for a while, and then left.

As Zac's assistant, in fact, she can really help him in daily work, only a small part, and it is the result of her efforts, otherwise she would not be able to keep up with Zac's rhythm and thinking.

For so many years, after she worked continuously under Zhou Wen in Phoenix Company for so long, she finally understood that some people are super geniuses. They understand things and push theories extremely quickly, and Jane I feel like I'm not that kind of person.

She was just lucky to be a scholar, to enter Phoenix Company and come into contact with these things.

But she was never of that world.

She enters the phoenix only for revenge, to avenge her dead mother.

It was at the end, when she saw the truth of scientific research, that she decided to continue her previous path.

She used to live for revenge, but now, she is living for herself, and she wants to go on this road.

The reason Jane was able to notice Zach lying on the table trembling was because she used to silently fight against fear like Zach did countless times.

In Phoenix Company, under the all-round 360-degree surveillance, she dared to show an expression of fear only when she was under the quilt with her head stuffy, and in the private toilet with no one, and she dared to curl up and silently release the She was so scared that she didn't even dare to cry, so she could only curl up in the corner of the toilet by herself, trembling.

At that time, she wished so much that someone could hug her, or even help her hold her trembling hand, but there was no.

So as time goes by, over time, even under normal circumstances, she is as cold as ice. It's not that she has no emotions, but that in order to clean up her fear, she takes all other happiness, joy, sadness and so on. The emotional expressiveness was all packed together, stuffed into a box, then locked, sank into the sea, and lost the key along the way.

This is how Jane used to fight her fears.

On the one hand, she wanted revenge, but on the other hand, she was overwhelmed by the atmosphere of the phoenix.

Because when she found that everything around her, even the air, was the object of her revenge, as a teenage girl, her heart almost collapsed.

Fortunately, she carried it, and she carried it in her own way.

Until later, the phoenix fell.

The first half of her life is completely over, and she can choose to return to her own world, return to her father Adam's side, and bid farewell to such a life in short.

But Jane didn't. She continued to walk in the original direction, but this time it was not for revenge. She discovered the world that really suited her, that is scientific research.

This is not a dream or love, it is just because she has seen too many things that the world cannot see under the conditions provided by Phoenix, and she understands too many things that a scholar could not touch, that is the wonderful breath of science Bar.

So, the moment the phoenix fell, she followed the footsteps around her.

She didn't choose to go home, and she didn't even choose to really meet her father.

In the glacier, he, Zach and Zhou Wen conducted research together for two full years.

During that period, they conducted countless experiments, including re-extracting Yang's brain data and reshaping his limbs.

It was an extremely huge project. Fortunately, they succeeded in the end. Jane couldn't understand at first why a genius like Zhou Wen tried so hard to resurrect a super criminal. It wasn't until now that she finally understood that this was Zhou Wen. All he really saw was the future.

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And with the research with Zach and Zhou Wen, Jane felt more and more that her vision was too narrow, and she felt more and more that her ability was not enough to work with these two people.

The two of them are too talented, and that kind of super efficient operation method is not something she can catch up with by working hard.

She is like a human being, running with two gods, and it's not a race, but running in parallel. With all her efforts, she can barely keep up.

In the past few years, Jane has been accompanied by that deep sense of powerlessness.

No matter how hard she tried, there was an insurmountable gap between her, Zhou Wen, and Zach. During the two years of closed scientific research, although the four of them were in a huge closed space, Zhou Wen and Zach It seems to be on a channel, the two of them belong to the same world, the bear child belongs to his own world, and Jane is a world alone.

She found that her situation was not much different from before, except that she had changed from being isolated in the living environment to being isolated in the scientific research world.

Even if there is only a slight gap, this gap will be infinitely magnified when placed in front of Zack, because every theory and technology expansion carried out by Zack is extremely derivative. If you are not careful, you will be thrown thousands of miles away.

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She always thought that people like Zac were invincible.

But until just now, when she saw Zach curled up and shivering like a person who fell into an ice cave, she realized that no one is invincible, and everyone is just a human being.

Everyone is just annoying, and mortals are limited.

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Zach would also be frightened, helpless, and exhausted.

He is just invincible from Jane's perspective, and may be struggling crazily in his own world.

Maybe this is the true meaning of survival.

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No one can perfectly understand another person, but once in a while, as long as there is a bit of commonality, it is enough, just like Jane held Zach's hand just now, she does not necessarily need to fully understand the source of Zach's fear, Zach is sure I don't know what Jane has endured, but sometimes people just need the act of relying on each other, even if it is only a short and subtle communication, it is enough.

Zach didn't explain why he was trembling, and Jane didn't say a word from beginning to end.

That's it.

After putting away these messy thoughts, Jane continued to devote herself to her daily work.

The work undertaken by the few of them is unmatched by anyone, and no one in this world can complete these tasks for them, so no matter what, Jane must desperately keep up with Zach's rhythm, because she is the only one here. A person who can help Zac, and no one else can participate in such a complicated and tedious scientific research work.

If they waste 1 minute, many things may change, and maybe 1 minute more can reverse something.

Jane doesn't know, and she's not sure, she can only do things with her intuition and will.

From several years ago to the present, she has been engaged in endless research and experiments, but she has never been used to this kind of life, she is just used to the people around her, no matter how weird people appear, She will only treat it calmly.

Jane and Zach continued to work on the matter together, and what they didn't realize was that Bonnie was standing outside the window watching them calmly.

After Bonnie and Yang came back from the Evolved Alliance together, Yang went out alone again.

Every time she is outside, she feels that she is still alive, and in such a closed base, even if there is a lot of space inside, there are countless floors and countless rooms, she will feel like she is being imprisoned Same in hell.

No matter how bad the outside world is, no matter how dangerous it is, Bonnie always feels that he belongs to the outside world, not here.

The period of her childhood that she feared the most was in the Ark Prison of the Phoenix Company.

Dark, lonely, surrounded by countless strange creatures.

And for a child, the scariest thing is that her biological father sent her to Phoenix Company.

It's like being betrayed by someone closest to you.

Since then, Bonnie has felt extremely repulsed by all these metallic laboratories and research rooms. No matter what wars are happening in the outside world or other things, Bonnie always feels that she is outward, which is very Weird but totally understandable stuff.

She stood outside the window and watched Zach and Jane conduct experimental research seriously.

They are the ones who should be in this place.

Bonnie couldn't stand the metallic tones in her field of vision, which reminded her of when she was still in the Phoenix company, and the guards would pull her out of the ark and send her to the laboratory every once in a while Conduct research, inject unknown substances into her limbs, cut her with a knife, and draw her blood.

In short, during that darkest time, she lived in complete fear.

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If Luo hadn't appeared in the ark, she might not even have the courage to live.

Luo was the only human besides Bonnie in the entire Ark Purgatory at that time. The others were either mutated beasts or man-made creatures. Luo's appearance gave Bonnie a small way in the dark of fire.

Bonnie took the initiative to communicate with Luo.

And that might be the most correct decision she has ever made in her life.

Who would have thought that when the Phoenix Company tried to recode Luo's consciousness, Yang appeared, and he completely overturned the entire base by himself, Klaus, Harvey, all Killed by him alone.

The one thing Bonnie regrets the least in her life is meeting Yang, but the thing she should regret the most is also meeting Yang.

Because he is a lunatic.

He changed Bonnie's whole life drastically.

When Bonnie was a child, she didn't have any lofty ideals or anything, she just thought about messing around with the bad students that the teachers hated the most in school every day, and when she finished her high school bullshit, she went to college Keep messing around, she likes such a carefree life.

Unfortunately, she was sentenced to death before she even left high school. The doctor said that her illness was basically incurable.

And as Bonnie continued to overuse her ability to interfere with electronic devices, her condition continued to deteriorate, until eventually, she was too weak to even stand upright.

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It was like a sudden nightmare that completely enveloped Bonnie's life. She was at a loss and powerless to resist. Even being sent to Phoenix Company did not alleviate her tendency.

The Phoenix Company just wanted to use the guise of treating her to try to fuse her with a symbiote.

In any case, the appearance of Yang ruined the life that Bonnie yearned for the most in the past, but at the same time, he also brought another situation that was totally unexpected to Bonnie.

After coming out of the Phoenix Company, Bonnie experienced countless battles and killings. During the two years when Yang disappeared, she led the Hunter Organization to persevere in the sixth district for so long, and never gave up.These can barely be regarded as what she has learned in the past few years of life experience.

Looking at the busy Zach and Jane.

Bonnie walked away silently.

She has no extra thoughts now, she can feel that she may not live long, although her physical condition has always been pretty good, and the symbiosis has enhanced her vitality, but Bonnie just has a feeling, she feels I just can't live long.

Perhaps, looking at it in today's world, or only looking at it within this team, her strength is far from being comparable to others.

Not to mention the super existences like Yang and Barnes, even the newly-appeared Butch Sansa is completely unmatched by Bonnie.

She can feel that she is gradually breaking away from all the rising fighting levels. Maybe it won't be long before she can no longer provide any help to these people, and may even drag them back. Maybe at that time, she will Damn it.

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Unlike the fear that Zach and Jane faced in the field of science, Bonnie has no fear, she is not afraid of death, what she fears is the loneliness after death, the extreme loneliness.

Everyone is moving forward, but she is standing still, so as time goes by, one day she will find that there seems to be only herself left on this road.

She returned to the original starting point, when she was still alone.

In the Phoenix company's ark, under the control of Klaus and Harvey, they were allowed to conduct all kinds of inhumane experiments.

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"Hey……"

She sighed, turned her head and left the testing area.

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(End of this chapter)