i'm the villain

Chapter 880 The Subconscious Mind

"Damn it, why did you come back here?"

Yang rolled his eyes.

He has no concept of childhood.

Because Luo Yang spent all of his childhood, there is nothing worth recalling for him.

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Following this familiar path, he entered the previous "home".

Yang jumped directly onto the wall of his backyard.

Sure enough, there was a Tie Hanhan digging in the small yard at this time.

God knows what kind of mental activity this guy will have when he sees the things he dug up.

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Luo Yang looked a little chubby when he was a child, but of course it was just the kind of fat that belongs to the healthy category, commonly known as baby fat.

Without this matter, this child named Luo Yang should have successfully become a person no different from ordinary children, attending classes normally, graduating normally, growing up normally, finding a job, and then paying for his own house loan and car loan. What's starting to work to pay off the debt.

This is the life of an ordinary person.

Yang didn't know why such a strange thing happened to this child.

Maybe this is fate.

Fate has arrived, and it can't be stopped.

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Who would have thought that this super criminal and the number one boss of the anti-humanity list in the world is no different from other children when he was a child, carrying a schoolbag with Ultraman on his back to school...

Maybe people who don't know Yang will feel that this guy is definitely a demon who climbed up from hell after seeing what he did later.

Unfortunately they guessed wrong.

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"what!!!"

That familiar scream entered Yang's ears.

It was about this time that his personality began to gradually take shape.

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"It must have been dug out, right?"

Yang sat on the fence, dangling his legs, quietly watching his childhood self go through this tragic thing again.

For Yang, this is not a painful memory.

He just didn't feel very comfortable.

Although this is the reason for his birth, it is also the day that a child named Luo Yang died.

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Yang looked at the thing Xiao Luoyang dug out of the soil from a distance.

A corpse that had almost rotted away, but it was still recognizable that it was his father.

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"Hey."

Yang sighed.

It's no wonder that Xiao Luoyang collapsed at this time.

In his world, he should have been very happy... Oh no, not counting, his family was originally full of conflicts and abuse.

Late at night he could hear his parents arguing down the hall.

The sound of glass smashing, crying, cursing...

But he still doesn't understand these things very well.

Why are other children's parents so harmonious, but my own parents are like a bunch of enemies.

……

Xiao Luoyang might not have figured this out until the day his personality split.

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...

Yang sat on the fence, hiding under the shade of a tree, quietly watching the child's eyes gradually change from shock to coldness.

Those eyes no longer had the innocence that a child should have.

There's nothing left but a void.

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At this time, the child's mother also appeared.

The young woman returned from get off work to find her children slumped on the ground after digging up the items from the yard.

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By this time, the already fractured family began to fall apart.

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In Yang's impression, that woman was already very vague.

He can remember many things in his heart, but only this person, he doesn't have much memory.

He only knew that, in a certain way, it was this woman who changed his life.

Of course, the birth of Yang is actually also due to this woman.

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He hadn't seen this woman since he left home at the age of nine.

It never occurred to me to find him.

During the time Luo led, he didn't have any concept of emotion at all, no hatred, let alone nostalgia.

Because among the two personalities, Luo belongs to the one who completely avoids emotions, and everything is left to Yang.

This is why Yang hates Luo so much.

If possible, he would also be willing to become a part of Luo's personality and exchange positions with the other party.

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The blood-red sunset shone down.

Yang quietly watched this tragedy.

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He wanted to see the collapsed woman in the house.

But in the next second, everything in front of Yang's eyes disappeared.

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"Grass! Why at this time..."

Yang felt that this was not under his control at all.

Obviously he was trying to get closer to the house to meet that person, but before he could move, he appeared to time travel again.

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"Day husky!"

His vision went blank.

All of this disappears.

The setting sun, little Luoyang, the sapling lying beside him, the corpse on the ground...

Everything is annihilated.

But the next thing that appeared in front of Yang was still this yard!
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This is more weird.

Yang thought he would travel to another place.

But now it seems that he just jumped in time, but his position did not change.

He is still sitting on the wall of the campus.

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"This……"

Yang muttered.

He noticed that the air around him had become a little colder.

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He obviously wanted to go up to see what that woman looked like just now, after all, everything about this woman has become very blurred in his memory.

He didn't have any hatred, he just wanted to see this woman.

But that's how it went through.

Yang felt that his time travel was not under his control at all.

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At least not under the control of his subjective ideas, maybe the subconscious is manipulating it.

Zhou Wen said that Yang has fully mastered this function, he just needs some guidance to make his mind perform that special beating, so that he can realize time travel.

Then if Yang subjectively wanted to cross over but still didn't, then these few jumps were actually controlled by his subconscious mind.

Maybe deep in Yang's heart, he didn't forget the woman's appearance, he just avoided this once important person in his life, deliberately forgot her existence, and at the same time forgot all the painful emotions.

He is also an escaper in a way.

But just when he wanted to go to have a look, his subconscious resisted fiercely.

The subconscious doesn't want to face this woman.

In other words, Yang didn't know how to face this person at all.

So he time-traveled and avoided it all.

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(End of this chapter)