I just want to be an actor

Chapter 105
Zhou Sen played Cheng Dieyi very well.

This is recognized.

In fact, the drama "Farewell My Concubine", whether it is the plot or the setting of the characters, is complex and real, and it feels like a dream, but it has become the essence of life.

At the end of the film schedule for "Farewell My Concubine", the final scene where Cheng Dieyi draws his sword and commits suicide is to be filmed.Ye Yiwen reserved enough time for Zhou Sen to contemplate and recall.And Zhou Sen needs to figure out Cheng Dieyi's motive for committing suicide by drawing his sword from beginning to end.

After all, that play had been reenacted many years ago, but Cheng Dieyi chose to end with drawing his sword and committing suicide.If you can't play it with the most true emotions and the most appropriate state, it will make this excellent movie dusty.

It took a lot of time.

After Zhou Sen sorted out all his experiences and memories in the dream world, he thought clearly.

In fact, in the entire story world of "Farewell My Concubine", there is a line that completely runs through the entire world and the entire story, and has become one of the most classic lines in this movie.

"I am the fake overlord, you are the real Concubine Yu."

This sentence was said by Duan Xiaolou.

But in fact, only this beloved brother who has acted with Cheng Dieyi for so many years, has gone through ups and downs, but also had fights and fights, is the one who truly expresses Cheng Dieyi's life and character.

Not crazy, not live.

This is Cheng Dieyi.

In the first half of their lives, Duan Xiaolou and Cheng Dieyi sang "Farewell My Concubine" for half of their lives, and they also developed a deep relationship because of this drama, which may have surpassed the normal relationship between brothers and sisters.

But what really changed was the appearance of Ju Xian.

When Duan Xiaolou was at the peak of his career, he felt that his life was about to stabilize and he could live his life well, so he thought about marrying Juxian, a red card prostitute in a brothel.

Start a family and start a business, start a family and start a business.

It's not that Duan Xiaolou doesn't love her, he just wants to be an upright and normal person. He doesn't want to live in the distorted eyes of others and suffer the prejudice of the world.

Even he himself knows that as an actor and married to a prostitute, he is already the lowest existence in the world.

But despite this, he also wants to work hard to become that normal person in the world.

He knows that drama is like life, but after all, drama is not life.Play is play, life is life.

But he knows, but it doesn't mean that his junior and good partner Cheng Dieyi will know.

Cheng Dieyi has been here for half of his life, and he has long been indistinguishable from others. In his dream, he is the chaste and lonely Concubine Mei Yu, who wants to follow his overlord brother for the rest of his life.

So after he knew that Duan Xiaolou had married Juxian, he firmly believed that Juxian was the third party who destroyed the relationship and possibility between him and his senior brother, which was why he went against Juxian everywhere afterwards.

He knew, but didn't really know, in fact, it wasn't Ju Xian, nor the senior brother's cowardice and cowardice that really ruined him and his senior brother, but the secular world.

When he was in the dressing room, he secretly confessed to his senior brother. At that time, he still retained the ethics and ideas he upheld as an ordinary person, and he said: "Senior brother, can you just let me sing with you for a lifetime? "

The drama of a lifetime he talked about is being together for a lifetime, he is his overlord, and he is his concubine.

It's not that Duan Xiaolou didn't understand, but he still said, "Have you sung it all your life?"

But in exchange, Cheng Dieyi cried hoarsely.

"No! We're talking about a lifetime! One year, one month, one day, one hour, it's not considered a lifetime!"

Duan Xiaolou looked at Cheng Dieyi, and could only say to him: "Dieyi, you are really not crazy or alive!"

Duan Xiaolou didn't stop talking, nor did he open the door.

He's just cowardly trying to keep everything in balance.

Perhaps it was because of facing such a senior brother.

In front of Cheng Dieyi is the kind of lingering hope. He has played the concubine Yu all his life. How can he not be addicted to the flying of dreamy butterflies and want to pursue the ultimate beauty?
He entered this human drama, and he could never come out again.

In the end, this also made him specially put on makeup on the night when his senior brother married Juxian, and appeared at Duan Xiaolou's wedding as if he wanted to compete with others.

He taunted Juxian wantonly in front of the guests who came to the wedding, not showing any affection to Duan Xiaolou and Juxian.

He ridiculed that Ju Xian acted well, and also bluntly said that Huang Tianba and the prostitute can't act because his master didn't teach him.

He naively thought that as long as he made a big fuss about the wedding, he would be able to save his senior brother and be able to stay and fly with him, making it impossible for him to marry Immortal Ju.

But how did he know how unfeeling his senior brother was, how did he know how embarrassing he was to his senior brother?
He could only watch Duan Xiaolou leave in a huff and leave with Juxian, only leaving behind the sentence, "I am the fake overlord, you are the real Concubine Yu."

In his eyes, those dramas were all disillusioned.

After that, Cheng Dieyi refused to play with Duan Xiaolou, and never performed on the same stage with him again. He made himself hard-hearted, and threatened the outside world: "You follow your Yangguan way, and I will take my single-plank bridge."

He just wants to cut off his last thought.

Brother, let him live his life, and continue to indulge in his dreams.

But who would have thought that as times changed, he would be taken away as a "traitor" because he sang a play for the little devil.He originally thought that he would die like this, but who would have thought that senior brother would still want to reach out to him?

Cheng Dieyi originally thought that the senior brother still had himself in his heart, but he received the letter that said "After you are rescued, don't have anything to do with me anymore".

In Cheng Dieyi's heart, he was in pain, and he didn't know why.

He only thought of one final way home.

He has rehearsed the way home countless times, and died as tragically as Yu Ji, and died openly, and no longer become a living walking dead, that is his best relief.

That's why he yelled at the top of his lungs in court, begging them to kill him.

But things don't go as planned.

He didn't die, but his body didn't die, but his heart died.

He became addicted to opium and let himself be intoxicated in another world, so as to pin his emotions.

But Duan Xiaolou wanted to help him quit smoking again.

He listened to Duan Xiaolou the most, so after quitting smoking, he asked Duan Xiaolou again, "Why did Concubine Yu die?"

But Duan Xiaolou still said the same thing, "You are really not crazy, you can't survive, but it's a play!"

Dreams are dreams after all.

No matter how many rehearsals and performances, it is still a dream.

Cheng Dieyi was so heartbroken that he burned all his costumes and stopped acting.

But many years later, he was pushed by fate to perform on the same stage with Duan Xiaolou, and sang "Farewell My Concubine" again.

This time, he was still Cheng Dieyi, and Duan Xiaolou was still Duan Xiaolou.

It's just that most of my life has passed, and the drama that was once endless should be sung now.

After many years, Cheng Dieyi touched the real sword again, and there was only one last thought in his mind.

This is his chance to end everything in the dream, let himself stay in the dream forever, and become the real concubine Yu.

This time, he is the real concubine Yu, and he is the fake overlord.

Cheng Dieyi killed the neck with a sword, and finally declared his end with the most gorgeous scene.

What he ended was Yu Ji's life as well as his own.

He is Yu Ji.

All that, like a dream.

(End of this chapter)