I just want to be an actor

Chapter 193 Little People

"not bad."

After the filming of this scene was over, Zhou Sen applauded softly, and congratulated Shen Qingqiu who was beside him.

"Thank you."

Although Shen Qingqiu still spoke with that indifferent feeling, but this time he was not so indifferent, and there was a slightly relieved smile on his face.

She really couldn't let go before, but she took this step bravely, breaking through the limitations and shackles of her character image.

"how did you do that?"

Zhou Sen looked at Shen Qingqiu with a smile, he was actually a little curious about how Shen Qingqiu broke through his own psychological function, got rid of the burden of image, and managed to be a good Liu Sihui.

The other actors of the crew around them also imitated Zhou Sen and applauded softly to congratulate Shen Qingqiu.

Everyone also knows that now that Shen Qingqiu's final piece of the puzzle has been formed, this movie will be a wonderful movie.

This is what everyone who works hard in this crew believes.

"Do as you say, so I have to thank you."

Shen Qingqiu seemed to be in a really good mood, and he talked a lot today.

The actors came off the stage and waited for the logistics to clean up the place and prepare for the filming of the next scene. Zhou Sen and Shen Qingqiu continued to chat about where her change came from.

"What did I say? Tell me in detail."

Zhou Sen raised his eyebrows, but he didn't expect Shen Qingqiu to say that he was the one who instructed him. Zhou Sen remembered that in his impression, he had never given Shen Qingqiu any constructive advice other than talking loudly?

Shen Qingqiu looked at him with a smile, she was really pretty when she smiled, those eyes were big, round and bright when they were open, but they could turn into crescent moons when they laughed.

"You told me, if you can't imagine it, then go see it with your own eyes."

Shen Qingqiu said lightly.

"During this time, I went to some nightclubs in disguise to observe those girls, and chatted with them after the end, and I have become friends with some of them. Of course, they don't know who I am, maybe Because I haven't shown up for a long time."

Zhou Sen raised his eyebrows even higher. He never expected that Shen Qingqiu, who was supposed to be a social fear, would take the initiative to step out of her comfort zone and go to a place that was completely unfamiliar, or where she had never set foot before. Look for more meaning in life and directions for expansion.

"How dare you go to that place by yourself?"

Zhou Sen asked in surprise, he really didn't expect it, and he was still a little bit afraid after saying this.

What if Shen Qingqiu didn't understand anything, and was seen to be disguised inside, and then was tricked or drugged?
But she was now able to stand safely in front of him, which meant that that didn't happen.

"I didn't go alone."

Shen Qingqiu smiled, she probably knew what Zhou Sen was thinking, her eyes were a little gentle, with such eyes, Zhou Sen could immediately think of who would be going with her.

However, didn't you agree that you won't see each other during filming?
Moreover, if you two beauties go to that kind of place, even if you go together, it will at most be two lambs delivered to your door, it's just super doubled.

It's really worrying.

"It's okay, I won't go again, I've learned enough, and those friends talked to me about their situation, I know it well."

"That's fine."

Zhou Sen nodded, knowing exactly what kind of method Shen Qingqiu used to achieve this breakthrough, he understood and felt relieved.

He was really worried that Shen Qingqiu wouldn't really go to a nightclub and try being a dancer just for the sake of love, and then he would probably be scolded to death by many people.Although according to common sense, normal people would not have this kind of logic, Zhou Sen felt that ordinary people's logic would not work when applied to Shen Qingqiu.

After all, if she were a normal person, would she be like this?Will she fall in love with Mei Junyao?
Neither.

Originally, in Zhou Sen's eyes, Shen Qingqiu might have been a little girl who couldn't figure out the scale of things, but now she was at most a big girl.

He still needs to worry about whether the girl will do some impulsive things because of his obsession, which he cannot regret or save. Fortunately, none of those things have happened now.

"Okay, then you can look for the status again. You still have a lot of roles in the future. The filming progress was delayed before, and now you have to rush back. I will go to work first, and then come to me if you have anything to do."

Zhou Sen glanced at Su Jingwen who was not far away, and after he finished speaking with Shen Qingqiu, he went straight towards Su Jingwen.

Now the overall deployment of the crew is guided by Zhou Sen, and Su Jingwen is responsible for detailed communication. She does a good job, so much so that Lu Yang originally wanted to help, but found that he didn't need his help at all.

"Why, finally finished telling the play to Xiao Tianhou?"

Su Jingwen pinched Zhou Sen's face teasingly, and her hands were greasy.

"Hey, your makeup is too greasy, isn't it? It looks like an annoying greasy middle-aged man."

She tugged at Zhou Sen's wig and played with it involuntarily.

Zhou Sen let her do what she wanted, while he picked up the schedule on the side to see where the filming progress was.

If he wasn't acting as an actor, he had to be a director.

If he was filming as an actor, he would communicate with Lu Yang in advance how to shoot.

"Lu Yang will come over later. He said that your scene just now was pretty good. Now go and check with the cameraman to check the adjustment of the movie camera. You will be ready for the next scene soon."

"I know, the next scene will be a big one."

Zhou Sen took the tissue handed over by Su Jingwen and wiped the sweat from his forehead.

He is spinning around now, even with the help of Lu Yang and Su Jingwen, it is a little easier, that is only relatively speaking.

According to the amount of work he should have done before, he would definitely be exhausted in this crew, but now he will just be tired.But being tired will not affect his shooting state.

The next scene is a dinner at Cheng Yong’s Indian oil shop.

If we say that before this scene, because of Lu Yiyi, Cheng Yong became a saint who smuggled generic drugs for the country, embarked on his path of deification, and was called Brother Yong by patients one by one. People took off their masks one by one.

Then he will never become a real god, he will always be that little man, just a little man who has become an upstart.

Whether it is Lu Yiyi, the rebellious Huang Mao, or the happy Liu Sihui, no matter what the reason is, whether it is hope, benefit or opportunity, they will all obey Cheng Yong.

But what they took was the medicine in Cheng Yong's hands, which was a thing, not a person.

What can really make Cheng Yong, a little man, become a god is that he is knocked off the altar step by step, transformed into a human being, and then goes through countless inner hardships before embarking on that path again.

At that time, it is no longer the medicine in his hands that everyone will take him, but his people.

This scene was Cheng Yong's breakup meal. After he knew the risk of sentencing for selling fake drugs, he flinched.

He was originally the only person who had nothing to do with leukemia. Lu Yiyi could tenaciously want to live for his son, and Cheng Yong could also give up the business in order to save his son and father.

Needless to say, it is enough to say "there are old people on the top and young people on the bottom".

The layout of the set was done very quickly, but the overall light was still dim.

The lens indicator lights up, and the familiar routine starts shooting again.

The people who were still the protagonists gathered at the round table.

Although the hot pot on the round table was still boiling and the surrounding atmosphere was still lively, Zhou Sen, who was sitting in the main seat, did not feel happy at all.

His eyes were complicated, and he was a little embarrassed that he wanted to speak but didn't know how to speak.

He kept smoking, reluctantly echoing the lively teammate around him.

Zhou Sen's eyes were a little vacant, and there was no expression related to a smile on his face. It was a dull expression similar to facial paralysis, but it also had a strong sense of emotion.

Maybe it's because his current state looks completely different from those around him, and that kind of abruptness makes people unable to help but focus on him.

Zhou Sen's eyes were lowered, and the excitement of the people around him couldn't affect him at all.

"I'm going to tell you all something."

After clinking glasses, Zhou Sen pretended to take advantage of the strength of the wine, and finally spoke.His gloomy eyes have already proved the final weighing answer in his heart.

No matter whether it is anyone in this team or those patients, compared with his father, children, and himself, they are not enough reasons for him to continue walking.

"Knowing everyone is also a fate."

"You call me Brother Yong, and I thank you all."

The alcoholic feeling in Zhou Sen's voice became less and less, and he became more and more sober. What he was talking about, he also knew what he wanted to say.

Looking at his partner who called him Brother Yong and was still joking with him, he was not disturbed at all, nor did he laugh with them, but continued to speak his own words.

"But there is no such thing as a banquet in the world."

"What about this medicine, starting tomorrow, I will not sell it."

Zhou Sen spoke with a strong sense of rhythm, and that level was enough to carve scars one by one in the hearts of those who listened to him.

There is no foul language that he likes to say on weekdays, nor is there any irascibility or indecentness.

But these simple words cut the hearts of everyone present like a sharp knife.

Zhou Sen finished speaking.

Everyone's smiles froze, and Huang Mao, who was sitting opposite him, drooped the corners of his mouth that was originally wide open.The originally lively atmosphere dropped to freezing point.

In the air, there was only the hot pot boiling, and only the bursting sound of the bubbles.

“Drink too much wine again”

"What do you say?"

Even if these partners rescued him, Zhou Sen did not soften his heart in the slightest. His eyes were always downcast, and the cigarette in his hand was emitting subtle smoke.

He may be escaping, and he may not be able to make his conscience completely stable at this moment.

But he is a middle-aged man, and he knows how to survive.

In this society, if you want to survive, you must know how to live without conscience.

"From tomorrow onwards, I will not sell this medicine."

Zhou Sen emphasized it again, this time he was coherent and said the line in one breath.

Same words, same content, different tone, different rhythm.

It feels completely different.

Lu Yang, who was behind the camera, once again lamented Zhou Sen's talent. His line skills are not something ordinary people can learn just by practicing.

"But, there are other people selling it."

Zhou Sen opened the mouth and said, he explained that the medicine was sold to Zhang Changlin in the future.

When he said this, Zhou Sen's voice became more and more confident and tough. In fact, he didn't just say these words for the people in the team, he said them for himself.

He was convincing himself that he finally dared to raise his head.

"You don't know how many people were harmed by the fake medicine he sold?"

Shen Qingqiu's complexion has changed, she is no longer the flattering and docile Liu Sihui, she turned her face sideways, the light and darkness separated the dividing line on her face.

She asked this sentence in a gesture of questioning and disappointment.

Zhou Sen continued to convince himself.

He can already tell himself openly that he has left a way out for them, and he can retreat completely.

At this moment, the light fell from the top of his head.

His whole body was bathed in light, and his head was raised high, like a triumphant clown.His eyes were a bit contemptuous, as if he had the disdain of a person who has escaped from the quagmire to those who are still in the quagmire.

He is about to escape successfully, no longer walking in the gray area where black and white meet.

He, Cheng Yong, is about to have a brand new life of his own.

No matter how bad the faces of everyone here are, how disappointed their eyes are.

Zhou Sen questioned them all, but his voice became louder and tougher.

"That's none of my business!"

Zhou Sen slammed the table hard.

He finally broke out, showing his ugliness and filth unscrupulously in front of this group of partners who had once been the saddle for him.

Because he's parting ways, he's saying goodbye to these people.

He can expose his ugly human side without any scruples.

Cheng Yong, he is human after all, not a god, nor brother Yong, he is a businessman, a selfish little person living in this world, he is ugly and vicious, but he is very real.

"Thank you for being able to ride a horse today!"

"I'm not a leukemia patient!"

Zhou Sen's fury made him utter the deepest selfish thoughts in his heart.

The way he looked at the people around him, and at himself, was completely different from when he just started eating.

With these words, he is no longer Brother Yong, no longer the God of Medicine, he is just an ordinary little person.

Little people who live for themselves.

After Huangmao drank it all, there was a trembling sound of broken glass, and the sentence "Thank you, I wish you to open a bigger oil shop."

The drug sales team completely dispersed.

Zhou Sen looked dull.

From then on, he seemed to be a nobody again.

It's just a little person who is richer and has a better life.

(End of this chapter)