I just want to be an actor

Chapter 93
In fact, this time on the shelves, there is nothing else to think about.

It is to allow friends who invest to get two more record points.It is also the last explanation for the failure of transformation.

With the author account of Yinshi Bushui, up to now, only the protagonist's book has achieved good grades. It has been selected as a boutique, won awards, and signed a long-term contract.It is a pity that we encountered the well-known incident of reading articles later, and five editors were changed for one book.In the following year, the three new books that I started earnestly fell apart one by one.I can't wait to test the waters, but I can't wait for 10,000+ words, but I can't kill it in the channel.Now it is still on the shelves after testing the waters.Hahaha, quite funny.

At the starting point, from the beginning of writing with full of enthusiasm to the end, I feel peaceful in my heart. It is not really peaceful, but just giving up.

Maybe it's because the starting point is no longer suitable for me, or maybe it's because my writing is getting worse and worse.

But other jobs outside can keep me alive. They tell me that maybe I’m not that bad, but I need to find a direction that really suits me, find my own style, and find a point of stable output.

So, I think I may need some time, a new start, leaving behind all the pride and honor of the past, starting from scratch, to find myself again.After all, facing the graduation season, I may need to find my own way out and a future that truly belongs to me.A few years later, the family's debts have not been paid off, and there are still more than 120 million, but I am already empty-handed and have nothing.I don’t really want to go back to my old life where I was writing about my lord and doing odd jobs during the day.

Grandma passed away, and the family went bankrupt for the second time. After these setbacks and shocks were overcome, for some reason, I became more indifferent to life.In fact, it can't be said to be indifferent, just to live simply, if you want to make some money, enough to support your own life.

Like this rewritten "The Movie King", I predict in my heart that the number of subscriptions may not exceed 200, or even 100. It is definitely impossible to support my life, so I still have part-time jobs to do some other work.

But let’s give myself and everyone an ending that is at least reasonable.After all, at the beginning of 2021, because of my own willfulness, I finally tested the water on more than [-] words, and when it was time to entrust it, I worked hard to write an original story.The result was mixed, and I stopped reading half of it, and stopped all promotions. I couldn't endure the streaking period, and felt that I couldn't make any money, so I chose to end it hastily.I know that it is irresponsible to readers and myself. I may not be suitable for the current market.Therefore, it is also about getting rid of myself in the past two years.

However, these are actually things for the future.

just now.

I have to at least get this book on the shelf.

I must at least let this book finish normally and completely, and use the simplest creation to say goodbye to my past two years.

I hope that in the days to come, we can meet again in infinite places because of my style and characteristics. At that time, you can get to know a new, more mature and stable me.

I am very grateful to all the readers for their company and for their support.

I didn't live up to my expectations, and I didn't live up to everyone's expectations, sorry.

If there are no big surprises and surprises, if you just go on the street like this, then this may be the last book of Yinshibushui, an unknown vest.

Hope you enjoy this final story.

Tomorrow at noon, probably after the starting point opens the VIP channel for me, the new chapter will be updated.

Whether you subscribe or not depends entirely on your mood.

I just want to say thank you for coming.

(End of this chapter)