Infinity: I Own the Doomsday Simulator

Chapter 66 Past and Future

"Come in and sit down, don't even talk, you two, why do you have so much to say?"

Liu Mengli shook her head in the distance, with a helpless expression on her face.

"Yeah, let's go!"

Li Fei nodded, and walked into the house together with the old man in front.

The gym is very big, the same as when Li Fei came here.

It's just that there are no people here, so it looks much deserted.

To Li Fei, this was nothing. He liked to be quiet, and this would calm his mind down a lot.

After the three of them walked in, Liu Mengli opened the door again.

Turned on the lights, and the gym was much brighter again.

Li Fei asked indifferently: "You two, when did you become like this?"

"What does it look like? Isn't this our original look?" Liu Mengli questioned.

"No, is what you just said true, or..."

Li Fei was wondering, at this moment, Liu Mengli came over suddenly, stepped forward and kissed Li Fei directly on the lips.

"You..." Li Fei's face turned red, and he became at a loss.

"How about it, this can explain everything!" Liu Mengli chuckled lightly.

Li Fei questioned: "Huh? But I still don't understand why your attitude changed so quickly?"

"Hey, let me tell you, I have been really angry these days. For me, I really can't believe that you are that kind of person, because for me, in my world, I have never seen I don’t know how big a mentality it would be to solve these things, so for me, this is simply unbearable. But, I didn’t expect you to be so cruel, so you are so cruel to me. Yes, it will take some time for me to accept it.”

"I'm not happy these days. For me, my mood is also very sad. I also want to talk to you. Every time I see you, my mood is also very complicated. It's just because of what happened when I left. some things, so I dare not do it.”

"Then my father saw my thoughts, and he asked me what happened? For me, I was too embarrassed to say it, and I didn't know what to say? So I faltered and hawed After a long time, he still asked me to say it boldly, and finally I told him everything."

"Afterwards, my father said to me, it doesn't matter, for everyone, he will always do something, as long as his starting point is good, then it doesn't matter, as long as he doesn't want to What he did was forced by him, so it doesn’t matter, he asked me to look away a little bit, not to have any thoughts, so from that time on, he let me understand how to do all of this, so I Only now that I think about it, I don’t want to be entangled in the things that happened in the past, so I have to thank my father for all this. He made me understand these principles and what to do and what not to do. "

Li Fei nodded. Didn't he think that this woman had endured so much and thought so much in her heart.

He always thought that this woman was just for fun, so he didn't take her too seriously. But now it seems that he didn't believe her too much.

When he first came here, he didn't think about anything, he just walked here with his own footsteps.

For him, he must be unwilling to give up all this in his heart. After all, it was the first time he felt such warmth, so when he saw this woman, he didn't want to say anything.

His heart was full of excitement, full of longing for all of this, only what would happen in the end, he never thought about it, but the two of them would be together, he never thought about it himself.

Li Fei always wants to do certain things, but he always has no expectations for the best results, because these things that happen will always make him have various ideas.

Hearing Liu Mengli's words, his heart was really full of self-blame and remorse at the moment, he didn't know why he did this, why couldn't he take the initiative?Why do you want to look like this?So for him, it can be regarded as a very bad result!
This will not make her wait for so long before talking to this woman again, and he will not have the result today. He is always resisting all this in his heart, and is always full of other thoughts about all this. of.

Li Fei let out a long breath, he turned to look at Liu Mengli, and said:

"I'm sorry. I really didn't think too much of myself. I didn't consider your thoughts. I didn't show my shameless spirit. I didn't take the initiative. I didn't take the initiative to talk to you. I didn't have the courage Go take that step and make you suffer so much. I am really sorry. I will never do it again. In the future, I will take the initiative to talk to you and apologize to you. What did you say? That's right."

"Haha, you don't need to say apologies. I've heard these words many times. To me, these words don't mean anything anymore, so don't think too much about it. The past is the past. Well, in the future, let’s just live like that. Anyway, for us now, we should just cherish the present and cherish each other. Anyway, it’s best to be with each other all the time, isn’t it? For us That’s it, that’s it.”

Li Fei nodded and said: "I'm sorry, I think too much, I shouldn't think so, I used to be too simple. If there is a chance in the future, we still want to be together forever , no matter what difficulties we encounter, this is the case. For us, what we want to do is what we always want to do. No matter what the result is, we must always work hard for each other. How long, how many years, it will be like this, we will never be like this again, because human time is very short, if we spend so much time on such meaningless little things, then, for our The future is also very scary."

Liu Mengli nodded, and he said that he agrees very much, it is the case for him, in the things that happened in the past, the regret in her heart is very heavy, he doesn't want to do these things at all, but the body Her instinct made her resist these things instead.

The old man couldn't stand it anymore and came over.

Said: "Indeed, don't think so much about it, for you, but you don't cherish a period of time, right? Something happened in the past, and you all appeared in each other's lives. I heard that you We have not known each other for a long time, but our understanding of each other is very sufficient, which is enough for you to keep going. If you are still immersed in the failure of the past and look back at the past, full of regret, then, for In the future, we will have no chance at all, so don’t think too much and just do your best. For you, this is the most important thing at the moment."

"On the road of love, I am your senior. I have experienced a lot of things before I was with your mother. Before, I always didn't understand anything. The main thing was to suggest the past and then do some harm. What happened to your mother, until later when we were together, she told me all these things one by one, and used various methods to get too revenge on me, so, don't think too much, and do your own things well , it would be much better to do the future you want to do. You all have your own future, why should you be confined to each other's space? Why should you be confined to those meaningless past? For your mother, the future is the best A good story? You are in this state, then the time will only become less and less, and for you, the time you cherish is less and less."

Li Fei nodded. The old man's words completely awakened him. Yes, he was right. He used to be too entangled in the past and did not have the courage to take this step, so he became what he is now. Like this, if she had dared to do something more meaningful, the result would not be what it is now. This is what they said they would do, this is what they said they would complete.

If such things happen again in the future, he will not give up like this, he will definitely hold this woman's hand firmly, and face these difficulties together, he will definitely explain patiently, what happened in this way Everything will definitely give her a bright future, no matter how difficult the front may be, he will use the weapon in his hand to protect her.

However, for Li Fei, there was also a contradiction in his heart.

When he was in the simulator before, he had seen this woman before. Because she didn't have such a high ability, she was easily dealt with by those zombies. This was all because he hadn't been exposed to the virus and hadn't evolved himself.

He is also very conflicted in his heart, he doesn't know whether he should let him do everything, because if he is asked to do it, he will suffer more painful torture, if he is asked not to do it, then she will end up Will die, so, his heart is still suffering, he doesn't know whether he should tell this woman all this.

It seems that life is full of choices from the beginning, no matter what you do, once you choose the front, you have no way to go back and choose the other side.

Otherwise, this life would be meaningless, and life should be full of regrets, so that it would be meaningful to everyone.

But the emergence of the simulator has undoubtedly changed this status quo. In Li Fei's hands, he can simulate the past countless times and peek into the future countless times, so he discovered that this woman will What will it become, what will be the result.

So, seeing this result again, he couldn't be entangled in his heart whether he should let the woman bear all this?
How to make her safe and allow him to survive successfully, so for her, this is a very painful thing, and it is also a process of self-torture.

Li Fei is always afraid that his decision is not correct, and the wrong result will happen in the end, and he doesn't want to regret it, so he falls into this dilemma.

"What's wrong with you? Li Fei, if you have something to say, you can just say it. Now we don't have so many things to think about, and for the two of us, what we have to cherish is the future, so you don't need to If you get entangled in the past, do what you have to do, right?" Seeing Li Fei's gloomy look, Liu Mengli said.

Li Fei chuckled: "Don't think too much, what can I do? For me, all I can imagine is the future of the two of us, so don't think too much, let's do it well Let's do something serious!"

Li Fei didn't tell me what happened to the woman, how should I put it?There has always been such a very tangled thing in his heart, just like those things he considered before.

No matter how long it takes, he will always feel that something will happen again, and he also hopes that he can change everything. Since he can't do it now, let's put it all in the future. No matter what, he will do everything. No matter what he does, he will protect this woman.

"Okay, since you don't think so, let's discuss tomorrow's rain. Last time you said there would be something bad in the rain. What is it? And why are you so nervous? This is not even the weather. The forecasts were inconclusive, and the weather forecast was also very strange. What it reported actually changed after a while. I thought something happened at the beginning that made them change their minds a lot, so I want to know. Your opinion, what do you think about the rain tomorrow, why do you say it is full of danger?"

"Hey, this thing is a long story, I hope you don't have any ideas, anyway, I can't say too much about the rain tomorrow, anyway, you'd better not go out, just stay at home, and you will have to stay for many days , because this rain will last for many days, and it can affect a person's body, making people completely different from before, and will gradually erode a person's body and various organs, making this person gradually become a walking dead. "

"So for your safety, I will say that and let you pay attention to these things. Of course, for you, this is a very important change. I just hope that you can protect yourself, no matter how long it takes , it’s all like that.”

"Okay." Liu Mengli nodded, and then said nothing.

(End of this chapter)