I collect waste in heaven

Chapter 1531 Sword Master, come on!
When a person is emotionally broken, he is like a boat washed by a storm in the waves.

The turbulent tide may overturn the leaf boat at any time, causing the emotions to collapse instantly, thereby sealing and paralyzing the inner self, and sealing himself in darkness.

At this time, they need to rely on.

empathy!

It's one of those ways.

In a breakdown, if someone can understand with empathy, it will be like a ray of light shining on him in the dark.Or use sharp words to wake him up, and give him inspirational power from other aspects, which can make his own heart stronger and walk out of the darkness.

Ling'er has already tried it, and it is also very good in the eyes of Jian Ling.

Unfortunately, nothing worked.

In this case, no matter how empathetic, sensational, empathetic, and giving strength to lift up the heart will not help, the reason is very simple...

In Xin Zhao's heart, all these are just the light of fireflies, which can't illuminate the darkness in his heart at all.

That being the case, we can only find another way.

The sword goes slanted!

The method is to intensify the darkness in his heart and swallow him completely.

It is said that human beings are inherently good, but in fact, the root essence of human nature has never been kindness, but pure evil.Kindness is acquired, and it is the teaching passed down from generation to generation by countless Confucian scholars, so that people have kindness.

What is missing in an era is what this era will always publicize.

Kindness.

It is one of the nouns that have never left any era to spur mankind from ancient times to the present.

Kindness is learned, evil... no need!
Because this itself is the nature hidden deep in the soul of all living beings. When the acquired goodness cannot cover up the evil and ugliness, it will emerge from the depths of the soul by itself, out of control.

At this time, Xin Zhao is good to uphold the last kindness in his heart.

Let him still subconsciously endure and restrain, wrap all the pain deep in his heart, use self-blocking and paralysis to form a shackle and a hard shell, and self-torture without affecting or hurting others.

Such a result must be painful!
Maybe they all know how much impact and trouble it will cause to those around them if this darkness is released and the flower of sin in their hearts blooms. They try to give up on themselves and escape in a self-destructive way. This escape is what they The last kindness to the world in the face of collapse.

This is the case with Xin Zhao right now.

Jian Ling lowered his eyes and looked at Zhao Xinxin who was staring blankly in front of him, feeling very distressed.

He knows his sword master too well.

He is the kind of character who is willing to take responsibility. In fact, this kind of character is never a bad thing. It's just that Xin Zhao's commitment to dedication and self-sacrifice is a bit too much.

The sword spirit knew that this might be related to the experience of the sword master when he was a child.

no parents!

His only dependent grandfather left him when he was young.

Since then, he has been somewhat withdrawn. Fortunately, Liu Yan and Lei Ting were by his side at the time, but their presence did not allow him to fully open his heart in the true sense.

There is always a knot in his heart.

The result of his lonely personality is that he was alone on the whole road from childhood to adulthood. Until his dormitory life after college, he was lucky to get a few roommates who were free-tempered and loyal, which gradually made him withdrawn. The dark times are illuminated bit by bit by the light.

Next, Liu Yan's return, Zuo Lan, Su Fanxin, Jiang Jia...

A series of people who make his heart sunny appear.

They are like beams of light, erasing the darkness in Xin Zhao's heart, so he cherishes every person around him who has kindness to him, and he is willing to give everything for these people.

There is a word called overexertion!

Xin Zhao's love for those around him is just like that.

This love does not refer to the love between men and women, it can be the love between friends, the love between teachers and students, or the love between family members.

All the people who appeared beside Xin Zhao awakened the love that Xin Zhao had suppressed for more than ten years.

As a result, it must be like a torrent bursting a bank, like a mountain and river breaking, like a falling comet under a galaxy, unstoppable and out of control.

Since Ju Liujiu's death, he has been immersed in painful self-blame. He blamed Ju Liujiu's death on the pressure he gave him when he was in the capital.

He believed that the deaths of Liu Yuming, Liu Ge, and Guo Tai were caused by him inducing the savior to act.

If it wasn't for him to induce the savior, then there would be no such ending.

If he could rush back from the capital earlier, would he be able to save this situation?

Everything can only be an if, because everything has already happened, there is no chance to do it again, life is always a live broadcast, the past is the past, once it happens, it becomes a fact.

Xin Zhao will never be redeemed!

He can only admit it!
He believed that all this was caused by him, and he put heavy pressure on himself. This pressure made him breathless. He tried to confide in him, but he didn't want to affect other people, so he could only grit his teeth and persist.

However, the light in his heart was turned off several times.

These beams of light were the light that Ju Liujiu and the others brought him, causing the darkness in his heart to begin to grow outward.Fortunately, there is still enough light in his heart, although the darkness has expanded a lot, it still leaves Xin Zhao with a ray of light.

Liao Mingmei's soul disintegrated, allowing Xin Zhao to see her dissipate in this world as a soul light.

The light is off.

Another darkness appeared, and the magnitude of the darkness instantly surpassed the light in his heart.

In fact, compare by quantity.

The light brought to Xin Zhao is far more than the light lost, but...

Human nature is evil!

The darkness multiplied like bacteria, squeezing all the light in Xin Zhao's heart into that narrow corner.At this time, Xin Zhao's heart has already been darkened, but he is still using the last bit of light as a shackle for self-restraint, sealing his soul.

What the sword spirit has to do is to let the darkness in Zhao Xin's heart break through the shackles.

It's just that Sword Spirit didn't say the price of doing so.

"Sword Master, are you willing?" The sword spirit standing next to Xin Zhao leaned over to Xin Zhao's ear, whispering in Xin Zhao's ear like a devil's whisper, "Ju Liujiu and Liao Mingmei all died in the In the hands of the demons, now we are in the king city of the demons, an excellent opportunity to avenge them! Sword master, they all died because of you."

"what are you talking about!?"

Ling'er suddenly rushed up and grabbed Jian Ling's arm.

"How can their deaths be blamed on the master."

"Sword Master, do you really want to let those demons who killed your beloved go unpunished?" Sword Spirit ignored Ling'er and murmured in a low voice, "Do you really want their death to be in vain? Revenge, Sword Master. ... Let's make a big fuss among the demons. Why do you have to live so hard and live for others? Why should you consider other people's feelings? You are you, do what you want, do what you should do, go Do what your heart desires. You don’t need to restrain yourself. You should be free and happy throughout your life. I am just your sword spirit, and Linger is just the demon spirit of your mobile phone. We are all just you. Accessories, our life and death are controlled by you, we should be like ants and grass in your eyes."

"Sword Spirit, you... what are you doing?"

For some reason, although I don't know what emotion the sword spirit wants to arouse Xin Zhao, Ling'er who heard this from the side already felt scared.

She always felt that the sword spirit was leading her master into an abyss of evil.

"What to do, of course, is to let the sword master understand." The corner of Jian Ling's mouth curled up, and he said in a low voice, "Sword master, don't hesitate anymore, take revenge! Think about the white bones of Ju Liujiu, think Liao Mingmei, who wants to turn into a soul light in front of your eyes, do you...do you still hesitate?"

deep in the soul.

In a pitch-black world, there is only a gleam of light left in the corner.

Xin Zhao curled up in the dim light, countless holy chains were released from Xin Zhao's body, sealing his bleak soul.

Looking around, there is endless darkness.

From time to time in the darkness, he would stretch out his sinful hand to Xin Zhao in the dim light. Xin Zhao also kept his eyes red, desperately crushing his hand in the darkness.

"Sword Master, take revenge for Liao Mingmei and Ju Liujiu, right now!"

Suddenly, a whisper came from the depths of the silent soul, and Xin Zhao, who was releasing the chains from his body, suddenly looked up and saw the sword spirit in the darkness.

"Why are you here? Come here quickly. That's not a good place."

"Sword Master, face your heart directly." The sword spirit standing in the darkness laughed softly, "Look at your soul, what has it become? Why do you persist here, even if you persist, it will be futile Why don't you just step in and accept it. Why should you care about those moral constraints, curl up in that little twilight, judge yourself with that ridiculous holy light? How ridiculous!"

The sword spirit in the dark sneered, raised his chin and looked at Xin Zhao in the corner.

"You... don't you want to take revenge for Liao Mingmei and Ju Liujiu? Don't you want to take revenge for Liu Ge and Guo Tai? They are all dead. Take revenge, sword master!"

"Kill those demons and release your heart!"

"Instead of being depressed until death, it is better to go to the final madness. Look at your own heart, look at your own soul, and come to me is the general trend."

"How long can your little light shine?"

"Do you have to wait until the darkness completely engulfs you to make you lose your mind and drive you completely crazy? Why don't you accept all this while you are still conscious, and everything is still in your hands."

"Sword Master, it's not scary to go into the darkness, what's scary is that you see this darkness as a scourge."

"As long as you despise this darkness, the darkness can only bow down at your feet, and it will turn into your strength and help you become stronger."

"A truly strong person must face the evil in his heart."

"You have always been in awe of this darkness. Could it be that you are afraid of it? Come over here and feel it. Only by walking into the darkness can you truly understand the darkness, and you can truly and completely control everything. Think of it as your strength in despair, Let it be your stepping stone to the top."

"Darkness and light are only in your thoughts."

"Sword Master, come on!"

(End of this chapter)