Infinite Doomsday Survival System

Chapter 422 Gamma
In the evening, after Chu Mosheng finished handling all his official duties, he returned to his room.

When he opened the door, he saw Tian Lan looking out of the window, with a look of sadness on his face, and hugged him from behind.

"Are you leaving again?" Looking at Tian Lan's back, Chu Mosheng felt a burst of sadness, and couldn't help but want to hug him, afraid that it would take another long time for him to leave this time.

Tian Lan turned around and stroked Chu Mosheng's hair, "Don't worry, I'm just going to do something this time. I'll be back in less than a day."

"Can I go with you?" Chu Mosheng missed the life of running around with Tian Lan back then.

Although it only lasted a few days, and although he was constantly being hunted, Chu Mosheng felt that he was very happy at that time. At least no matter what the difficulty was, they could face it together.

But now, Tian Lan has been leaving her alone, always giving her a feeling of overprotection.

Although this is also very good, it is too boring. She has to face the boring documents every day, and occasionally she wants to go outside to play.

Tian Lan shook her head and refused Chu Mosheng's request, saying, "You should know that you are the key and cannot make any mistakes."

Hearing this, Chu Mosheng let go of Tianlan, hugged his left arm, and said disappointedly: "I know. Then when will you come back."

"Soon." Then Tian Lanyou stroked Chu Mosheng's head and said comfortingly: "Don't worry, I will take you out to have fun after this is over."

Hearing this, Chu Mosheng was happy at first, but soon became unhappy.

With a face full of resentment, he complained: "Didn't I say the same thing last time? When will it end?"

"It will end soon." Tian Lan said this, then turned around and said, "Then I'm leaving."

"At this time?" Chu Mosheng was a little surprised, with loneliness written all over his face, and asked, "Aren't you staying tonight?"

"Well, I found a good left arm owner. I'm going to get in touch and see if I can make a deal."

"Really." Chu Mosheng hugged her left arm tightly. If it wasn't for her, Tian Lan's left arm and left eye wouldn't be what they are now. "Then you go early and come back early, and be careful."

Although it's lonely at night alone, as long as it's for Tian Lan, Chu Mosheng can bear it, and it's not just a day or two.

"Yeah." Tian Lan nodded and left the Heroes Association.

After Tian Lan left, Chu Mosheng lay on the bed and looked at the huge room. At some point, he had gotten used to the life of Tian Lan staying by his side all the time.

Once you leave him, you don't know what to do.

There were obviously so many things I wanted to do before, but now I have no interest at all.

After Tian Lan left, he came to the West District that night, where the target was.

After observing the situation, he laughed, maybe this time the accident would be simpler.

………………

What follows is a narration by a student.

What exactly are parents?
Sometimes I can't help asking such questions.

Seeing other people staying happily with their parents, to be honest, I am a little envious, but also a little incomprehensible.

Are you really that happy?I don't know, why can't I feel that happiness at all when I stay with my parents?

Instead, it was more pain.

"I'm lazy here again. Have you finished your homework today? Did you practice piano? Did you practice dance...?"

My mother came to urge me again. It was already eight o'clock in the evening, but I had no intention of doing it at all.

Repeating the same thing every day, learning things that I don't want to learn at all.

pain?I don’t know, maybe I’ve become numb to this feeling of life.

"What's the score for this exam?"

At this time, my father came over, and the first sentence was the test results.

In their eyes, maybe grades are the real children, right?

And I... just an accessory.

Dad opened my backpack without my consent.

Well, although there is nothing in it that cannot be seen by others, of course there is nothing that belongs to me.

"Why did you only get 98 points in this exam?! Where did you lose the other 2 points?!"

"How do your parents usually teach you? Why do you only have this score in this exam?! Your parents provide you with education, so you only take this score. Are you worthy of us?!"

hehe!For some reason, I laughed.

There was an error on the test paper this time, and no one could get full marks.

And it's really funny that my parents doubted their children for the first time.

I have already gotten used to the feeling of the test paper hitting my face.

"Huh? What is this?" At this time, an envelope fell out of his backpack, and his father happened to see it.

"Ah!" Seeing the envelope, I panicked.

This is the first time I have received something in my life, something that belongs only to me!

But what to do next?Take it back?How to grab it?
I do not know……

I have never resisted my parents, and I don’t know how to resist at all.

"Dear Xiaoqian, I fell in love with you from the first moment I saw you. If possible, I hope you can be...my...girlfriend..."

Gradually, my father couldn't read any more, and angrily tore up the envelope and threw it on my face.

I don’t know why, but the moment the envelope was torn into pieces, a line in my heart seemed to be broken.

"You didn't learn well at such a young age! You actually imitated other people's puppy love! How did I give birth to such a shameless daughter like you!!"

It's natural to be angry. My parents never allowed me to do what I wanted to do or have my own things.

I can only act according to their wishes, leave school early, and then go to cram schools and training classes to learn things that I don't want to learn.

If it's a little late, they'll call the teachers to hurry up.

I feel like a flightless bird trapped in a cage, without any freedom, I can only act according to the owner's wishes, so that I can continue to live.

But there is no need to worry anymore. If you ask why, I may never have to do anything I don’t want to do again.

I don't know why, but instead of feeling scared, I felt relieved when I saw my parents who lost their temper as usual.

Enough is enough, everything is enough, no matter how hard I try, I have never received a word of praise, and I no longer have the meaning of living in this world.

After going through a long period of lectures and abuse, as well as family law, the roots of my ears are finally clean.

Do you feel wronged by being scolded like that?I don't know, I don't know.

Maybe I'm used to it, after all, things like this don't happen once or twice.

Every time there is always a little failure, it is a lesson, and when I succeed, I never praise it, but attribute all my efforts to myself.

Is this life enough?
Ah, I've had enough already, I even feel incredible, why didn't my previous self have this idea?

Maybe it's because the only thing that belongs to me was destroyed and scolded as worthless.

Looking at my parents who went to bed early and the homework on my desk, I didn't have any thoughts, but came to the balcony in a very happy mood.

Looking down from the balcony, in the past, I might have felt scared, but now I am not scared at all, on the contrary, I am very relaxed.

From time to time, I think, what is this world?In a world like this, is learning really that important?

No one knows whether he will die next moment, and no one knows when the weirdo will appear in front of him.

I used to look forward to it, hoping that one day the weirdo would appear in front of me.

Because of this, I can leave here and never have to endure such suffering.

Maybe it's luck, I didn't meet a weirdo from the beginning to the end, but even so, I waited every day with full expectation, waiting for the weirdo to find me.

Now, I feel that I was too stupid before. Why should I take help from weird people?
I have my own way, I can do it myself, why did I not notice it until now?
Shaking my head, throwing away the distracting thoughts in my brain, it doesn't matter now, I just need to focus on the things in front of me.

Without a trace of hesitation, without a trace of fascination, I jumped.

What I can feel now is not fear, but relief.

This feeling is a feeling that I have never felt before, and it is also a feeling that they do not allow me to have.

The corners of my mouth raised slightly, happy and joyful, the unprecedented mood made me a little confused.

Finally, finally everything is coming to an end. I no longer have to learn the damn piano, I no longer have to learn that awkward dance, I no longer have to study until late at night every day, and I no longer have to exhaust myself every day. I will never have to see their faces again, never again...

"What an excessive parent. In order to satisfy their desire for control and relieve their own pressure, they persecute their children in this way. It is really excessive."

At the end of this, a voice came to my ears.

Is this the voice of an angel?Sure enough, angels would feel pitiful when seeing themselves like this.

Just when I was sighing, the time around me seemed to have frozen. I was suspended in mid-air, and everything around me was like this.

Then a light appeared in front of me, and a man with bandages appeared in front of me.

How holy he is, like an angel whose wings were broken and fell to the world.

"Give you one last chance, do you want to be free?"

"I want it!" I answered the angel's question without hesitation.

Of course I did!I want to escape from this life, I want to control my own happiness!

But I don't know how to do it, so I can only end it this way.

But now that an opportunity appears in front of me, I certainly want to grasp it and grasp my own happiness.

"That's a good answer. From now on, your name is Gamma. Let's start a life that belongs only to you."

(End of this chapter)